How Much I Missed You

Hysterie

Listen to 只對你有感覺 (ft. Hebe)  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gu0QABltQI4

I couldn't sleep for the first half-an-hour, when finally Hoya coaxed me to close my eyes before I could ruin my chances of having fun the next day. I smiled and without any protest, sank inside my dreamless slumber. Soon, I smelled something beautiful and I quickly woke up as I recognized the delicious fragrance of pancakes and coffee.

"How did you--?" My mouth fell open in shock as I watched Hoya set up a small table covered with a checkered tablecloth. I stepped out of the jeep and stretched, taking in the beauty of our surroundings. The air was cleaner and I felt fresh after admiring the hills. Hoya had pulled us over at a sunrise spot and the road behind us was broad and deserted. I looked around and realized that the two of us were the only humans present.

"We didn't go through a time warp, right?"

Hoya laughed at the genuine curiosity in my voice and patted the blanket he was sitting on.

"I made you your favourite banana pancakes and coffee," he chimed with pride. I sat next to him and raised my arms above my head.

"Thank you!" I haven't had any good food in so long, the wedding has made JiHyun and Kairi crazy about my---"

"Sshh!" Hoya placed a finger on his lips and furrowed his eyebrows. I pouted and cocked my head to the left.

"What hap--"

"Whose JiHyun?" Hoya suddenly asked. He then poured some coffee for himself and shrugged. "Kairi?"

After a momentary silence, I caught his drift and shrugged my shoulders too. "Don't know. I only know you, right?"

"You're a fast-learner," Hoya complimented with a grin. "That's our rule for these two days. If you want to run away properly, then you also need to run away from your worries." He poked my temple, making me narrow my eyes at him. However, instantly I nodded in glee and took a sip of the coffee.

"Definitely..." I my lips. "This is Hoya coffee!" I put down the coffee and spread butter on my plate of pancakes, slurping the maple syrup when it almost ran out of my mouth. Hoya laughed and I looked at him while smiling. My eyes glanced around and I cleared my throat.

"But really, where are we?" My stomach lurched when Hoya gave his mischievous look and waved his hands to the scenery.

"Student!" he shouted. "How can you NOT know your geography? The beautiful Aravalli hills!"

My eyes almost popped out of my head. "We're in Rajasthan."

Hoya nodded but as seconds passed, he looked unsure. "Too far?" he asked carefully.

I blinked at him and looked at my watch. "How long did it take for you to drive us here?"

Hoya rubbed the back of his neck and answered. "Four hours...why?"

I nodded and clicked my tongue. "Nothing."

I continued eating but from my peripheral glance, Hoya's worried expression entertained me.

"Yah," Hoya pinched me. "Ow!" I complained. "What??"

"Tell me, do you have a problem or not? YOU only said you wanted to get away for a while, how can one play around in a crowded place like Delhi...."

Hoya stopped when I grabbed his neck, pulling him in an embrace. I closed my eyes and let my heart swell. Hoya, my best friend. How long had it been since we last spent time like this?

"You know," I murmured. "The last time we were together was when Woohyun disappeared on the day of my birthday... when you slept over at my place, remember?" I felt Hoya nod and continued. "Believe it or not, I did not miss Woohyun at all. It wasn't because I loved him less."

I pulled away and smiled. "It's because I loved you more than I thought I would."

Hoya just looked at me. Finally, he broke into a smile and pulled my cheeks. "Fool," he muttered and lifted the fork that had a piece of pancake stuck on it.

"Eat," he said and like a good friend, I decided not to pay attention to his moist eyes and wiped off my plate.

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--oreos #1
great job!
Hopuxx
#2
Chapter 49: Oh god.. You have no idea what kind of an emotional rollercoaster has my life been because of this fix... Truthfully I honestly just missed "Yoongi happened" a lot so I came to your profile to read it again, but something made me scroll down your other stories and I'm glad i did ;; It took me many school sleepless nights and getting scolded in class for staring at my phone but I'm finally finished ;u; I felt a lot of things during it, angry at the turn of events, confused at times at Sayas way of thinking and such but that is something not many authors can accomplish and I love thus fic a lot ;; Thank you for writing it and good luck on your future works !!!
harukikara
#3
I've had this sitting on my favorites for months now and couldn't bring myself to sit down and read through it. Perhaps because I was in a sense going through the same situation. But last week, I began plowing through the story and finished it. This story is touching in so many ways and strong advice for those entering, in and leaving a relationship. So glad I wasn't intimated by the length of the story cause it was worth it. Thank you for writing this.
JonginWife #4
Chapter 1: Next chappie ^^
E_magine
#5
Chapter 52: Wow great story I really enjoyed it ^_^
E_magine
#6
Chapter 43: Oh what's happening here? ;-)
E_magine
#7
Chapter 32: It was Hoya's turn to collapse LOL
E_magine
#8
Chapter 17: I seriously find this writing truly exquisite and that's from not reading it yet. If I could compare fanfics to wine I would say this one matured well :D
LilacToupee #9
Well, that was a whirlpool of emotions. I cannot comprehend Jaehyo's feelings without turning into an utter sap again, so all I can say is, you did a really fantastic job acknowledging and confronting that 'ignorance is bliss' mentality some people live by, as well as the conventionality of living by the rules and what's wrong and what's right. Some parts of the story...I can't say I've not seen before, but I'm glad you've managed to twist the plot to make it yours. You pull at heartstrings even since from the start (I won't say it's the scenes in the rain dampening spirits everywhere). That indescribable loneliness people struggle to grasp. Everything is so startlingly tangible, you can't help but feel for the characters and feel some more. I don't know what this is, but reading Hysterie has made me feel a little happy and a little sad and now I have to go do something to keep my emotions in check. Thank you.