She's asking herself if she wants to ask more. Saying she was almost his first hurts a lot, can she still holds more than that? Well, it's better to take it all at once. 'what...what happened?' she bravely asks. His eyes blinks a lot behind her. He sighs 'can you still take it? Can we stop now? I dont want to see your eyes hurting so much with the truth' he heaves a sigh again. 'i can...i will' she eagerly answers. 'alright. If that is want you want' he says. Hugging her tight, he wants to protect her any minute she will lose her confidence because of his confession. 'we grew up together, dreamt together, i made it to be an actor, while she as a ballerina. We were in the peak of our career when she got pregnant. We talked about it, i suggested to marry her earlier than we planned for the sake of our baby, even to forsake my career is fine with me, but she didnt listen. She said that it was her only chance to be known by the whole world and didnt let go of her ambition' his voice cracks bringing up the past.