Decision

~Normal POV~

Finally I was being discharged from the hospital today!

Ugh I really hate hospitals, theyre so depressing.

It had been about 2 days since Seunghyun had come here and we...well let all of our feelings go.

I blushed hard remembering the kiss we shared, I smiled happily and giggled covering my face

"Gen-Gen!!" I heard a voice say and was tackled into a hug, my face lay upon this persons chest, I could hear his heart racing..

"I missed you so much! How are you?! How do you feel?! Omo Im so glad youre okay, dont ever do that again!" he wipped me away from him slightly and crossed his arms pouting with aegyo

"Jiyong oppa..Im okay really!" I said smiling and scratching the back of my head.

Taking his hands in mine I nodded reassuringly which led to him smiling brightly and pulling me into a spinning hug. Once he was done he put me down and offered me his arm

"Madam, today I will be escorting you home~" he bowed and offered me his arm again, laughing at his actions I locked my arm in his and we were off to my home.

"And I believe this is your home missy!" he exclaimed in a fake failed french(mostly korean) accent.

I had been laughing all the ride home due to his jokes and bright personality

I really did miss him and the guys....

He took out my keys and handed it to me "I kept this copy safe for you" he said smiling and stepped aside to let me unlock the door

Hearing a click I pushed the door open to reveal my clean and somewhat untouched looking furniture

I'd been out for a couple of weeks, how was everything so clean?..

With a surprised face I turned to look at Jiyong, questioning him with my eyes

He chuckled slightly and patted my head "I wanted you to return to a clean home, so you dont have to do much" he stated with care in his voice. He bowed at me "I'll be helping you with your house work Gen-Gen" smiling brightly he kissed the back of my hand

My softned as I looked at him

Hes too kind...

"Jiyong you dont have to-" I was about to exclaim

"No no no! Aishhhh, except my services woman!" he cut off and wiggled his finger at me

"You still arent 100% well and healthy, I'm helping you no matter how much you tell me not to!" he grinned and took my stuff to my room

Giggling softly, I shook my head at his stubborness, but deep down I really felt thankful for Jiyong....I kinda felt bad too....I dont want to hurt him..

Biting my lip my eyes wandered towards my bedroom where I saw Jiyong putting my stuff down carefully and looking over my room, making sure everything was in place.

I placed a smile back on my face once he turned around

Walking up to me he got real close to my face, his lips were a few centimeters away from mine as he stared into my eyes. He stood like that for a few seconds, just studying my eyes, his eyes were full of excitement and cheekiness.

Tilting his head a bit he grinned, he then brounght his lips closer to mine, closing my eyes I held my breath not knowing what he was gonna do

.........

......."Yah, are you hungry!?" his voice sounded as if he was far from my face, as if he wasnt near at all

Opening my eyes I saw he wasnt in front of me anymore, confused I turned to look where his voice had come from

Howd he move so quickly and not make a sound??

Confused, I walked into the kitchen area to find Jiyong wearing a Hello Kitty apron(over his clothes of course) and busily cooking something

The Apron :3

Me still being confused, took no notice in his attire, I opened my mouth slightly about to question how he got here so quickly

"Mmmm...Chijeu Tteokbokki?" he asked staring at me intently waiting for my reply to which I just nodded.

Satisfied with my answer he turned back around to cook, humming a nice song quietly, as I watched him still extremely confused as to how he moved so quickly

Glancing back at me his shooed me away

"Gennn Im cooking goooooo" he whined "I'm cooking for youu ughhh" he pouted and I retreated towards the living room

I sat down on my couch still dumbfounded but brushed it off as I felt my phone vibrating, I pulled it out of my pocket and saw Seunghyun calling me.

Glancing towards the kitchen I hesitantly answered

"Yobosyeo" I said quietly

"Genesis, are you okay? Did you get home already? Who are you with?" he immediately bombarded me with questions, he spoke louder than usual causing me to move my phone away from my ear as he spoke

"Seunghyun oppa Im okay! Dont worry so much okay? Yes Im home already and Im with...." I trailed slightly afraid of saying Jiyong was with me

"Jiyong is there with you right?" he asked

My eyes widen slightly as I looked up to glance back at the kitchen to already see a grinning Jiyong

"Omo...yeah how did you...?" I said

"Oh good...Im glad he is, the hyungs and I had our schedules full and we couldnt all come along so Jiyong went..." he said lowering his voice slightly when he mentioend Jiyong

Jiyong played with the giant wooden spoon at the doorway of the kitchen and seemed to already know what we were talking about

"Wellll dont worry oppa, Im alright and Jiyong oppa is doing a good job at taking care of me!"i said cheerfully to which Jiyong perked up upon hearing his name, he beamed happily and waddled back into the kitchen

"Ah...he better be" he said sounding like he was distracted "Ill see you soon alright Genesis?...I love you" he said whispering the last part happily and ended the call with a low chuckle

My face quickly turned into a tomato red color as I stared off dazed at what he said

I dont think I could get used to that..but I like it...

Putting my phone down I rubbed my cheeks slightly

As I was about to get up, a wonderful and delicous smell hit my nose and Jiyong came out of the kitchen with a tray filled with delicious little tteok and cheese

My mouth watered and my tummy grumbled due to the fact that I havent eaten right or at all these couple of weeks. He placed the tray on my lap and bowed respectfully, I looked up at him a bit funny but smiled, grateful for his food.

Chijeu Tteokbokki

He then took a seat next to me and smiled leaning his chin against his palms, watching as I dug into the food like a little piggy.

While I was shoveling food down my throat, in the far back of my mind one thought kept floating around.

Seunghyun agreed to Jiyong taking care of me?....What terms were they on?

Mentally sighing I kept thinking as the food that once tasted delicous and full of flavor just turned into tasteless dull rice cakes. Not that Jiyongs cooking was bad, far from that...but my mind was focusing on negative thoughts...and the thought of them getting hurt or worse...hurting each other...for my sake.

Dropping my chopsticks down, my mood turned sad and disappointed in myself for doing such a thing to my friendship...

Jiyong snapped out of his daze to notice my abrupt stop

"Yah! Dont you like it?..." he said frowning as he poked my side

Turning my head towards him, I stared at his sad expression which turned into a worried one once he saw my expression

"Genesis...?" he voice became serious and worried, he took a hold of my shoulders making me look at him fully

"Whats wrong?" he stared into my eyes, desperately searching for the source of my sadness....

And thats when I completely broke down....

My face twisted and scrunched up as tears made their way down my cheeks at a fast pace, my cheeks turned pink and I broke out into loud sobs

Jiyong gasped quietly, a bit surprised at my actions and quickly pulled me into a tight hug, hodling me gently as I wet his shirt

"Shhh... Genesis please dont cry...whats wrong?" his voice was gentle yet full of concern for me as he whispered

I took breathes and hiccupped a bit trying to speak

I was tired of hiding away from a problem that couldnt be avoided...i was tired of wondering who would come out hurt....

"I-i-i...don-nt...w-a-an-t-t...to h-hurt...y-y-ou..." I struggled to say as I returned to my sobs and tears.

Jiyong seemed to be thinking as he held me, his eyes seemed distant and clouded, as if he detattched himself from this world completely. He looked away still holding me as he took a deep breath and rubbed my back reassuringly...

Leaning his head against mine, he softly, in a painstruck voice, whispered

"...You wont hurt me...dont worry...I'll make it so you wont....so youre happy..." he gulped after his sentence and hugged me tighter.

Me at the moment not exactly knowing what he meant, clutched onto his shirt and sobbed.

I didnt know his words would lead to a distance between us later on.....

Sigh.

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Hope you guys like it! :D sorry theres not much TOP action! This was kind of a filler on GD and Gen's/reader's relationship. Jiyong took a decision he thinks will help Genesis be happy, but you guys will find out hes kind of hurting her in a way :c

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