To my only son, Taemin.

 

Annyeong.

 

I’m really sorry, that I had to leave like this without giving you any notice and without even saying goodbye.

 

Mianhae Taemin-ah.

 

Taemin began to cry but continued to read the letter through his tears.

 

A few nights ago, when Minho-ssi was over, we had that discussion.

Do you remember?

Well, I’m sure you do.

 

I just want to tell you that that wasn’t what I meant.

 

You know, Minho’s father was just like Minho.

 

He was cool, smart and popular.

 

And I was just like you when I met him.

 

I was a transfer.

 

At Jae Goon too.

 

Taemin took a sharp intake of breath.

 

When I met him, I wanted to be his friend, I wanted to get to know him better.

 

But then, one day, or more like a few days, he wagged school and then I went to find him with some of my other friends.

 

Things turned out to be like you.

 

I fell in love with him.

 

But, my parents then, didn’t like the idea of me being with a person of the same gender, so, they moved me to Australia where they were hoping that I would date and live like a normal person.

 

I got to say, I don’t regret going with my parents or otherwise I wouldn’t have met you mum, and I wouldn’t have had you.

 

What I’m telling you is this: this is your first love.

 

But, is it your true love?

 

If it is, follow your heart and it’ll guide you.

 

I’m not going to separate you and Minho, because I know that you love him and I can’t bear to see you hurt.

 

Just, know that I love you okay?

 

Go.

 

Now.

 

Follow your heart.

 

Broaden your mind.

 

Do what you want to do and say what you want to say.

 

Do it with all your heart and love, with all your might.

 

Saranghae Taemin.

 

Your father.

 

PS. Be a good boy to Saemin ne?

 

 

Taemin didn’t know how to respond.

 

He didn’t know what to do, or what to say.

 

“Maybe you should apologise to him first?”

 

Taemin looked up surprised to find Saemin there, smiling at him.

 

Taemin got up.

 

“You’re right.”

 

Saemin smiled.

 

“Go. Now. When you come back, I want a bright smile on your face.”

 

Saemin ordered him.

 

“Gomawo Saemin.”

 

She smiled at him and pushed him out.

 

“Hurry back okay? Or your breakfast will get cold!”

 

Taemin smiled at himself and ran out the door, through the road and into Minho’s house.

 

“HYUNG! HYUNG!”

 

Taemin called out, knocking and knocking at the door.

 

“I’M COMING!”

 

A voice inside the house shouted back.

 

Taemin couldn’t wait.

 

When the door began to open and Minho’s yawning face came into view, Taemin didn’t even wait for anything to happen, he just ran into Minho and hugged him.

 

“Wha-“

 

“I love you.”

 

Taemin said to Minho’s chest, before Minho could even understand the situation.

 

“What?”

 

Minhosaid.

 

“I love you hyung.”

 

Taemin said, and still holding onto Minho’s waist, looked up at Minho with tears in his eyes.

 

“I’m sorry for avoiding you. I just…I just…”

 

“It was our dad’s right?”

 

Taemin froze and looked up at Minho.

 

“How did you know?”

 

Minhosmiled.

 

“I called my dad yesterday and asked, and he told me everything. I was hoping that you would tell me last night but…I guess you weren’t ready.”

 

Minhosaid, shrugging.

 

Taemin stared at Minho and then suddenly, Minho was smiling down at Taemin.

 

“You idiot!”

 

“What-“

 

Minhohugged Taemin.

 

“I love you. No matter what.”

 

Minhosaid to Taemin against his ear.

 

“Jinjja?”

 

Taemin asked.

 

“Ne. Jinjja.”

 

“Saranghae hyung…”

 

“Saranghae dongsaeng…”

 

Taemin and Minho looked at each other and, giving each other their most purest smile, they kissed.

 

They kissed as if there was no tomorrow.

 

***

 

Annyeonghaseyyooo~~~ ^^

ah~ ive finally finished itt~~~ neee~~ ^^

i just spent about...5 hrs writing this, desperate to finish this ff ^^

i seem to be burdening myself with more and more ff's so...i decided to finish this one ^^

it is longer than i wanted and expected it to be...but...oh wellz~ ^^

my next one to be finished will hopefully, be my ONKEY fanfics~

so...please look out for it if you havent already~

gomawoo~

and...thank you all for your support and bearing with me on not updating that often ^^

ne, saranghae~

xxx

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