*~~~'s classroom*

~~~ came back just in time in their classroom. Since their teacher arrived just seconds after she came. Jaejin did not have time to talk to her. Honestly, he was mad, not to ~~~ nor to anyone else but himself... He was mad that he didn't stopped ~~~ from going to his hyungs' classroom. He was mad that he didn't have any courage about telling ~~~ about his feelings before and after he left. he was mad that he regrets leaving ~~~ alone for years and pop just like a mushroom and to know that his first love has forgotten him. He was mad that he left. He was mad for everything. And also.. he was mad because he was jealous. Jealous of the fact that she ate breakfast with his hyung and not with him. He was jealous to his hyung because he's always with her. He was jealous that ther two were left alone in jonghun's room.. how did he knew that?? ask jonghun about it. He was jealous of the fact that she likes his hyung but she never admitted it nor accept that she likes Hongki. He's hurt.. badly hurt. He didn't know what to do now.. if he will tell her about the past or not.. he was afraid.. afraid that she will hate him more but another part of him tells him that if he will tell her about it she might go back at him and be with him.. he was confused.. mixed of emotions were in his heart. While ~~~ looked at Jaejin and she saw that he's thinking seriously. She's curious but she just shrugged it all.

JAEJIN'S POV:

~~~ ran somewhere after our teacher told us that our next teacher won't be here and left. Since i really want an explanation and out of curiousity to why she rushed out, i followed her. She's going to hyung's room. what she's going to do there?? is she going to see hongki hyung? but wae? aigoo jaejin~~ hold yourself alright?? maybe she was just here to talk to his oppa yeah~~ to jonghun hyung and it is also her bestfriend's room maybe.. when i saw her standing infront of their classroom i hid behind the wall so i can't be seen. it seems like they still have classes because ~~~ walked out. i was about to go first on our classroom since she might suspect me of following her, well it is true that i followed her but let's just not let her know okay, so again, i was about to go first but i heard her stomach grumbled.. yeah~~ i heard it.. it is sooo loud.. did she not eat breakfast? impossible! because jonghun hyung's very caring about her health.. hmmmmm.. whatever.. so i looked back and was about to invite her to eat breakfast with me when i saw hongki hyung go out of their classroom and held ~~~'s wrist and pulled her to the school garden. my heart dropped just by seeing her with another man and it continued to broke when i saw hongki hyung feeding her. It's unbearable for me to see so i walked back to my room with my broken and heavy heart. i held back all the tears threatening to fall. I was mad. Mad to why i left her. Mad because i was regretting. If i did not leave then maybe just maybe I was the one holding her hands, the cause