They didn't come for me yesterday.

I was glad and anxious at the same time.

I don't know why,  but I have feelings that these people won't let me leave this place unharmed... could it be that they want me dead?

and I kept on dreaming about faceless people. It wasn't scary in the dreams but once I woke up... I felt weird...

It makes me cry every time

It feels like I'm loosing something that I cherish , something important...

but I can't tell what are those

and it makes me feel like crying more.