So I asked permission from my family to go to the mall and meet Lavender. Adrenaline rush was present in my body that I almost wanted to run every chance I get. Finally, there's no way in stopping me. I rode on a public transportation and prayed for a safe trip and success. It was hard to ride a jeepney or a public vehicle because of the flood and rain in the previous days.

After several minutes, I arrived at the mall. "SIWON AND DONGHAE, HERE I COME!!!" I can see the escalator and rushed as if the dogs are chasing me. People stared at me and I didn't care. Siwon and Donghae are what matters to me right now. Lavender told me to wait for her and so I did. My hands were filled with sweat and my phone's battery will die soon. I was anxious. And one hour from now, Bench will be closed. Where is Lavender?

At last. She responded through text message. She told me to go ahead and shop. And I did. I asked the guard where Bench was and headed straight there.

There I was, standing like a lost kid. I saw their poster at the window and I blushed. Donghae oppa, saranghae.

I entered the shop, searched for something to buy. I was in panic that I can't even think well anymore. Duh, how can you shop and budget your money within 45 minutes? Aish!!! Good thing I found a red blouse and a pair of red shoes. I can't believe I'm turning into a girly-girl all because of oppa.

I paid for those items. Unluckily, the amount was only 999 pesos so I had to add another item. I grabbed tiny cologne, got my raffle ticket, signed it like a boss and prayed once again. Siwon oppa must be proud of me now that I pray often. All is well, all is well.

I dropped my raffle ticket. Lord, please let me win. Let me be one of those 700 lucky ELFs or people. Jebal…