Thunder dropped me off at this dorm place.

"Bye... I'll see you later." I nodded.

"Take care..." He sped off. I looked at the piece of paper that had been attached to the ticket.

'Room 110...' I decided to take the stairs instead of taking the elevator.

My head started to get dizzy, but that didn't stop me from getting to room 110.

It was only one flight of stairs... I should be able to make it.

Joon's dead face, flashed before my eyes as I blinked.

Tears dropped.

I quickly wiped them away, and shook my head.

'Forget about him... He's gone.'

I stood in front of the door to room 110.

I knocked.

"HYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNG! SOMEONE'S AT THE DOOR!"

"You're right next to it!"

"But I'm playing game~"

"I swear... I wonder if Changjo's actually the makane. Coming!" The door opened.

"A-Aesook?" The two of us stood there shocked.

"H-Hey." I managed to say.

L.Joe pulled me into a hug.

"I was so worried about you! You were gone for a couple of days right after I wanted to forgive you! Where have you been?!" I gave him a small smile.

"I-I stayed with a friend for a while." I lied. He nodded.

"Are you looking for a place to stay?" He asked while closing the door behind me. I nodded.

"We have guest rooms."

"We?"

"Yeah. Teen Top."

I forgot. He was in a band.

I remember reading a couple fanfics about them, and there was this one guy that was a ert.

What was his name?

Chun?

Chung?

Suddenly, someone's arm was wrapped around my waist.

"Hey pretty lady. I'm Chunji." I sighed.

The fanfics never lie.

L.Joe pulled me away from Chunji, and dragged me into a empty room.

"Sorry... Chunji behaves that way when there's a girl around." I nodded.

"But here's the guest room-" I pushed him out and locked the door.

I rolled myself in the blankets and cried my eyes out.

I just need some time alone.

I need to process what happened.

Joon just couldn't... Die like that.

He's stronger than that.

I remember the past strong and clear.

I looked up to him.

He was my oppa.

He'll never let his guard down.

Another round of tears came.

I suddenly heard something outside on the emergency exit outside the window.

I looked at it.

"You've always been a big baby. Stop crying." His deep voice made my heart speed up with relief.

I popped open the window, and stared into his charming eyes.

"Y-Yongguk oppa?" More tears came out.

"Yongguk oppa!" I  jumped onto him, and cried onto his shoulder.

"Shh big baby. Teen Top are going to hear you. Along with the neighbors." I sniffed, and looked at him.

He wiped my tears away.

"Tell oppa what's wrong."

"J-Joon."

"Mblaq's Joon. Go on."

"Joon is d-dead." His eyes widen.

"R-Really?" I nodded.

"He killed himself... Cuz he thought I liked Thunder..." Yongguk sighed, and let me go.

"That muscular idiot!" He looked at me, and sighed again.

"I wonder how his fans will feel- Mblaq will feel that one of their members are dead." I started crying again.

"But there is a way... To bring him back." My eyes widen.

"R-Really?!"

"My dad has secret equipment that can bring back the dead." My eyes started to water up.

"But your dad is dead!" He laughed.

"You actually believed what they said? He's just hiding." I bit my lip.

"But wouldn't he be mad if he sees us?" I asked.

"Not unless we're together." My face turned red.

"As in together together?" He nodded.

"B-Boyfriend and girlfriend?" I looked at the door, that probably had L.Joe behind it.

Yongguk ruffled my hair.

"Don't worry, it's only pretend." I sighed in relief.

"Now wash up, and go to bed. I'll pick you up tomorrow night." I pushed me back inside the room.

"It's nice seeing you again Aesook."

"But how did you know I was here?" I asked.

"I didn't know until I heard a crying monster downstairs." I stuck my tongue out at him.

"Meanie." He laughed.

"I'll see you tomorrow Aesook." He closed the window, and left.

I walked into the bathroom.

'Can Joon really come back to life?' I started to get ready to take a shower.

'There's always hope... Maybe things will get better...'