Confrontation
Love Test.
While in your room:
You: *calls donghae* Oppa..
Donghae: My love, are you crying right now?
You: Can you tell? [He really knows me well.]
Donghae: Of course. I know you a lot. Waeyo?
You: I came a while ago, just so you know. You're daebak, oppa.. [I hate when someone asks if you're okay and of course you lie holding a smile on your face when your heart is broken just to hide the pain..]
Donghae: But why didn't you tell me? I was waiting for you..
You: Because you're naughty.. naughty!
Donghae: Hey! I'm Mr. Simple! *laughs* Hahaha! You'll start laughing now!
You: *laughs* You pabo.. *sobs*
Donghae: Tell me, ___.. Why are you sad?
You: [Shoot. I can't handle the pain anymore.. Right now I'm hurt and you don't understand..] Why don't you ask yourself! Pabo! I hate you! You've been flirting around all day with that woman!! *cries* I hate you for using me. I hate you for manipulating me. I just hate you for breaking my heart!
Donghae: So you saw that..
You: I wouldn't have reacted that way if it weren't for that!
Donghae: Mianhae! She kissed me first! I pushed her away afterwards..
You: GO AND STAY WITH HER INSTEAD. I wish you would stop giving me dumb excuses and tell me the REAL reason why you're still saying you love...I'm tired of being lied to...tired of being hurt.. *sobs*
You ended the phone call and cried yourself to sleep.
While in Donghae's Room..
Donghae: Damn it.. ____.. Things might be hard right now but I'm willing to do anything & everything it takes to keep you because you mean the world to me and I don't want anyone else.. Curse you, Eun Mi.
In two different places..
You: [I miss the way things used to be. When I was just a fan and he's my idol. I was truly happy. No matter how hard I try, I can never get that back. Those days are long gone and will never return..]
Donghae: [You came into my life by chance and showed me how to be happy and smile again. Then in an instant we had a fight, taking my happiness and smiles with you. :(]
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