I wrote the PROs and CONs on my notebook which has a Siwon picture on it. Haha, yeah. I'm so addicted to SJ. Anyway, here are the obtained results:

NOT GOING TO THE SIHAE EVENT:

PROs

1. No more money to ask for.

2. Problems solved. :p

CONs

1. YOU LOST YOUR CHANCE, MIYU SUZUKI. YOU PABO.

2. You will get jealous of those ELFs who went to the event. Worse, REGRET.

3. Depression.

4. YOU'LL BE INSANE.

GOING TO SIHAE IN MANILA:

PROs:

1. MEET DONGHAE AND SIWON IN PERSON! ASDFGHJKL!

2. Meet fellow ELFs with the same interest as you.

3. YOU WILL HAVE THEIR PICTURES TAKEN!!

4. A ONCE IN A LIFETIME EXPERIENCE.

5. A CHANCE YOU WOULDN'T WANT TO MISS.

CONs:

1. No more money left for you.

2. There's no assurance in winning.

"Miyu Suzuki, go for it already, for the nth time!" Yana told me. She knew that this was the moment I've been waiting for.

"JINJAAAAA?! Come to think of it, I also don't have an assurance whether if I could still win at the essay contest and a free trip to Korea... So Yana, are you going to support me all the way?!"

"YES! I am your friend, silly!!"

Yaaaaay!!! Lavender and Yana are here to support me! THIS IS DEFINITELY SOMETHING!!

One week has passed and our preliminary exam is here. Right timing. When SiHae goes here in Manila, I have no homeworks or tests or deal with... After all the trials, I know something good will happen. I studied for my exams. It was hard, memorizing, but I'm going to do this all for oppa. My fishy <3

Thank you Lord, because I gained money for this week. But I still have to accept Lavender's offer just to be sure. Trinoma, here I come. I'm gonna go shopping for the first time with a friend.