3rd Diary

I hurt my ankle (TT____TT)

 I was bored in this room, so I practiced dancing a bit but somehow, I tripped and hurt my ankle. It’s swollen and it’s PAINFUL!!!!!!!!

I told the doctor about my injury but I still have not been treated so far. Are they trying to punish me because I don’t behave?

You ing bastard!!!! D:<

I’m a healthy 17 years old, I’m active. I can’t just stay in the room and play with the plushies… I need to go out!!!

I told them I want to go out, even for a few minutes. I just want to breathe some fresh air. But like the usual, they ignore me. I was thinking to pick up the locks but then, I realize that there isn’t any key hole on the door. What kind of lock are they using? Chained lock? Or is it electronic locks?

 They still feed me pills. My food pills are in white and blue capsules. They forced me to take them in these numbers; 4 - 4 – 2 – 5. Most probably one cycle represent a day but I’m still not sure which is the breakfast, lunch or dinner. I usually sleep after the first four pills and after the two pills. Yeah, I sleep a lot here. What else can I do in this room? They will collect my diary and give me new plain papers after the 5 pills. Other than that, I received other pills in different colors and sizes randomly… If I refused to take them, they will give me shots… which I ing hate more.

I’m bored and maybe lonely.

I’ve never been alone this long before… or at least I feel it’s so long.

What are my family doing? Why they didn’t come to visit me? Don’t they miss me? Don’t they love me? I miss my mum, my father and my stupid noonas. I want to go home quickly. I want to go to school like usual, dance at the studio, hang out with friends at karaoke room, watching movies with friends and went to Minho’s house for tutoring. Minho promised me he will bring me to watch movie if I can get ‘A’ for Physics in next month’s test. I’ve been studying very hard, but now I’ve forgotten everything. I wonder will Minho still bring me to movie if I told him I was sick? I really wanna go…  

Last night Last time I slept, I dreamt of Minho. I saw him come and visit me in this room. He was wearing the white coats like those doctors.

Could it be that Minho has already graduated and became a doctor? How many years have I been here then? But maybe not. My hair hasn’t grown that much, it couldn’t be a year…………… I hope

I wonder what he’s doing right now? Is he thinking about me? Does he miss me? Does he still remember me?

I hope he’s planning of visiting me anytime soon. Even a call is fine.   

I feel sleepy now, I'm going to sleep. 

I feel sleepy a lot here, even though it's so bright, I still fell asleep.

Maybe because I didn't move around enough?

I'm going to sleep now

Good night

Happy sleeping

Bye