Jessica's POV

Whats with the sudden meeting tonight..?
Is something wrong..?

Have i done something wrong again..?
Sigh..
Why cant appa and omma just be a little more lenient on me..

Oh right..
They dont even know what im going through right now..
Or were they even bothered now that Krystal's the first in their heart?

Sometimes..
I just wished..
Wish that for once,
they would be by my side

That wouldnt happen,
will it?

End of Jessica's POV

"Hey Sica/Jessi" called the three familiar voices in unison as they entered the office.

Jessica knew it was yet another torture for her and thus let out a soft sigh as she got up from her seat,
and seated at the sofa in her office.

"Jessi, you're getting really automatic now" teased Tiffany as she settled her bag on the coffee table while Yuri helped rolled Jessica's sleeve up.

Jessica winced a little with her eyes closed while Yuri gasped at the red swollen arm.
TIffany gave Yuri a nod, as if shes hinting or passing some message to Yuri.
Yuri turned and walked to her bag while TIffany injected the jabs into Jessica's arm.

Two winces were heard from Jessica as Tiffany jabbed it into her swollen arm,
releasing the liquid in it.
Jessica let out a little of cold sweat in the midst of it.

"Im done, you've done well Jessi" encouraged Tiffany as she cautiously cleaned all her equipments.

"Thanks.." mumbled Jessica,
still recovering from the pain.

"Sica" called Yuri as she settle beside her,
with something in her hands.

Applying some pressure on it,
a few popping sound were heard.

Jessica watched Yuri with a puzzled expression.

"Give me your arm" instructed Yuri as she reached out for Jessica's swollen arm and placed the warm pack on her arms.

Jessica winced in pain.
Yuri tied it tightly around Jessica's arm,
securing it with a little pressure as well as a lock.
Yuri knew Jessica would wanna take it out on her own but this would not do any good to her swollen arm.

"Yul.."
"It hurts.."

"If you dont do it now"
"Your arm will be swollen forever!"
"Tiff unnie told me to bring it for you because its too swollen!"
"It hurts far more when she gives you the injection"

Jessica's eyes turned teary as she held onto the warm pack locked onto her arm.

"Its really painful Yul.."
"Unnie.."

"Sica"
"Its for your own good" interrupted Taeyeon with an uncomfortable expression.

"Baby, i know it hurts"
"But bear with it awhile, please?" begged Yuri as she tried to push Jessica back onto the couch,
making her take a short nap.
"Close your eyes, it will be better later"

"These warm packs will ease the swollen area  Jessi"
"Just awhile" cooed Tiffany with concern.

Jessica closed her eyes in agony as a tear escaped her eyes.
Hours later, Jessica woke up to see Yuri not by her side and its already 1030pm.
The warm pack is still locked onto her arms, making it hurt more than usual.

Jessica picked up her phone and dialed for Yuri.

"Yoboseyo"

"Yul"
"Can i have the passcode?"
"Please?" sobbed Jessica over the phone.
"You're not here, i have to go"
"And the pain is killing me"

"But baby.."

"Please Yul.."
"Please, i beg you.."
"Its hurting so much.." cried Jessica helplessly over the phone.

Yuri sighed.

"Okay.."
"Its my your birthday month and mine.."
"0412"

Jessica immediately turned to her arm and punched in the number.
The lock clicked open and everything went lose.
Jessica let out a huge sigh.
Watching her swollen arm, Jessica saw that it really had improved the condition of it.

"Thanks.." said Jessica tiredly over the phone.

"Is it better now?"
"The swollen part?"

"It is.."
"Thanks Yul.."

"Glad to hear that it is"
"See?"
"It does help alright!"

Jessica smiled lightly.

"But its too painful Yul.."
"Really.."
"Anyway, i've got to go Yul"
"Talk to you tonight or tomorrow morning"
"Bye"

"Okay, i'll call you again tonight if you're not asleep"
"Bye"
"Love you"

With that,
Jessica picked up all her documents that she intended to work from home since shes leaving the office early that day.
Picking it up and stuffing it into a huge black tote bag,
Jessica left the office and into the car,
being chaffeured to the venue she had agreed on with her parents.

Actually,
it wasnt agreed but just being told to.

While the Jungs couple were reading and ordering the food from the waiter,
the bell of the door ringed as the door opened.

It was Jessica entering it with few bags of files in her hands.

"Sweetie, you're here!" said Mrs Jung happily as she saw Jessica approaching them.
"We've ordered all of your favourite dishes"

"Jessi, eat more alright?" added Mr Jung with a smile.

Jessica nodded tiredly as she placed her stuff down and sat there quietly.
The Jungs couple looked at each other with a puzzled expression.

"Arent you wondering why did we ask you out for supper sweetie?"

"If appa and omma wanna tell"
"I'll listen"
"If not, its okay" replied Jessica softly as she averted her parents' gaze.

"Well, you know sweetie"
"Appa and I saw Krystal's diary on the ipad you've gave her"
"She said you were really sick in it"
"Appa and omma were worried, we havent been seeing you often too"

Jessica's POV

Worried..?

End of Jessica's POV

"Talking about this, why have you been going out so early everyday Jessi?" asked Mr Jung slowly,
not wanting to pick up a quarrel with Jessica.

"I've been going to work..?"

"But its too early, isnt it?"

"Theres a lot of work.."

"Jessi, quit lying.."
"You know you cant lie and we can see through it" said Mr Jung bluntly.

Jessica sighed.

"What if i told-"

"Excuse me, here are your dishes" interrupted the waiter as he placed a whole table of delicious looking dishes.

It was all Jessica's favourites,
in the past.

"Thanks" replied Mr and Mrs Jung in return as the waiter left the table.

"Nevermind, eat more Jessi"
"You've lost weight"

But the food infront of her doesnt appeal to her at all.
Ever since she picked up the treatment,
her appetite had been decreasing rapidly.

She had been drinking only a few mouthful of soups or porridge for meals,
bought by Tiffany or Yuri.

Forcing herself to pick up a dish and put it into ,
Jessica chewed on it slowly.

Mr and Mrs Jung then noticed a little difference about Jessica.
Usually, in the past during meals,
Jessica would be actively using both her hands but that night,
she was only using her right hand and her left hand were only on her lap.

"Whats wrong with your left arm sweetie?" asked Mrs Jung concernly.

Jesisca shook her head slowly and put her chopsticks down.

"Nothing's wrong" lied Jessica.
"Im full already"

"But you ate too little"
"You're losing too much weight Jessi"
"We've ordered all these for you"

"Its okay appa"
"Thanks, but im full"
"I can just watch you and omma eat.."

"Jessi.."
"Whats wrong with you nowadays?"
"You're so distant from us now"
"I know, we've said hurtful words to you in the past"
"But thats because we were really angry and said it because of it"
"We dont mean it"
"I know you've done the backup file for me for that meeting with that Kims"
"We're your parents, you can share everything with us"
"Dont you?"

Jessica stayed silent.

Mrs Jung grabbed onto Jessica's hands worriedly.

"Sweetie, why are your hands so cold?"
"We're all here for you"
"You have to tlel us what you're feeling inside"
"Appa and omma doesnt wish for us to have this wall in between us"

Jessica jerked her hands back immediately,
with a cautious look.

"What if i tell you, im dying..?" mumbled Jessica,
loud enough for Mr and Mrs Jung to hear it.

"Jessi, stop saying about death"
"You wont die, you are doing well now"
"Dont you?"

Jessica mentally let out mocking chuckle at herself.

"Yup im fine"
"Just tired" lied Jessica with a forced small yawn.

Mr and Mrs Jung sighed.

Just then, Mr Jung's phone rang.

"Yoboseyo"

"Mr Jung"
"This is Krystal's doctor"
"I've a good news for you!"
"Theres an major accident today and the deceased victim's kidney could fit Krystal's"

"Really?!"
"Does that mean she has a donor now?!"

"Yup"
"If you could, we would like to have the surgery as fast as possible"

"Jinjja?!"
"Okay, we'll get her to the hospital now!"

"Okay, congratulations Mr Jung!"
"I'll go and prepare a ward for her now"

Mr Jung smiled widely as he put down the call.
Jessica's vision was getting blurry then and her head was spinning then.
Not sure whether if its insufficient rest or the medicine and treatment shes getting is giving her these side effects.

"Whats wrong, dear?"

"Krystal's doctor just called"
"A donor surfaced!"
"Krystal's gonna be healthy again!" cheered Mr Jung happily.

Jessica's POV

Congrats, appa and omma.

Take good care of Krystal in future.
I know you love her more you loving me.

Dont neglect her like you did to me..

End of Jessica's POV

"Are you happy for Krystal, Jessi?!" asked Mr Jung happily as he turned to Jessica.

Jessica threw Mr Jung a weak smile.

"Chukahae, appa.." replied Jessica weakly.

"Lets get the bill, dear"
"We'll go home and get Krystal to the hospital now for the transplant tomorrow!" said Mrs Jung happily as she raised her hand for the bill.

After paying the bills,
Jessica followed them out to the car wobbily,
holding onto her head because of the dizziness.
The excited couple didnt even realised that their daughter werent feeling very well.

After Jessica got onto the car,
she laid down almost immediately over the bags of file.

Just as she had her eyes shut,
resting, Jessica felt a thick liquid flowing down and out of her nose.
Giving it a wipe, it was red.

Quickly getting the tissue from her bag,
Jessica quickly put it under her nose,
with her head lifted up.

Jessica's POV

How long more can i live..?
Its like getting far worst although i dont have anymore asthma attacks..
Im sure it is under the control of the jabs im getting daily..

End of Jessica's POV

"Jessi, we're here"
"Wait here in the car and clear some space for Krystal to sit in"
"I'll be out in minutes" instructed Mr Jung as he exited the car.

Pushing all her files to her side,
Jessica left out a soft silent sigh due to the discomfort.

Minutes later,
Krystal came into the car,
with Mr Jung supporting a little since she had completed her dialysis an hour ago.

"Unnie!" exclaimed Krystal excitedly as she hugged onto Jessica tightly.
"I missed you!"

Jessica smiled as she returned the hug.

"Unnie, youre cold" said Krystal with a frown.

"Im just feeling a little cold"
"Its okay"
"I missed you too Krys"
"Are you happy?"
"Did appa tell you what happened?"

Krystal nodded with a smile.

"But i dont think i should be happy"

"Why?"

"Because someone's dead"
"We shouldnt be rejoicing over it"
"Right?"

Jessica smiled and ruffled Krystal's hair at her innocence.

"You're right"
"But you're gonna get a new life"
"Its something to rejoice about"

Jessica's POV

If only my life could be restarted by just having an organ transplant..

End of Jessica's POV

"Unniieee" whined Krystal cutely with a pout.
"Will you stay with me throughout?"

"Unnie has got all these work to do, Krystal"

"Just do it in the hospital?" suggested Mr Jung bluntly.

Krystal tugged Jessica's hand cutely with a pout.

"Arasso.."
"I'll be there throughout.." replied Jessica tiredly as she closed her eyes and rested on the car.

Upon reaching the hospital, Jessica weakly got off the car and stumbled a little but was supported by Krystal with a worried frown.

"Unnie, are you sure you're okay?" asked Krystal with a frown,
supporting onto Jessica strongly.

"Thanks Krys"
"Im fine" lied Jessica with a smile.

While Mr and Mrs Jung was settling Krystal's administration matters,
Jessica's phone rang.

"Yoboseyo"

"Baby, are you home?"

"Not yet, im at the hospital"

"HOSPITAL?!"
"Im coming over right now!"

Jessica could hear Yuri rushing around,
grabbing her car keys etc.

"Hey Yul"
"Its not me, its Krystal who is admitted into the hospital" said Jessica immediately,
trying to calm Yuri down.
"Dont worry"

"How can i not worry!"
"Then are you alright?"
"You need to rest, baby"

"I will try"
"Krystal wants me to be with her throughout her transplant"

"Krystal's understanding"
"You can just tell her that you need to rest, dont you?"

"I wanted to.."
"Circumstances dont allow Yul.."
"Im tired too" whispered Jessica helplessly.

"I can hear that you are baby"
"My heart aches when you're like this.." admitted Yuri with a sigh.
"How about your treatment tomorrow morning?"
"You have 3 more to go for your first cycle baby"

Jessica sighed.

"I'll crept out and get there on my own"

"Okay, i'll be there waiting for you"

"You dont have to Yul.."
"Really, you've been waking up so early everyday because of me"
"You're tired too, take tomorrow as a day off and rest at home"
"I dont want you to fall ill because of me"

Yuri chuckled.

"If you arent ill, how can i fall ill?"
"Plus, these dont kill me"
"I'll be there tomorrow, thats it"

"Yul.."

"Really, baby"
"Stop persuading me"

"Im sorry.." apologised Jessica sadly as a tear fell off her eyes.

"Whatever for baby?"
"Why do you have to apologise?"

"I just felt bad"
"Felt bad that you're suffering because of me.."

"Baby, look"
"I dont want you to feel bad and im not at all suffering"
"Im the one feeling bad that you're going through all these yet i cant help at all"
"You understand me?"
"If you're going to continue like this, i'll be coming over now"

"No, dont Yul"
"Please, dont"

"Then you better stop feeling bad"
"I'll see you tomorrow morning"
"Go and rest now"

"..."

"Goodnights baby"

"Goodnight"

"Love you"

Jessica ended the call with a soft sigh as she turned back to Krystal.

"Who is that, unnie?"

"Yuri" replied Jessica with a smile as she took a seat beside Krystal.

"Oh, Yuri unnie loves you"
"Doesnt she?" teased Krystal cutely.

Jessica just laughed and gave Krystal a light pinch on her cheeks.

"Krystal, you're going to rest now"
"And unnie will finish up the work here, okay?"
"Appa and omma will be coming in to accompany you soon"

Krystal pouted.

"Im not tired yet!" whined Krystal cutely.

"Nope"
"You're going to rest"
"You've a big day ahead, listen to unnie" insisted Jessica as she tucked Krystal in bed.

Krystal sighed and nodded reluctantly as she closes her eyes.
Jessica smiled to herself as she watched her younger sister slowly fall into a deep slumber despite the fact that she insisted that shes not at all tired.

A/N: Another update.
Hope you peeps enjoyed it.
Or probably not?

Okay, look this fanfic is ending soon.
Im slowly ending one character after the other.
Krystal will be the first and of course,
Jessica will be the last since shes the main lead of this fanfic.

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