Bye Bye Burden

Hysterie

 

“One night two days,” murmured Hoya.

“One night two days,” I repeated.

“1N2D?” Hoya said, cocking his head to the left. I nodded and whispered, “1N2D.”

Hoya narrowed his eyes and I followed. He sighed and so did I.

“Yah!” he exclaimed. “We’re not in kindergarten!”

I giggled and smiled. “Hoya….” We exchanged glances and finally, he nodded. “Fine.”

I squealed and hugged him and closed my eyes when he hugged me back. The last minute plan that I had decided to take up on had been a good decision. I was already feeling refreshed from the excitement of our trip and after pulling apart, we headed towards our rooms.

“Why are you smiling?” mused Jae Hyo. My grin turned into a sad smile. The trip, I thought. The trip will relieve me of this burden, make it easier for me to make a decision.

“Nothing,” I sighed and whistled while rummaging through my cupboard. My phone lit and I read the message Hoya sent me.

“I’ve already started packing. You?”

I bit my lip to stifle a grin and replied.

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“Woah… you’re too excited. I’m scared.”

I chuckled and shook my head. As I stuffed my duffel bag with comfortable khakis and shirts, my mind rewound to five minutes back.

“Hoya sshi….”

I turned around and saw Saya peeking from behind the pillar and waving her finger. Come here, she mouthed. I raised an eyebrow and looked behind me. Jae Hyo was talking to Ji Hyun while Kairi was rehearsing her play lines by herself.

Without any question, I followed Saya as she sneakingly scurried out of the room.

“What happened?” I asked. The moment she turned around, my eyes widened. Saya’s face had become paler than usual, her eyes were puffy and her lips were dry.

“Yah,” I hissed. “You’re getting married in a week, the house is as busy as a beehive… and you’re looking sick! Did something happen?” I touched my palm against her forehead and was confused by the normality of her temperature.

Saya her lips and sighed. There was exhaustion and something else in her voice. A something else I hadn’t heard in a long time.

“I want a favor from you,” she mumbled, already sounding guilty. I placed my hand on her head and said, “It’s me. Come on, speak up.”

Saya took a deep breath and I braced for Tornado Saya.

“I’m just!” Though she was talking in a whisper, the irritation in her tone was evident. “I know exactly what I want to do but I’m still stuck upon what I SHOULD do. I mean, Jae Hyo makes me happy and yet I question whether what I want to do is worth doing since I might not be worthy of the kind of happiness it would give me!”

“Is this about Woohyun?”

Saya nodded and I removed my hand from her head. “What do you want  from me?”

Saya gulped and with a sheepish smile said, “I want to run away.”

“WHAT??” Saya pressed her hand against my mouth and I stared at her small face with shock. “Wh-what did you…”

“Not like that Hoya! I’m crazy, not a home-wrecker!” Saya removed her hand and sighed. Her shoulders deflated and I gave her an encouraging smile, despite the surprise still running through my veins.

“Whenever I was with you,” she started, reminiscence shining in her eyes. “I used to feel like I could do anything. It was a feeling I shared with Woohyun too, except that with you, I was at a level more comfortable. Surprising, right? But lately I haven’t spent much time with you and all these problems in my head… The solution is right before me but I need you Hoya. Kairi is a good friend, she really is. But you’re you. And I need my best friend back.”

I blinked at her. Even after all these years, she hadn’t forgotten the depth of our friendship. The words warmed me and I considered her offer. “So you want to go on a trip?”

“One night two days,” she answered.

“Where are you going?”

I jumped out of my skin and turned around. Kairi stared at my duffel bag and furrowed her eyebrows. “Where are you going?” she repeated.

I plastered a smile on my face and kissed her forehead. “I’m not allowed to tell.”

Kairi gasped. “It’s Jae Hyo’s bachelor party, right? You’ve already planned it!”

I blinked at her and bit my lip. Well…. Why not?

“It’s nothing cheap!” I shrugged. “You know Jae Hyo, you know me. The two of us had planned to go on a trip anyway, so why not now? Just don’t let Jae Hyo know you know, okay?”

I felt the phone vibrate in my pockets and I knew what the text would say.

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(Listen to Amazing by Infinite : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJZ6CMctPhA)

“You know Kairi,” I smiled at Jae Hyo. “You know me. The two of us had planned to go on a trip anyway, so why not now? Just don’t let Kairi know you know, okay?”

Jae Hyo nodded and looked out of the window. Finally he grinned. I sighed in relief. “Just don’t get into trouble,” he teased. I tried to laugh but nothing came out. The suffocation of it motivated me even more and I zipped my backpack.

“I’ll just freshen up okay?” Jae Hyo said. I nodded and sat by the bed. Once the door locked, I quickly opened his drawer and tore open a page from his diary.

“I’m sorry Jae Hyo, this is the first time I’ve ever lied to you. Trust me, this is for good. I’ll be back in two days, we still have a lot to talk about. Love, Saya.”

I glanced at my phone and unlocked the screen as I received another text.

“Come on Robin, we’ve got lives to save.”

I smiled and nodded to myself. Before running out of the door, I gave Jae Hyo’s side of the bed one last look. “Sorry,” I whispered.

“Ready?” Hoya murmured. I tiptoed down the staircases and nodded, catching hold of his arm when my clumsiness threatened to trip me. “I’m just blindly following you Saya,” he said.

“Do you regret it?” I whispered. Hoya straightened his back and grinned. “Are you kidding me? We’re the YaYa couple, we can go crazy whenever we want! Damn the world!”

I giggled under my breath and was hushed by Hoya, making him giggle too. Slowly, the two of us walked towards the door, the darkness of the night making us even more excited. Wait, I motioned to Hoya and pointed at the drawer. Keys, I mouthed and he nodded. As I rummaged through the bills, I finally found the key to the jeep and smiled.

“Gotcha!” I grinned.

“Um, Saya,” Hoya said. I was focused on closing the drawer without making any noise and nodded. “What?”

“Does Yoseob know about our plan?”

I froze. My head turned around and the two of us watched as sleepy Yoseob rubbed his eyes and glanced at us. His eyes widened and he pointed at the two of us.

“You…” he stuttered. “Saya…Hoya…”

“Yoseob-ah..” I cooed. “Don’t say anything, please…”

“GUYS!” he shouted. “HEY! EVERYONE WAKE UP!"

“!” Hoya spat and grabbed my hand. “Come on Saya, run!” As we jumped into the jeep and revved up the engine, I took one look at the house whose open windows were filled with new chaos.

“I’m doing right, right?” I murmured. Hoya looked at me and with his free hand, patted mine. “Smile,” he said. “When was the last time you felt this free?”

I looked at Hoya as he stared straight ahead, navigating us to nowhere. I was already feeling better.

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--oreos #1
great job!
Hopuxx
#2
Chapter 49: Oh god.. You have no idea what kind of an emotional rollercoaster has my life been because of this fix... Truthfully I honestly just missed "Yoongi happened" a lot so I came to your profile to read it again, but something made me scroll down your other stories and I'm glad i did ;; It took me many school sleepless nights and getting scolded in class for staring at my phone but I'm finally finished ;u; I felt a lot of things during it, angry at the turn of events, confused at times at Sayas way of thinking and such but that is something not many authors can accomplish and I love thus fic a lot ;; Thank you for writing it and good luck on your future works !!!
harukikara
#3
I've had this sitting on my favorites for months now and couldn't bring myself to sit down and read through it. Perhaps because I was in a sense going through the same situation. But last week, I began plowing through the story and finished it. This story is touching in so many ways and strong advice for those entering, in and leaving a relationship. So glad I wasn't intimated by the length of the story cause it was worth it. Thank you for writing this.
JonginWife #4
Chapter 1: Next chappie ^^
E_magine
#5
Chapter 52: Wow great story I really enjoyed it ^_^
E_magine
#6
Chapter 43: Oh what's happening here? ;-)
E_magine
#7
Chapter 32: It was Hoya's turn to collapse LOL
E_magine
#8
Chapter 17: I seriously find this writing truly exquisite and that's from not reading it yet. If I could compare fanfics to wine I would say this one matured well :D
LilacToupee #9
Well, that was a whirlpool of emotions. I cannot comprehend Jaehyo's feelings without turning into an utter sap again, so all I can say is, you did a really fantastic job acknowledging and confronting that 'ignorance is bliss' mentality some people live by, as well as the conventionality of living by the rules and what's wrong and what's right. Some parts of the story...I can't say I've not seen before, but I'm glad you've managed to twist the plot to make it yours. You pull at heartstrings even since from the start (I won't say it's the scenes in the rain dampening spirits everywhere). That indescribable loneliness people struggle to grasp. Everything is so startlingly tangible, you can't help but feel for the characters and feel some more. I don't know what this is, but reading Hysterie has made me feel a little happy and a little sad and now I have to go do something to keep my emotions in check. Thank you.