Hey guys! I just wanted to let in on a few things:

1) I didn't make the volley ball team ;-; lol its alright. I won't quit, I'll just try out again ^^ Other than that, I'll try soccer but thay's not until spring so I'll wait...

2) I don't know when I'll be able to update again. I go back to school from the weekwend tomorrow and I hardly get the laptop on the weekdays but if I get lucky, I might have a chance to update cx

3) Relationship probs... I've been with my boyfriend for about 10 months now. He has a lot of friends that are girls and I feel uncomfortable with that ever since we began dating. And I don't really feel those sparks anymore. He ignores me also. But then when we do talk he's like "I love you so much and I couldn't be happier." & "You're my everything." And all that. Advice? I really need help. And our anniversary is coming up to and I really don't want I should do because there's times I want to break up with him but i'll probably be like after the break up "omigod, I wish I didn't break up with him."  But I don't want to hurt him because he's having life problems and I don't want to make it worse. And I like this other guy too... I really don't know what to do anymore. You guys are like family and I need help. Please

4) Life probs... I don't even know what to do with myself anymore.

And that's mostly it.