Regret.

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He spends the night, much like the other night, sitting on the balcony of his apartment while staring at the not-so quiet street in front of him. The beer cans piling up next to him, making him lose his consciousness just a little while he takes a deep breath at the view. He can take alcohol really well - that’s kind of his reputation, really - but these days he can feel tipsy by a couple of medium-sized cans. Funny, with the way he drinks it every night by now, he should be building some sort of strength towards the drink, but he can feel it takes over him more and more with each passing day.

The view seems regular to normal eyes. People and cars passing by, off-note singing from drunk businessmen, the chatters on the street of Seoul, a view that he witnesses again and again in his alone time. The view seems regular to normal eyes, but not to his, as he used to see this with someone else by his side.

Every time, at the first seep of the beer, his brain begins to recall all the memories, the late night talks and whispers, with someone he loved, and loves, about literally anything under the sky. At the first gulp, he can recall the small touches the other person did, the light laughter that escaped his lips, the smile that took his breath away. By the time he finishes his first can, all of his system can recall the feeling, as if he’s the happiest man on earth, simply by a mere of existence of the other.

When the seconds kick in, the regrets come rushing in. The nights he spent fighting with him over petty argument, the times he ignored his messages because he was just too tired, the yelling, the cursing, and the time he realized he has slipped away from his hand.

 

The buzz comes a minute later from his phone, taking him back to reality.

Man of the hour, he thinks. The person of all of his night thoughts.

 

From: Ahn Daniel

Hey, are you there?

 

He pulls up a smile.

This is more than enough.

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a drabble after a while! sorry that i just wrote back to your comments now guys! T_T have a good day

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thenofutureshoe
#1
Chapter 25: I love this one <3
thenofutureshoe
#2
Chapter 7: Nyagsvha too cute i love this one!!!
thenofutureshoe
#3
Chapter 4: Oof my heart T.T
ItsJustSarax
#4
Chapter 32: Hurray for random updates! This was short and bittersweet :3 missed your writing a lot
ItsJustSarax
#5
Chapter 31: So sweet *clutches heart* (/T^T\) I miss N.a.p
ItsJustSarax
#6
Chapter 30: Holy cheese and crackerss O.O what a twist! I wasn't expecting a continuation to Chocolate Mint >:O but what a great surprise!
Angel_Ahn
#7
Chapter 30: Well .. good to see this continuation (I swear I'm smirking right now) .. I still can't forgive those two for betrayed Minsoo .. I mean, yes .. you can't stop yourself from falling in love, but at least don't keep it secret from him! His your best friend obviously. Tell him . It's hurt, but that time only. It was really UNFAIR. Poor Minsoo. And now, their destiny turn upside down again huh .. I'm on Minsoo side author nim. You need to know that I was almost throw my phone to the wall because of the ending of the Chocolate Mint part 1, because I was NEVER expected that Byunghun betrayed him! Huff .. I know you can give me the best ~ thanks for this continuation ^^
P_frog10 #8
Chapter 29: Toy....... +_+ this song is so gooddddd also the fanfic.... +_+
Lavendra
#9
Chapter 29: I smile at how Minsoo acts as he's the leader of the group :)
But on the darker side I'm sad that he just denies the truth but feeling okay nevertheless as long as he can keep the same smile on Niel's face :(