Hi… so um… I'm not used to doing this sorta thing but here goes nothing I guess. So yesterday I went on my first "date" with Zelo.  I have to say, it was interesting.  It's obviously not a real situation because we don't like each other, but I don't think we are doing this "relationship" thing right, even if it is fake.  I mean, I don't know how a real relationship works, but this feels different.  And it's not from the fact that I hate him.  I think it's just because… we aren't doing any "coupley" things.  This is so different from how I thought having a boyfriend would be.   And the reason I know its not from us hating each other is… well I actually don't hate him anymore.  I'm not in love with him, but he is still a good guy.  He isn't bad to be around and i find that sometimes I do care about him like if he gets hurt or something.  And there are times when it's like he is ok with me too.  But then they go away.  I feel so confused by that… is a relationship supposed to be this confusing?  It seems like a relationship is harder than I thought…  And I'm starting to think that things will get more confusing after this project ends…  anyway um.. yeah bye

*beep*

I set down the video camera and grabbed my phone to text Hyesun

To: Hey Sun! XD

From: ------

Hey girlie!  You out with Minho?

To: Miss Fluffy

From: Hey Sun! XD

Yeah :) we are about to go to this new restaurant that sounds really cool! ^^ keke

To: Hey Sun! XD

From: ------

Aww that's cute! Is he paying?  Have you met his parents?  Does he have a car?  Is he kind to you?  Does he look at any other girls?  When can I meet him?  and do you like him?

To: Miss Fluffy

From: Hey Sun! XD

Woah slow down there!!  Yes, no (but soon), yes, yes, no, soon and yes, very much :)

To: Hey Sun! XD

From: ------

Haha ok :)  Stop texting me on your date! It's rude :P have fun, be safe and USE PROTECTION! >:D  talk to you later :)

To: Miss Fluffy

From: ------

Unnie! >:l

I chuckled and put my phone away before slipping my headphones in and picking up my book.  I soon fell asleep in my clothes with the lights on my book on my stomach and my music playing.

So guys.  Do you see it too?? I SEE IT!! What is it you ask?? the beginning!!! But im not telling you of what... :3 hehe keep waiting for updates please!! I love you all so much!! :33 Have a wonderful day!! oh! and on a side note... Im super excited because LUNAFLY'S NEW ALBUM IS READY FOR PREORDER OH MAH GAHD!! Ok! bye bye and please sub!! MUAH~