song link >> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_rdyyzeTSJE&feature=related 

*The next day*

Your parents didn't open the restaurant today since they had a wedding to attend in the afternoon. When they left at 2 pm, they came into your room to check up on you but found you sleeping as always. They shook their head and went out the room

"Yixing-ah, please tell my daughter later on that we went to a wedding okay?" Your mom said. 

"No problem, Mrs. Yi."

While you were still in dreamland, a sweet melody woke you up. You sat up in bed sleepily and listened carefully. 

*It's close by....* You followed the sound with your eyes closed and ended up in front of Yixing's room.

*What? Yixing sings?* You tried to peep inside his room. *And plays the guitar?! Super shock!* 

“Dragging my suitcases and carrying my backpack,

It’s time to fly away again.

But you’re missing from my side." He sang while playing the guitar. *Such a beautiful voice.*

I’ve held you in my arms in the past few days

That’s the happiest moment.

You suddenly leave, I can’t take it.

Happiness comes to an end.

Sitting beside you, my heartbeat is restless.

Farewell tears flowed.

The helpless me, could only hope that time stops.

Sitting at the boarding gate, the pain in my chest.

I couldn’t see you one last time.

Your smile, you spoiled me.

I want to feel it all over again.

Oh baby, please don’t go.

Don’t leave me here waiting alone

Oh baby, I’m in the front

Still waiting for you to come next to me.

Oh baby, you say let go

I don’t want to be alone

The one who couldn’t let go of love was me

I want to be your guardian angel.

After I left you,

I was heartbroken for so long.

Please tell me, you still love me

I’ll be with you till the end of this world.

Oh baby, please don’t go.

Don’t leave me here waiting alone

Oh baby, I’m in the front

Still waiting for you to come next to me.

Oh baby, you say let go

I don’t want to be alone

The one who couldn’t let go of love was me

I want to be your guardian angel.

The ruthless tears airport,

Took away all the happy moments.

Let me break into tears

Can’t fight the sadness in my eyes

Seeing your crying face,

I’ve lost my direction to move forward

Tears keep falling,

But I keep moving forward.”

(credit: the video & I translated partly myself)

*It's finished...* You sat in front of his door. *It's filled with so much emotion.* You cried along the way as he sang it with so much sincerity and passion. Understanding the Chinese lyrics, it was obviously meant for someone, a girl, most likely. You heard Yixing sigh and plop down on the bed. Not wanting to be caught eavesdropping, you tip toed away from his door as quietly as possible and proceeded to your room. You could always ask who it was for some other time, right? Before you even went a yard away from his door, your stomach grumbled loudly. You cupped your stomach and cursed it under your breath. Good job stomach, now I’ll be caught eavesdropping on him singing. Just great.

“Bommie? Are you out there?” He asked.

You tried to scurry away as fast as possible. You didn't get too far since you somehow tripped on the flat ground and landed right on your face.

Yixing heard a loud boom and 'OW!' not far from his door. He opened his door and looked out and saw you laying there on the floor rubbing your nose.  

Yixing couldn't help but burst out laughing. “Why don’t you come in?” He said in between laughs. What made it even more funnier was that your nose was red. You nodded carefully as you rubbed your nose and took a step inside his room. You’ve never been to his room before and it definitely felt weird that you guys were alone together. But you couldn’t help but be amazed by how neat his room was! For myself as a girl, I should be ashamed.

“Were you crying?” He asked.

“How did you know?!” You asked in shock. It was amazing how he knew!

Yixing smiled. “Your eyes are still red, stupid.”

You immediately started rubbing your eyes, and Lay grabbed your hands to stop you. Your heart thumped by his touch.

“Don’t do that. It’ll only make it worse.” Your hands dropped and you nodded.

“Were you eavesdropping?”

“M-me?! No, o-of course not! Why would I eavesdrop on your singing??” You covered your mouth. You realized what you had said. I really need to watch what I’m saying.

“Aigoo, our Bommie is such a bad liar.” He pinched your cheeks and you made a silly face at him. He knew that you didn’t like your cheeks being pinched, but he did it anyways. You didn’t mind either, since, you know, you had a crush on him and all.

"Yixing ah, what's the title of this song?"

"Tears Airport." 

“And... can I ask you who this song was made for?”

You saw him uncomfortably twitch. “Ah, you don’t have to force yourself if you don’t want to! I understand!”

“No, I do want to tell you. I think I can trust you enough, right?” The look in his eyes changed into a somewhat sorrowful look.

“Of course! I always keep secrets!” You made an extra serious face that made Yixing laugh.

“Well, I actually wrote this song for my ex-girlfriend.” He explained. “She was older than me by two years, and we dated for four years; since 2005 to 2009. She died in a plane crash a three years back when she was going to America to study. The time I saw her at the airport was the last time I ever saw her. I still miss her a lot… When I just can’t take missing her so much anymore, I start singing this song. It makes me feel better for some reason. After my parents died when I was 15, she was the only one there for me. Then when I lost her in a plane crash, my whole life came crashing down. All the most important people in my life were gone. I didn’t know what to do anymore, I even thought about taking my own life a lot of times, but I couldn’t bring myself to since I didn’t want to disappoint her. She would’ve wanted me to live life to my fullest and move on, but I just.... couldn’t.” 

You nodded your head like you understood. *Poor Yixing... I never knew he had a girlfriend... It sounds so painful that my heart hurts for him.* 

"Bommie.... You like me, right?"  He suddenly asked. Your heart felt like it jumped 50 meters into the air, only to come back again. *Love, you mean.*

"E-er, uh, h-how... did you know?" You lowered your head. You thought you could be invisible like that, but of course, it wasn't working.

"If you were me, I think it'd be pretty obvious."

You sighed and lowered your head even lower. *He's right... Everything I do must be so obvious.*

"Well.... I don't want to come at you as rude, but it's best if you stopped. I don't think of you as anything more than a little sister.  You should know that." 

You nodded slowly but didn't say anything. Your heart was silenting breaking. To Yixing it might have been silent, but to you, it sounded like loud fireworks crackling right next to your ears. 

"I'm sorry Bommie." Yixing placed a hand lightly on your head. "I should've told you sooner so you wouldn't have fallen for me... I really can't love nyone else besides my deceased girlfriend." 

You nodded slowly again, tears filling your eye rims now. The silence was killing Yixing inside.

"Bommie, you're okay right?" He lowered his head to meet your head level and tried to peep at your face with your face hung down from under your bangs. He let out a small gasp. "Bommie...." He furrowed his eyebrows. 

Your tears were streaming down from your face. It felt like your whole world could end right there and then.  You kind of wished it had. It was so embarrasing for him, Yixing, your biggest crush of all eternity, to see you crying. 

"I-I'm okay." You lied. Obviously, that was a very poor lie.

"What did I say about you and lies? You're a horrible liar." 

You let out a slight laugh but that was quickly replaced with soft muffled sounds of sobbing.

"Bommie--" He placed his hands around your shoulders. "Shh, stop crying. Please?" He pleaded so desperately but your tears just didn't stop. 

"S-stop. Just doing that makes me fall in love with you even more." You shook his shoulders off, still crying. 

"I'm s-sorry." Yixing murmered. He could only stare at you and fidget around awkwardly, not knowing what to do. *At school it's like this too.. I'm always making girls cry. I'm such a bad guy....* 

But seeing you cry was different. Someone so close to him was crying her heart out because of him,  and all he could do was sit and watch.  He honestly felt so guilty inside.

"No, it's not your fault." You wiped some of your tears away with the back of your hand. "It's my fault. I'm always falling for the wrong guys. I fall in love too easily. I get broken too easily. I get used too easily. I always waste my time loving wrong guys, who never love me back..." More tears fell. Yixing felt pity for you. His whole face expressed it. 

"Don't feel pity for me. I don't need pity." You said as if you just read his mind. "I-I'm just too stupid. It was my fault for falling in love with you. Everything's all my fault. So don't blame yourself. I'm sorry for making you burdened by loving you.* Yixing felt his heart break as you said those words.

"I p-promise... I'll stop loving you. Pretend I never happened in your life okay, Yixing? I'll do the same. I'm sorry for so many things... I'm sorry I fell in love with you, xing xing. I'm sorry that I ever appeared in your life. I'm sorry for everything. I-I'm r-really  sorry!"  You yelled the last part before running off to your own room and locking yourself inside. 

"Wait, Bomm-" It was too late, you were already gone. Maybe gone from his life forever. But what about work? You would still go to work everyday, right? *Oh wait. What if she's planning to suicide?!* Worried flooded over him. *No, no, Yixing calm down. She couldn't possibly do that just because of me. She's a smart girl, she wouldn't take her life.* 

Still filled with uneasiness, he took out an index card and wrote 'Please don't think about suicide. Smile for me once more, Bommie?' He slipped it under your door. He could still hear your crying. *I didn't even tell her that her parents went to a wedding.* He ran back into his room and took out another index card, wrote 'I didn't get the chance to pass on the message that your parents went to a wedding today', and slipped it under your door again. Hopefully you would see them later on. 

You sat in your closet and sobbed your heart out. Thank god your closet was sort of big. You hugged the big bear you kept inside. You always hid in this place and cried on the bear whenever you got distressed, hence, the bear's name became Broken. 

Broken always absorbed all your tears, just like another best friend. But unlike your other best friends, he's only seen the lonely, broken side of you. He's never got to see the cherry, bubbly, cute side of you. 

"Broken..." You cried. "I don't know what to do. My world feels too broken to care about anything. Help me..." 

Broken didn't say anything back, he couldn't say anything back. He was just cloth and cotton with a few buttons here and there. 

"W-what do I do......" your voice trembled. 

"I feel so lonely, Broken. We understand each other right? Aren't you lonely alone in here too? We're best friends right? So help me. How do you cope with loneliness?" You kept crying. 

*So many tears .... It's not only 'Tears Airport', it must be national Tears Day or something...* 

You kept crying for as long as you can remember, and only God knew how long that was. 

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i hope this was sad enough for you guys~ and i hope some people shed tears too xD ohohoho i'm so mean. 

sorry for any mistakes and if i rushed the drama too fast... i wrote this near midnight. i'm also rushing to try and finish this fanfic before school starts (in like 3 weeks) b/c after school starts, i doubt there's any time for me to write! comment guys ;-;