24.5 | The Thoughts in His Head

Because of You
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Hello! So in the old version (which was written in first person), a reader suggested that I add a chapter from Kai's POV. Since I already wrote it, figured I might as well include it. It's definitely a lot shorter than the other chapters (hence the 0.5 ) and will most likely be the only one.

 

Is it really over? Kai remembered asking multiple times, that night they confirmed the end. Their end, that is.

 

During the past six years, he asked himself the same question a couple more times, less and less each time, until it eventually drifted to the back of his mind and disappeared into the abyss. 

 

But even so, not once did he accept nor did he deny the truth—that their four-year relationship did, in fact, vanish within a blink of an eye.

 

He couldn’t bring himself to believe he had failed to keep his rarest treasure by his side.

 

Looking back now, he understood why.

 

It was because he arrogantly convinced himself she would always be there no matter where he went, what he did, and how far he strayed.

 

But boy was he wrong.

 

Kai was young. He was stupid. He had faults. Yet none of those could excuse him for his actions and the choices he made.

 

He was appalled with himself for setting her aside, for letting his anger get the best of him, for spurting out words he didn't even mean—knowing they would hurt her. That they would hurt her badly.

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saranghae45
Decided to revise an older story (one shot)! Please check out the adaptation of "This Thing Called Love" featuring Junmyeon: https://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1478014/this-thing-called-love (ch. to be released tonight) XD

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MissMong24 #1
read this for the second time and i can’t believe i didnt leave a comment the first time?!??? i love this story so much. the classic case of how your first love will always have a special place in your heart
poprocksgum
#2
Chapter 40: im not even halfway through and im feeling so angry already 😤😤 chanyeol doesn’t deserve this kind of treatment
favoritecrime
#3
Chapter 4: Why is Jongin such an here? 😭 I love him but it's hard to love his presentation in this fic. Lol. Will he have character development? Bcause he's such an here😒
ladykwonxiwu #4
Chapter 52: Chanyeol deserved better. Can I have Loey instead?
Ghad20
#5
Congratulations on the bid
shawols4lyf #6
Chapter 52: Re-reading again and my heart breaks every time for chan yeol. I hope he finds his girl tho.
aleezay #7
beautiful poster, just checked this story is complete and thinking to start it
KimHyeJoo #8
Chapter 52: This story need more recognize! It’s so wonderful!
Thanks for sharing it. I’m sorry for Chanyeol, but he deserve someone who equally love him
kworld320 #9
Chapter 52: Oh my heartu! I’m so in love with this story.
I did a marathon reading and I really just couldn’t stop. Bittersweet. All the while I thought the ending would be with Chanyeol but the first love was so great It was just the ending we really wanted.
Nicely written and worth the read.
So up vote worthy!
Those silent readers, it won’t take much of you time to upvote! Pls do so!
KeepWritingFairy
#10
Chapter 52: Oh shoot, I was rooting for Chanyeol but even I couldn't deny that Su Min's heart was really set on Kai.