Stop It.
Feeling's Unknown
Key looked at Onew and suddenly he felt guilty.
"What the hell was that for?!?!?!" Onew looked at Key.
He was hurt.
Key turned around and was about to walk when a pair of hands s up to his waist.
Key froze at the touch.
He wanted to fall into the embrace.
He wanted to love Onew.
Wait...Love Onew?!?!
What was Key thinking....
He's a guy.
Onew is a guy.
They can never be together in that way.
It was impossible.
But...
Things in the world wasn't impossible...
The people just made it seem that way.
So was Key and Onew really able to be together?
Key shook the thought away and stiffened at his touch instead of wanting to fall into his tight embrace.
"Please....listen to my explanation..."
Key didn't want to listen.
He didn't want to be the one that was always reasonable.
The one that always listens to Onew's reasons.
He broke away from his grasp and turned to face Onew, his face hard, his eyes cold.
"No. I don't want to listen. I'm always the one who's listening. I'm always the one who's reasonable. I'm sick and tired of it."
Key turns away and begins to run but soon, he stops.
"I LOVE YOU!"
Key froze on the spot, water running down his body and his eyes wide and starring ahead.
Key vaguely heard footsteps closing in on him and he could vaguely feel a pair of hands turning him around.
The next time his eyes focused, his eyes focused on a pair of eyes he recognised that he had seen nearly all his life.
"I'm not joking..." Key looked at Onew.
He didn't know how to react.
He didn't know how to respond.
He forgot about how to walk, how to talk, how to blink, how to breathe.
Onew looked at the stunned Key and he could feel his once warm, now cold eyes look into his own.
Onew's gaze didn't waver because he was being serious.
He loved Key.
And he wasn't afraid to let the world know.
Onew had just realised that, from the very first moment they had met, he loved Key.
Onew loved Key because he was always understanding.
Onew loved Key because Key was always laughing.
Onew loved Key.
He loved his honesty.
He loved his straightforwardness.
He loved how his smile was always able to penetrate his heart.
Onew didn't know how, but it just could.
Onew couldn't stop it from happening. Onew was love struck.
Love...
Onew finally understood what love meant.
He never did before because he was scared.
He was scared that love was what other people said it was like.
Kyuhyun was once in love but when she broke up with him, he stopped talking, he stopping eating, he was about to stop breathing if it wasn't because of Onew.
From then on, Onew didn't want to fall in love because he was scared, he was scared to become like Kyuhyun.
But seeing Key's back, he knew that it was about time to face up to his fears.
Because he knew that if he didn't then he was going to lose Key...
Forever.
Onew wouldn't be Onew if it wasn't because of Key.
Key always made him smile, he always made him laugh.
Key was the key to his heart and he didn't want that to change.
The rain pours down to them, as if saying that it wouldn't stop until Key gave Onew his answer.
Key didn't know what to say.
Onew didn't want to know what Key wanted to say.
He just wanted Key to understand that he had never meant to hurt him; because he loved him.
"Please...give me one more chance Key."
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