ANGST ENDING!

ANGST ENDING!

ANGST ENDING!

ANGST ENDING!

ANGST ENDING!

Okay last warning, this chapter is for angst lovers only.
If you're the one seeking for happy ending, please proceed to the next chapter.

Prepare a box of tissue for your reading pleasure please if youre the emotional kind.
If not, enjoy!

"Mr Jung"
"Heres the CCTV's disc on that day's cold storage incident"
"The incident was being kept at a really low profile, not knowing why" said secretary Shin as she placed the disc infront of Mr Jung respectfully.

"Thanks secretary Shin"
"And has Ms Kang left the office?"

Secretary Shin nodded.

"Get Choi Sooyoung here again"

"Neh"

While secretary Shin was off to get Sooyoung back to Mr Jung's office,
his hands were clenched into a tight fist in anger as he watched the video.

How could anyone do that to his beloved daughter.
His daughter was so kind and sweet.
How could anyone be that mean to her?

"Mr Jung?" 

Mr Jung's head shot up but the anger in his eyes didnt subside and had shocked Sooyoung for a spilt second.

"Sooyoung-sshi"
"Can you come over here and tell me if they are the ones you're talking about?" said Mr Jung,
gritting onto his teeth tightly.

Sooyoung walked over while Mr Jung replayed the whole video scene.
It was Jessica entering the cold storage and,
by right she had left the door open.

But minutes after she entered the cold storage,
three sneaky girls sneaked up to the cold storage and slammed the door shut.

Since the CCTV was from the outside,
they could only see what the three girls did.
Fast forwarding the whole video, it was only 5 hours later when Tiffany came in looking flustered and all so worried.

"It is them!" shouted Sooyoung in anger as she punched the table with her fist.
"I was thinking about them"
"Hoping it wasnt but it is!"
"How could they!!"

Mr Jung was fuming mad then.
Pressing on the button of the phone,
he got secretary Shin to get the three girls up to his office right away.

Minutes later,
the three girls, Tasmin, Lina and Jenny were being brought up.
They were giggling and smiling away,
thinking that they had did a good job that the CEO of the company wants to reward or compliment them or something.

"You, you and you!" boomed Mr Jung angrily,
getting index finger pointing at each of them.

"Wwaaeee-yoo..?" stuttered the three in fear.

Sooyoung chuckled mockingly by the side.

"Scared now huh?"
"Think about what have you done then!" 

"Who are the three of you to have done those nasty things to Jessi?!"
"TELL ME!" shouted Mr Jung,
face burning red with anger.

"Jessi..?"

"Yes"
"Jessica Jung Sooyeon!"
"She's my daughter!"
"Who are the three of you to do such nasty things to her?!"
"To even lock her up in the cold storage?!"
"Pushing all the internship work to her?!"

"We..err.."

"Now tell me what should i do with you?" hissed Mr Jung in annoyance.
"Give you an immediate F grade for your internship?"

The three girls gasped.

"Why did you gasp?"
"Does it even matter?"
"I thought your family is rich enough and that you wont even need to work nor do you need a degree to work in your family company?" sneered Mr Jung in disgust.
"But wait, i think giving you an immediate F grade is going too easy on you three spoiled brats"
"Not once have i even spoiled my Jessi"
"Not once!"
"Just because i dont spoil my child because i believe in inculcating her the right values doesnt mean you three can bully her!"

The three started to tear up.

"Or probably i should just buy over all your parents' business"
"In Singapore?"
"Thats such a small country and their company worth peanuts to me" said Mr Jung with a chuckle.

"Please, Mr Jung"
"Please dont do this to us"
"We'll do anything for you but please dont do this to us" begged Tasmin as she got onto her knees.

"What are you scared of?"
"I thought you were never afraid of anything?" mocked Mr Jung with a laugh.
"If you knew a day like this would come, why would you even do it?"

Hours later, 
while Jessica was in the living with Yuri,
watching the television,
the door clicked open and Mr Jung was seen entering the house with Krystal by his side.
It seemed like Krystal had just ended school and Mr Jung went to pick her up.

"UNNIE!!!!" shouted Krystal happily as she ran over to Jessica and gave her a huge hug!
"I missed you"

"Mmm"
"I missed you too Krystal"
"How are you?"

"Im fine!"
"I've just ended school!"

"Any problems with your school work?"
"is it hard to catch up?"
"Unnie can help" offered Jessica with a smile as she ruffled Krystal's hair.

"Nope"
"Im good!"
"I just want unnie to rest because i know unnie's sick!"

Jessica smiled and shook her head weakly.
Krystal frowned and put her hand on Jessica's forehead but retreated almost immediately.

"See?"
"You're hot!"

"Unnie's always hot.."
"Isnt it?"

Mr Jung who stood by the side watched and shook his head.
Jessica saw it and mentally sighed.

"Krystal, go take a shower and come down later for dinner okay?" 

"Neh unnie!"

With that, Krystal scurried off to her bedroom.
Jessica tried to stand up but fell because her legs were too weak.
Or maybe her body.

"Baby, you alright?" asked Yuri worriedly as she quickly helped Jessica up.

Jessica pushed her away gently and walked slowly towards Mr Jung,
holding onto the supports she can find around her that leads her to Mr Jung.

"Appa.." called Jessica,
her eyes glistened with hope yet wet.

Mr Jung frowned and walked off.

"Appa.."

"Go back to your room" said Mr Jung coldly as he turned to his room.

Jessica collasped onto the ground.

"Baby!" shouted Yuri as she jumped over the coach and came over to carry Jessica up.

"Yul.."
"Dizzy.. weak.." mumbled Jessica as she held onto her head tightly.

"Tiff unnie is coming soon"
"You'll be alright okay?" cooed Yuri as she carried Jessica back to her bed and settled her there.

Yuri was about to go grab a cold towel and bowl of ice water when Jessica pulled her back.
Yuri shot Jessica a puzzled look.

"Whats wrong baby?"

"Yul.."
"My days.. they are numbered.."
"Will appa forgive me before i leave..?"
"Appa looks like.. he is still mad at me.."
"What should i do..?"

Yuri smiled and brushed Jessica's fringe aside.

"Baby, they will"
"Dont worry, your appa loves you as much as you love him"
"Or even more"
"Give him some time, alright?"

Jessica's eyes welled up in tears but quickly wiped it off.
Her heart was aching again,
from Mr Jung's response.

"Baby, wait here okay?"
"Dont get yourself out of bed"
"I dont want to see my baby falling off left and right"

Jessica closed her eyes and nodded sadly.

MInutes later,
Yuri, as well as Mrs Jung entered the room with Tiffany behind them.

"Sweetie, Tiffany is here" 

Jessica turned to Tiffany and gave her a weak smile.

"Unnie.."

"Hmm.."
"Unnie's here"
"Come let me take your temperature okay?"

Jessica nodded weakly.
She didnt have the strength to even protest.
Walking that few little steps to her father made her so tired and weak.
Receiving those words from her father made her even weaker.

"Jessi, im going to take it from the bottom"
"Relax okay?" 

Tiffany applied a sum of lubricant on the tip of the thermometer before pulling Jessica's bottoms down.
Inserting the thermometer into her rectum, Jessica let out a soft wince at the cold touch.

"Shh.."
"Its just the thermometer" hushed Tiffany warmly.
"Im just here"

3 minutes later,
Tiffany took the thermometer out gently and cleaned the tip with an alcohol swab,
shaking her head at the readings.

"Jessi, your temperature did subside a little"
"Thats really very LITTLE" said Tiffany with a sigh as she turned to her medical bag.

Yuri then entered the room,
with Mrs Jung because they couldnt stand waiting outside for Tiffany.
Giving it a light knock, the two entered with an awkward smile.

Jessica's face immediately turned red.
Her bare bottom to be seen by the most important person of her life.

But Yuri nor Mrs Jung were bothered.
Mrs Jung were more worried for her health than her bare bottom.
Yuri instead, were by Jessica's side holding onto her hands tightly.

"Its okay.."
"I can.. manage.."
"You two.. can wait outside.." mumbled Jessica awkwardly.

"No, im going to stay here with my baby" insisted Yuri firmly.

"But-"

"Sweetie, its fine"
"We're just worried about you"
"Let us stay here okay?" added Mrs Jung with a smile as she patted Jessica's back comfortingly.

Mr Jung, on the other hand was by the door,
peeping through the room.
No doubt was he worried about Jessica too.
But the guilt inside him made him distant himself away from Jessica.
He had this feeling that he was the one who caused Jessica to be in that state and he shouldnt go near to her anymore.
He felt like he had jinxed all the people around her.

But that wasnt true at all.
Jessica needed her.
Jessica wanted her.
Badly.

"Omma.."
"Yul.." 

Jessica's hands over theirs were clenched tightly as she felt the cold tingling yet familiar sensation over her .
Before she could utter another word, her eyes were shut tightly with her teeth gritted tightly together.
Tiffany pushed in the thick needle straight into Jessica's , it was her daily does of medicine for the asthma attack.
Yes, she had gotten the treatment off but it doesnt mean the medicine for it.

"Does it hurt so much?" asked Yuri worriedly as she carressed Jessica's head,
watching the latter in pain.

"Yul, it does hurt a little actually"
"But she's receiving two"
"And later another two of antiobiotics"

"Why unnie?"

Mrs Jung nodded in agreement,
wanting to know why too.

"I thought we didnt want her to go through any treatment anymore?"

"You did"
"But this is not considered part of it"
"Because her asthma could no longer be controlled by pills nor inhalers"
"Only these jabs shes been receiving is controlling it"
"Jessi, you alright?" asked Tiffany as she pulled the jab out.

Jessica nodded.

"We've three more to go alright?"
"You'll be fine, im here"
"Everyone's here for you" comforted Tiffany assuringly as she stabbed the next jab into her ,
earing a painful wince from Jessica.

"Pppaaiinn.." whispered Jessica as she tried to move her hand,
to the back but Mrs Jung and Yuri held it tight.

"Shh.."
"Jessi, its going to be done soon"
"Just a few seconds"

"..."
"..."
"..."

"There, we're done!"
"You wanna take a rest first before we continue?"
"Its gonna sting quite a bit for the next two" said Tiffany as she went to pack up the two used syringes.

Yuri nodded in agreement.

"Baby, take a rest first?"

Jessica shook her head as she wiped the tears off her eyes.

"Just.. do it.."
"Now.."

"Why?"
"You can take a rest first, sweetie"

Jessica shook her head again.

"Please.."

Jessica didnt want to be in that awkward position any longer.
She wants to get over and done with quickly.
Letting out a sigh, Tiffany had no choice but to compromise with Jessica's decision.

"Okay, Jessi"
"This is going to sting alright?"

Jessica kept quiet.
As Tiffany pushed the needle in,
Jessica let out a painful groan with tears welled up in her eyes.

Releasing the liquid as slowly as possible because the liquid would burn and sting badly,
Jessica's tears escaped her eyes and streamed down like a river.

"Apa!!"
"Please!!"
"JEBALL!"
"STOP UNNIE STOP!!!" whined Jessica in tears as she started to thrash about the bed.

Thank goodness Mrs Jung and Yuri were there,
holding her down firmly.

Mr Jung's tears were slowly falling off his eyes from watching.
His beloved daughter, going through this much pain.
Just because he didnt pay much attention to her.

"You're doing well, Jessi"
"We've one last one to go okay?" said Tiffany swiftly got the other last jab into Jessica's and slowly released the liquid.

"Please.."
"I beg youuu.." sobbed Jessica pleadingly.
"It really.. hurts.."
"Please.."
"Unnie.. Omma.."
"Pleaseee!" 

"Its going to be done soon, Jessi"
"Really" comforted Tiffany assuringly as she pulled the syringe out and massaged Jessica's ,
to ease the pain.
"We're done"

Jessica was still sobbing and crying due to the pain.
Yuri let out a sigh as she brought Jessica into a warm hug.

"Baby, i know"
"I know it hurts, it will be over soon alright?"
"It will be"
"Hush hush, dont cry"
"We're all here"

"Yul.."
"It hurts.. too much.."
"No.."

"I know, i know its hurting my baby a lot"
"I know"
"But baby, you have to be strong okay?"

"Yoboseyo"

"Sooyoung-sshi?"

"Neh, nuguseyo?"

"Oh im Mr Jung"
"You remembered that you said you wanted to visit Jessi?"
"Can you come over to our house at XXX today?"
"She's here"

"Jinjja?!"

"Neh, please come"
"And i've something to discuss with you"

"Neh, i'll be there in two hours time"

With that, Mr Jung ended the call and let out a sigh as he sat down on his bed.
Mrs Jung walked into the room with puffy red swollen eyes.

"You've been crying, dear?" asked Mr Jung worriedly as he put his arms around Mrs Jung's waist.

"Why cant i cry?"
"If only you've seen what sweetie is going through"
"If only.."
"I dont think anyone whos watching it would not tear up"

"I've seen.." muttered Mr Jung under his breath.

He pulled Mrs Jung to the bed and got her settled down.

"Dear, i've went back to the office"
"And fired a staff"
"Together with 3 interns who had been giving me some headache"
"Tell me how should i deal with them"

Mrs Jung's eyes widened in anger and landed a tight slap over Mr Jung's face.
Mr Jung was taken aback by his wife's sudden actions.

"Whaatt..?"

"Your daughter is there lying on the bed in pain!"
"And now you're asking me such an irrelevant question?!"

Mr Jung let out a defeated sigh.

"I've yet to complete my sentence, have i?"
"The staff i've fired was Jessi's internship incharge.."
"She was the one who made Jessi worked for more than she needed.."
"And Jessi submitted the medical certificate to her but she was sleeping"
"Despite that she went to complain to the school that Jessi didnt attend the internship"
"I've fired her on the spot after lashing out at her dear"

"What?!"
"How can there be someone like that?!"
"Our Jessi's suffering so much yet i didnt know!"

"And there's this three interns"
"They pushed their work to Jessi, and locked her up in the cold storage dear"
"I wanna ask you about your opinion"
"I cant simply ask Jessi about it because i know she'll definitely say, "forget it"."
"But i cant let this go away like this"
"Jessi has always been so fillial to us, we cant"
"We just cant"

"What do you have in mind?"

"I was thinking by giving them an immediate F on their internship grade"
"Its like letting them off too easily"
"Then i was thinking of buying over their family's business"
"Leaving them with nothing to serve them as a reminder to not be so mean"
"But, its not their parents fault, is it?" said Mr Jung, with a lost look.

"It is"
"They've spoilt their child far too much thats why they came to this extend"
"Look, we're rich"
"But we didnt spoil Jessi nor Krystal, did we?"

Mr Jung nodded his head in agreement.

"I guess so"
"Good, since i've your support"
"I'll go on with the decision since their family business meant peanuts to us" said Mr Jung with a forced smile.

"But dear.."
"When are you going to visit Jessi?"
"She misses you dearly.."

Mr Jung shrugged and hesistantly gave a light nod.

"Tonight when she's asleep"
"I'll visit her" 

While Jessica was asleep,
Sooyoung quietly crept into her room only to see Yuri flashing her a tired smile.

"I"ll leave you two here" whispered Yuri,
to give Sooyoung and Jessica some private time.

"Is she okay?"

Yuri shook her head sadly.

"Tell her what you wanna tell"
"Her body is getting weaker everyday"
"The doctors said that she has the most a month left.." 

Sooyoung could see clearly in Yuri's eyes.
That the sadness in her, felt so real.

"Whats wrong?"

Yuri sighed and pulled Sooyoung out of the room,
closing the door behind them.

"Sica was born with asthma"
"It was pretty well-controlled"
"Really"
"Till she got to Singapore and study"
"And back to Korea when things got really out of hand"
"Her parents didnt have time for her because they were busy taking care of her sister.."
"Then everything worsened at the speed of light"

Yuri paused as she wiped the tears off her eyes.

"Asthma, if not well taken care of"
"Would turn into a terminal illness"
"Thats why.."

"You mean Sica..?"

Sooyoung couldnt believe her ears.
The words going through it.

Yuri nodded.

"So please, talk to her"
"Make her happy"

Sooyoung's eyes turned watery but nodded.

"I will" replied Sooyoung as she entered Jessica's room,
but to hear the weak mumbling from her.

"Appa.."
"Mianehyo.."
"Please.. dont be.. angry at me.."
"I'll go back.. to work.."
"For you.."
"Give me.. another day.. of rest.."
"Appa.."

"Shhh.."
"Sica, no one is forcing you back to work" cooed Sooyoung as her heart ached for the pale latter lying on the pale,
thrashing about having fever dreams.

"Appa.."
"Please dont.. scold me.."
"Please.."
"I promise you.. i'll go back to.. work.."
"Im not.. im not playing.. around.."
"Im just tired.."

Sooyoung started shaking Jessica,
a little firmer to wake her up.

"Sica!"
"Sica Sica!"

Jessica gasped a little and started opening her eyes slowly.

"Sooyoung..?"

Sooyoung smiled as she wiped Jessica's perspiration away.

"Missed me?"

Jessica smiled as she tried to sit up but got pushed back by Sooyoung.

"Sica, its okay"
"Just lie back okay?"

Jessica nodded with a cough.
Sooyoung shot her a worried look.

"I missed you"
"Its been a month since you came for internship"
"Your dad called me and let me visit you"
"Hes really a nice person, you know?"

"He fired that Ms Kang after lashing out at her"
"For treating you so unfairly"

Jessica eyes widened in shock.

"Appa.. did that..?"

"Yup" replied Sooyoung with a nod.
"Not only that, he gave Tasmin, Lina and Jenny a huge scolding"
"As in what hes going to do, he didnt tell anyone"

"But why..?"

"Of course, its for you"
"Pabo!"
"Your appa loves you"
"Hes helping you to get back what you should have gotten!"

"..."
"..."
"..."

"Sica-ah.."
"You know, i've something to tell you"
"I know it doesnt make any difference now"
"But i still wanna tell before i lose the chance to"

"Hmm..?"

"I love you"

"You.. what..?!" gasped Jessica in shock with a cough.

"I love you"
"Ever since i first saw you"
"But dont take it too seriously, i just want to let you know"
"I know you and Yuri are meant to be"
"I just wanna express my feelings" said Sooyoung with a forced smile.

"Thanks.."
"Thanks for.. loving me.." 

That night, while everyone was back in their room sleep,
Mr Jung walked into Jessica's room silently as sat by her bedside.

Carressing her fringe aside,
Mr Jung started sobbing silently.

"Mianeh.."
"Baby, my Jessi"
"Appa.. is really sorry.."
"For shouting at you, forcing you to work and not believing that you were sick.."
"Its all appa's fault.."
"Appa shouldnt have forced you to take up so many positions in the company"
"Appa had only thought of Krystal and not you at that point of time"
"Appa had forgotten about her loving princess"

"..."

"Appa's really sorry, princess"
"Appa loves you"

Mr Jung sobbed so sadly, 
that he felt a warm hand holding onto his.
Crying inside her sleep.

"Appa.."
"Mianehyo.."
"I will go to.. work tomorrow.."
"Please dont.. scold me.."
"Appa.. please.."
"I just need.. a little more rest.."
"Please appa.."
"I'll do everything.. for you tomorrow.."

Mr Jung sobbed even harder.
Carressing her hands, brushing her fringe aside,
Mr Jung left a forehead peck on Jessica's.

"Appa doesnt want you to work princess"
"Appa only wants to see his princess standing back up"
"And to be able to walk and run around in the house"
"Thats appa's wish"
"Princess, can you hear appa?"

Just then, Jessica started stir from her sleep.
Slowly opening her eyes, she was shocked to see Mr Jung by her side,
holding onto her hands, silently sobbing to himself.

Jessica immediately retreated her hands away from Mr Jung's grasp which attracted Mr Jung's attention.

"You're awake?"

"Appa.."
"Mianehyo.." whispered Jessica weakly as she tried to sit up but failed.

Mr Jung wanted to help but Jessica didnt dare to touch Mr Jung.

"Appa.. mianehyo.."
"I'll go to.. work tomorrow.."
"Im sorry.."
"Dont touch me.. im not feeling well.."
"Fever.. is contagious.."
"I cant get you sick.."

Fear was written all over Jessica's face.

"Nonono"
"Princess, no"
"Appa doesnt want you to work"
"All appa wants now.."
"Is to see a healthy princess infront of me" said Mr Jung,
voice full of regrets.

Mr Jung paused for a little and sighed.

"Appa's sorry princess.."
"Appa's really.. sorry.."

"Please.. appa.."
"Dont be.. angry at me.."
"Its my fault.. you dont have.. to apologise.." sobbed Jessica fearfully.

Mr Jung was helpless.
He then pulled Jessica into a warm embrace which shocked Jessica.
Its been years since she had ever got into Mr Jung's warm arms.

"Appa.." sobbed Jessica bitterly into his strong muscular shoulders.
"Saranghaeyo.."
"Mianehyo.."

"I love you too, princess" whispered Mr Jung as he carressed Jessica's back lovingly.

For the past three weeks,
Jessica had a lot of visits from Taeyeon, Tiffany and Sooyoung.
Coping till now, Jessica's condition became really weak.
She was lying on the bed, with really heavy breathing.
Everyone were around her.
Mr Jung, Mrs Jung, Yuri, Taeyeon,Tiffany, Sooyoung and Krystal.

They were all surrounding her.
They knew the time was coming.

Tiffany told them it would be hard for Jessica to get past tonight or the nigh after.
Ensuring that everyone will be mentally prepared.

"Yul.." whispered Jessica weakly as she held onto Yuri's hands.

"Yes baby?"
"Im here, i've always been here"

Jessica,
deep in herself she knew her time was about to be up.

"Can.. you bring.. me to watch.. the sunrise.. tonight..?"
"Please..?"

Yuri smiled and kissed Jessica lovingly.

"Of course, get some rest"
"I'll wake you up later and we'll go off to watch the sunrise okay?"
"It will be the most beautiful sunrise ever"
"Since its us watching together"

Yuri had lied.
She lied for Jessica, the one she loved.

Jessica then drifted back to sleep.
Hours later, Yuri went over to wake her lover up.
But Jessica had never stirred once.

"I know you're a heavy sleeper baby"
"But please, wake up now" |
"Baby, our promised sunrise is coming soon"
"Please, wake up now" begged Yuri as she shook Jessica violently.

Tiffany sensed that something was wrong and immediately went over to Jessica.
Feeling her pulse, it was certain.
Certain that she's gone.
Her arms were cold too.

"Yul, shes gone"
"Im sorry" whispered Tiffany as tears flowed down her face.

"Who's gone?!" whined Krystal in tears.
"UNNIE CANT BE GONE!"
"NOOO!" 

Krystal jumped onto Jessica's bed and shook her violently like how Yuri did, 
trying to wake her up.

Mr and Mrs Jung went over and carried Krystal away,
leaving a last goodbye peck on Jessica's forehead,
accepting the fact that their beloved daughter was now gone to a better place.
To a place whereby she doesnt have to be suffering so much.

"Bye, sweetie"
"Remember that omma always love you"

"Princess, appa loves you too" 

Sooyoung, Taeyeon and Tiffany were by the sides sobbing quietly.

"We were friends.."
"Sica.. we had been friends for so long.."
"Why did you have to leave me..?"
"You're my first friend in Singapore.." sobbed Taeyeon bitterly as she cried into Tiffany's chest.

Tiffany too was tearing but as Taeyeon's girlfriend,
she had to comfort Taeyeon more than herself.

"I love you Sica"
"I really do" whispered Sooyoung softly as she squatted down and cried softly.

"Omma, appa!"
"Where is unnie?!"
"Wake unnie up!"
"Unnie promised to be with me!"

Mrs Jung wiped her tears away and held onto Krystal's hands,
put it over Jessica's face.

"You felt the temperature sweetheart?"
"Its cold, isnt it?"

Krystal nodded with her tears filled face.

"Thats because unnie has left for a better place"
"We must be happy for unnie, sweetheart"

Krystal was too young to be accepting such truth.

"Nooo.."
"The people who brought me to the orphanage told me about that when omma and appa was in the hospital!"
"They said omma and appa will come back but they lied!"
"Unnie promised me!"

Krystal ran off and came back in minutes with her cellphone in her hands.

"Unnie promised me that she will pick up my call anytime!"
"I'll call her and prove it to you!"

Krystal called and called, but there was no answer.
Jessica's phone was on the side table, vibrating and vibrating.

This scene made it even more heart wrenching for everyone there.
Everyone knew Krystal was too young to be accepting another family member she had once loved to much to leave her again.
Its too much for her.

While everyone was crying and sobbing, 
Yuri wiped her tears away and picked up a bag from the side table.

Yuri was silently keeping her tears inside her.
She had something to do for Jessica.

"Omma Jung"
"Appa Jung"
"Tiffany unnie"
"Taeyeon"
"Sooyoung"
"And Krystal"
"Sica had left a letter each for you"

Yuri then started giving out the letters.

Omma, i love you.
I know by the time you're reading this letter,
the tears have actually washed your face thoroughly.

Im sorry that i've to leave this beautiful world before you.
But i love you and i really regretted for not being able to stay here much longer.
Omma, i'll be here safe.
I'll be here waiting for you, appa and Krystal.

I mean, in maybe a century's time?
Please, live well and healthily for me.
Or at least, for Krystal's sake.
Dont sink yourself into any depression mode because Krystal and appa will need you at times like this.
Im really sorry for not being able to take care of my body well and repay what you all have done for me,
to bring me up this well.

I know it has been hard on you,
hiding your tears away from me knowing that i would be hurt if i were to see it.

Rest assured now,
im in a better place omma.

Always loving you.
Jessi.

Mrs Jung sniffed a little and smiled at the letter.

"We will be healthy and strong"
"We'll see you soon, sweetie"
"A century's time it is" muttered Mrs Jung softly.

Appa, did you know how much i love you?
I love you so much that its beyond description.
Sometimes, i really wonder if i love you more or omma more.

Wait!
Appa you have to stop tearing before you continue alright?
Im giving you only 5 seconds.
Strong man doesnt tear up easily like this.

5...
4...
3...
2...
1...

There!
You've to stop your tears flowing now.
I really love you for your protectiveness, and the love you showered me with although,
something cropped up when Krystal came into this family.

I was hurt, really.
By your words then.
But on that night when you hugged me and cried,
i knew.
I knew that my loving appa has always been there for me.
Thanks appa.
Please stay healthy and strong for omma and Krystal.
You're their biggest support now that im gone.

Appa, please be rest assured that im in a better place now.
Hoping to see you, omma and Krystal in a century's time.
I'll wait.

Always loving you,
your princess Jessi.

"Appa loves you too princess"
"See you in a century's time" whispered Mr Jung as a tear fell onto the letter.

Saranghae Tiffany unnie!
Thanks for always being here for me.

Remembering the time when we first met,
and the second time?
I've been a real disobedient patient right?

I should have listened to you so i could have lived longer.
Dont you agree?

Tiffany unnie, i forbid you to cry okay?
Im getting a little selfish here.
I hate to see people who cares for me cry.
Dont assume im gone doesnt mean i cant see you.
To tell you the truth, i can see everyone in the room.

I love you.
I love you for being my unnie.
I had never had an unnie till you came along.
You really made me feel like im the maknae.
It was really a new experience for me.

Thanks too,
for your horrible jabs.
It stings so badly, really.
You should try it someday instead of telling me its fine,
gonna be over soon.

Well, thanks and farewell for now.

Always loving you,
Jessi.

Tiffany let out a chuckle as she wiped the tears off her face,
folding the letter back safely and nicely into the envelope.

 YAH DORKY KIM!

I know we've been friends for quite some time.
Remembering the first time when i've seen someone wearing their own family label,
promoting it at home.
Well, that sure was amusing.

I love you, chingu.
Please stay healthy and last long with Tiffany unnie.

You're such a dork which was the reason that lit up my life.
Thanks for being my first self-proclaimed friend in Singapore back then.

Plus, dork.
You must also take care of Tiffany unnie alright?
She cant always be taking care of you yet you dont.
It will be really unfair for her!
Keke.

Im now in a better world, place.
Dont remember the tears of me leaving,
but the smiles i've once given you.

Always loving you,
Sica.

"Self-proclaimed huh.."
"Guessed so, i did it, didnt i?" whispered Taeyeon softly with a soft chuckle.

Flashbacks were returning to Taeyeon when Jessica and her first met.
It was really dramatic.

Krystal Jung Soojung.
You better stop tearing up right now and not throw any tantrums too.
I mean it.

Dont give appa or omma any trouble alright?

Unnie has now left for a better world.
And did you remember what you've promised unnie?
Your promised unnie to take care of appa and omma when unnie's not available.
Right?

Unnie's still holding onto your words.
You'll now be appa and omma's princess.
Taking care of appa and omma is now your job.

In a century's time,
unnie will see you here with unnie.
This is a definitely better place for unnie.

Look up in the skies every night when you miss me.
I'll be the stars watching you grow and mature, my baby dongsaeng.

Im sorry we didnt have many photos taken together.
But you can always get some photos from Yuri unnie or even appa and omma.

Always loving you,
Jessica unnie.

"Unnie.."
"I agreed because i didnt know.."
"Didnt you your 'unavailable' meant this.."

Sooyoung, thanks for being such a wonderful friend.
Thanks for speaking up for me when im being bullied.
Thanks for relieving my heavy load of work.
Most importantly, thank you for loving me.

I've met you for such a short period of time.
You're so pretty and bubbly, im sure youre able to find someone that fits you.
Definitely not me.

But now, im in a better place.
I'll always love you, as a best friend.

Always loving you,
Jessica.

"I love you too"

Secretly, Yuri exited the room and opened up her letter.
It was a specially prepared one for Yuri by Jessica.
Yuri promised Jessica to have it opened only when everyone had received and read theirs.

Yul, im sorry.

Im sorry to have make you go through such a heart shattering journey with me.
Im sorry to have made you love me.
If i knew that my future would be like this, i would have walked out on you.
And never look for you again.

In the past,
you always seemed as the bad person.
Breaking my heart and such.
To be honest, i really hated you then but i love you even more.

Because my love is too strong for you,
i dont know what to write for you Yul.
My heart ached at every word.
Your letter was the last.
Can you imagine how much my heart had went through?

Yul, dont mourn for me for long.
Just a short few weeks.
At most, a month or two.
Get on with life and find someone even better than me.

Just remember that i'll always love you.
And, can you please at least help me take care of my family for these 1-2 months?
Just take it as my last request for you.
Thanks Yul.

Thanks for being here for me when im sick.
Thanks for being my best childhood friend.
Thanks for being my first and only lover.
Thanks for giving me the headphone and mp3.
Thanks for your cucumber nail art.

I love you.
Forever and always loving you,
Jessica Jung Sooyeon.

"Of course baby"
"I would"
"Your family is my family"

2 years later;

Each and every one managed to continue on with their lives,
as per normal.
But also only a few months later after Jessica's departure.

One day, 
each of these important person in Jessica's live,
right in their mailbox, 
they received a letter each.

The sender was Jessica Jung Sooyeon.

Omma, its been two years.
If you're reading this letter now, you must be doing well already right?
Not mourning over my departure.

And thats just plain great.
I had these letters sent two years ago.
Just to make sure all of you are doing well.

This will be my last letter to you.
Love you omma.
Our reunion, in a century's time.

Always loving you,
Jessi.

Appa, you must be reading this letter at the same time as omma right?
I hope you're doing fine after my departure,
also inculculated Krystal with lots of right values.

But please dont tire yourself out.
Be it with your work or the family.

I had these letters sent two years ago.
Just to make sure all of you are doing well.

This will be my last letter to you.
Love you appa.
Our reunion, in a century's time.

Always loving you,
your princess, Jessi.

Tiffany unnie!
Successful doctor huh?

Hopefully youre at least, 
at the very least engaged to Taeyeon already!
Dont miss me, its already been two years!

I had these letters sent two years ago.
Just to make sure all of you are doing well.

This will be my last letter to you.
Love you, unnie.

Always loving you,
Jessi.

Dork!
Engaged or married?

Hopefully you're still with Tiffany unnie.
She's a gem!
Anyway, i hope you are doing well for these past two years.
Hopefully for the next 100 years too!

I had these letters sent two years ago.
Just to make sure all of you are doing well.

This will be my last letter to you.
Love you, Taetae.

Always loving you,
Sica.

Sooyoung,
hope you've found a new partner for your next phase of life.

Thanks for remembering me for the past two years even though i've no longer existed in this world.
Please stay happy and healthy for at least another 100 years.
Thats when we'll all come together.

I had these letters sent two years ago.
Just to make sure all of you are doing well.

This will be my last letter to you.
Love you, Jessica.

Always loving you,
Jessica.

Hey pretty.
How have you been for the past two years?

Hope you've been well.
Thanks for holding up my request, having it done so well.

I love you Yuri.
Kwon Yuri.
You're my first and last love although i dont hope im yours.
I want you to go out and mingle, find a brand new girl/guy to love or to be love.
You deserve it.

Please stay healthy and happy.
I love you.
I missed you too.

I had these letters sent two years ago.
Just to make sure all of you are doing well.

This will be my last letter to you.
Love you, Yul.

Forever and always loving you,
Jessica Jung Sooyeon.

A/N: I've finally finished the angst ending!
Its extremely long! 
Made my laptop lag like mad!

Alright, clear up all your tissues.
This fanfic is overrrrr.
Time to get a new one and continue people !

Thanks for your support.
Hope youi're contented with this angst ending.