"I said I can't Yul but I will try." 

"Can we just enjoy the night Yuri?"

"Look at the stars. Look how they shine they were like surreal blanket above our heads --a comfort just right before our eyes. Look how comforting they are. I'm just so amazed! Stars are just shiny silvery-blue dots in the sky, so why are they so pretty?" 

"What makes it different than dots of light shining through little holes on a black paper?" Yuri ask looking blankly 

"If it gives you peace then there's no difference." Hara calmly answered still looking at the sky. 

"How  they ease somebody's pain? How they give this relaxing vibe just by looking at them. How your eyes connect with your heart. How your heart calms your mind. Tho they're far they still can make you feel this soothing heartbeat that relaxes your soul. Sometimes they're way much better than the ones you can actually touch or you have. But it's kinda sad that we can only admire them from afar. That we can't own or at least hold them the way we wanted to. You're left wondering how would it really feels to be with them --how good it is to be with them. Reality really !"

Yuri hiss silently "Maybe, that's what they're suppose to be. Maybe the things that can make you feel at peace is made to be apart from you. If you don't wanna get hurt then just love them from afar."

'I envy those stars. I envy how Hara's eyes admired them. How her heart loves them. How Hara wants to be with them. And I hate why I still saw sadness in her eyes. It is not the same sadness I saw when she was excluded to go on bungee jumping because she didn't meet the height requirement when her parents didn't buy the perfume she's dying to have just because she already have too much. Or even when I'm giving her a knock on the head because she's acting like a maniac babo grabbing my b*tt or looking at somebody's b*tt in public.'

"But no matter how much I'm willing to get hurt just to be with them, things is it's not just possible. You get me? Loving stars is like loving someone you can't be with. ---and I guess that's very romantic." 

"What?? that's very contradicting and how does it gives you peace??" Yuri ask feeling confused and frustrated at the same time.

Hara just scoffs and slowly bored her eyes to Yuri for a moment. "Love is patient. What do you think why people make a wish when they see a falling star?"

'If a shooting star will pass to our sight tonight, I would be wishing to be the star that Hara wants. I'm looking back at her while she's busy flying her senses outside the universe. I can't even afford to blink as I don't want to lose any second of this scenery. Her eyes, there's something about her eyes tonight. I don't know if her eyes are slightly wet of tears reason why it shines or I'm seeing the reflection of the stars she's wishing to be with.'

'I can't explain the way my heart beats as I look at her. It is so unfamiliar to me, so strange and overwhelming. Along with the strange heartbeat, I can feel as well an urge to connect with her. It's like an electricity pulling me towards her. I feel like I need to hug her. --So I did. I really did. I know she was surprised as I pulled her for a hug. I can feel her heartbeat I can feel how my heart is loving her beat. I know even our hearts can tell that it's their first time to beat like that. I feel like I'm melting. My nerves are slightly shaking I know. But I'm holding her so tight. So tight that I can even feel her bones. I don't want to end this soon, I close my eyes to feel her even more. Her smell, I'm used of her smell but tonight? There something different. Same smell but feels different.'

'I opened my eyes as I can feel something cold in my chest. It is where Hara's eyes are, she's crying. I'm trying to pull away and check her out but she's holding me so tight. She keeps on burying her head on my chest instead and shook it as if she was telling me don't mind me. I'm fine'

"Hara?" Yuri called worridly but she didn't answer.

"Hara? What's wrong?" Yuri can't help it. She needs to ask her what's wrong. But still, she didn't answer.

So she let her be. She let her deal with it for a moment --alone. She hugged her like a baby. She's caressing her back and occasionally hushing attempting her to stop from crying. Yuri kissed her head "Hara, I'm here to listen. Please. Tell me what's wrong." She said begging. 

Yuri hates to see her crying. Especially like this. She knows something is bothering her and she hates that she have no idea about it. She knows everything about her or maybe not as