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PSH POV

I had no idea what was going on. He had his lips on top of mine. I hadn't kissed anyone other than Geun. Why was he kissing me? Yes, I did like him more but this kiss... I didn't think it was right to be doing this just yet. I wanted to push him away but I couldn't. My mind told me to do so but my heart kissed him back. I wanted this to happen and all I was doing was delaying it all. I closed my eyes as he kissed me and let go and just let it be. When I finally opened my eyes again I saw a familiar face looking at me with sad eyes. It was Geun. I pushed Yong away right away, I had no clue why but I did. I didn't want people to see us like this. 

I watched as Geun turned around and left, I had hurt him. Part of me was glad he saw the kiss and was hurting but a small part of me was sad. I hadn't wanted to hurt him. I didn't want to cause him pain like he had caused me. I sighed and stared at Yong who was touching his lips, this only reminded me of our kiss and I couldn't help but blush. I hadn't thought of what to say to him so I smiled. I was glad he was able to kiss me, maybe that would help in this whole marriage deal. He smiled and I smiled, that was all I could actually do.

That day kept playing in my head. Where had Geun gone to? Did he leave again? Was he okay? I couldn't help but wonder about him, the love I had felt for him had never truly left but it wasn't going to be back, I wasn't going to go back to him. I was never going back to him. Like Yong had said, I was his and nobody else's.

I was watching the television when someone came to get me stating that someone was there looking for me. I walked to greet the person waiting. My heart skiped a beat hoping it was him but it wasn't. It was Yong... I honestly had no clue how I felt. Something was bugging me and that was how i felt about Yong and how I still felt for Geun. Did I love Yong or did I still love Geun? I was confused but I knew it was wrong to go to Geun when he had left me and hurt me the most. But it felt like it was where I belonged. What was I supposed to do?

"Shinee. I came to pick you up. We need to go to our photoshoot."

"Photoshoot?" I asked confued.

"Yes, I decided that we should take pictures for our years together now. So much has happened and I wanted to take pictures. Now come on!" He grabbed me and pulled me out of the house, and I went along with it wanting to forget and just have fun with Yong. 

We arrived at the studio where they fixed my hair and we took a lot of pictures. He was handsome and beautiful in my eyes. Yong was special he truly was. One of our pictures had to be us showing our love for each other. I wanted to clarify that we weren't lovers but Yong blushed and agreed. I smiled but felt bad too. Was he falling deeply in love with me? And here I was confused on wether I loved him. 

JGS POV

I stared at them as they kissed and I knew he was getting to her, but the moment she saw me and pushed him away, I knew, I still had a chance. She was still not over me. She loved me still, and I would get her back. That was something I had to do, I loved her too much to let her go once again. She needed to know why I had left, why I had left her. I didn't want to leave her but i had to. I knew she would understand when she knew the truth. Yes she would.

I was walking back home when I realized I had walked to her house instead of mine. I was going to knock at her door, but I saw her finace there waiting for Shinee. I saw as she came out and he dragged her with him, and she was too willing to go with him. I didn't want to be the crazy ex boyfriend, but the jealousy got the best of me. I followed them. I watched as they arrived at a photo studio. I saw as they took pictures and how they showed love toward each other. Was it real love? Or was it all a lie? 

I walked away before i saw something like how I had seen the day I had looked for her. I walked back to her house and decided to wait for her. No matter how long it took, she would have to come eventually, and I would wait. I needed to tell her the truth and how much my life had changed. I was no longer the Jang Geun Suk she had known. I was the leader of a band and I was a new man, but my feelings for her would never change and she would come back, I was sure of that.

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