Yes or No? Both. Yes, because this is my chance. Lavender is giving me a chance to see Donghae. And no, because she needs it.

"But Lavender, you'll need it."

"Non-sense, Miyu. I can lend it to you. I am supporting you, because I know you want to see Donghae." For the first time, a non-kpop fan told me those words.

"I thought you need it for the dress?"

"Nope, things like that can wait anyway. Miyu, come on."

"Really????! Oh my gosh thank you Lavender! You're a life saver!!" I was crying this time because of joy. My problems are almost solved. Thank you, Lord!

"Yes. But when can I give the money to you? I totally understand you, Miyu. I am a fan girl too. If I were you, I would go for it. No need to hurry in paying me back. I just want you to be happy."

Lavender is very nice and understanding. I'm now smiling as if nothing wrong happened.

"Before the 8th, I guess since it's the deadline."

"Alright, see you then, Miyu!"

"Thank you so much, Lavender!!! I love you!!!" Finally, my last mission will be: Go to the clothing store and start shopping! Ja-Hey!!

I went downstairs to eat some dinner. Good thing umma didn't ask me again.

After I ate, I went to my aunt and told her everything. And I didn't expect this kind of reaction from her:

"Is that so, Miyu? Then go for it!! Well, you have the money and time now. I only forbid you before because totally there was no way. It seems like little by little, God is giving you the chance to see them."

"I know, auntie. You know how in love I am and how addicted I am to Super Junior." This time, I was happy.

The conversation ended that way, and I slept, waiting to tell my friends my freakin' dilemma a few hours ago.