It's been already some months since Mir participated in any activities due to his back injure...why should he anyway? Didn't everyone already forget him? His fellow members kept on complaining about him in the television and even ignored his phone calls.

He didn't understand why they were like that. Mir was always the mood maker...he was always the one who was nice to every single member of his group, so why?

Mir used to have an Twitter Account but he stopped using it. He could not handle it anymore...all the hate comments...he was the only one in the group who received those kind of comments...maybe it was really better to change the group? Or to stop being an idol completely...live a normal life like many many others...

but after all rapping and singing was everything for him...what else should he do? He is bad in everything else...English? no way...

Tomorrow would be the day where he would return to the dorm. He wondered if it would feel awkward to live there after such a long time but he was glad that he is able to see them.

'tomorrow every problem will be forgotten' Mir told himself. He closed the lights and lay on his bed. For some reasons he felt nervous...like something bad is coming up.

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The next day:

Mir woke up. He put on his clothes, made his hair, brushed his teeth and checked if he really packed everything he needed.

"mirueeee!!" Mirs mom called him

"oh mom?"

"Mir, did you pack everything?!" she smiled softly. Mir loved her smile.

"yes mom everything is packed" he smiled at her

"my son" his mother Mirs cheek...even if Mir was already 21 (korean age), for his mom he was still her little baby son.

"mommy...take care ok? and don't forget to take your medicine!!" Mir hold the hand of his mom

"don't worry...take care yourself ok? promise me that you will stay strong no matter what"

"I promise" Mir answered with sad eyes

"here" Mirs mom reached out a lunch box

"eat this on the way there"

"thanks" Mir answered.

From outside a car honked.

"Mom I have to go"

Mirs mom nodded

"dad is in work so he could not come but he told me I should give you this"  she took out a small amulet and put it into Mirs hand

"it's dads lucky charm...whenever you are sad hold onto it ok?"

a tear came out from Mirs eye...he was touched how much his family cared for him

"Thank you...I have to go now" Mir gave his mom a tight hug and went into the car which was waiting outside.

The way to the dorm seemed like eternity...it felt so long.

Mirs hands were sweaty...how will the others great him? How should he greet them?

After all he decided  to act like the childish, funny and happy Mir.

He stood in front of the door of their dorm. He entered the code for the door and the door open with a "klack" sound.

Mir opened the door slowly...

"hyung?" He said softly but there was no response. It was dark in the dorm. Mir opened the light and again said "hyung?" he went to every room searching for his hyungs but there was no one.

"I guess they have a schedule" he thought. Mir didn't want to only sit down and wait until they come back. He opened the refrigerator and luckily there were enough things in it. Mir smiled as he took out things to cook. He wanted to do a surprise dinner to his hungs. The thought of the happy faces of the Hyungs gave him motivation to cook many various things to eat. In the time he was sick he always watched his mother while she was cooking and learned from it.  He made a tasty soup, kimchi,Samgyeopsal and some other dishes. The whole room was filled with the flavour of tasty meals.

Mir finished the dinner and set the table. "finished" Mir smiled as he looked at his "work". Suddenly the door made a "klack" sound again.

Mir smiled as he saw his 5 hyungs walking into the room.

"HYUNG!!!" Mir smiled brightly but after a while his smile disappeared into a disappointed face. All of his 5 hyungs ignored his existence and sat down on the couch. Mir tried to act happy again. "YAH HYUNG!! look what I did for you!! I'm sure you all are hungry right?! Come on eat up hyungs!" Mir smiled infront of them. He went from one member to the other but every single of them ignored him.

"Hyungs..." Mir showed his disappointment.

"Hyungs...why are you being like this?" he asked sadly.

"we already ate, just go and eat yourself" Thunder broke the silence with an pissed-off-answer.

"ah" Mir looked down and sat to the chair. he filled his plate with everything he made and filled the soup into a soup plate. Mir started eating...slowly...but nothing seemed to have any taste...but he tried again...he smiled and shouted "Yah hyung! it's really daebak! you should at least try it!" Joon stood up pissed off and went to the table. At first Mir smiled and thought he would sit down and taste the meal but it turned out different. Joon took the soup Mir had poured into a soup plate, went to the kitchen which is right next to the eating table and poured the whole soup into the basin. Mirs eyes widened. It was slowly filling up with tears.

"What are you doing" he whispered, trying not to burst out into tears.

"ahahaha good job Joonie hyung!" Thunder laughed and all the others went along laughing like crazy. Mir could not hold it anymore. He jumped up "YAH HYUNGS! WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS!" Mirs whole face was covered with tears. He didn't understand this situation. What happened? Why did they act like this?

"Hyung! is this a hidden camera?!" Mir asked hopefully.

Joon only chuckled. Thunder stood up and approached Mir.

He smiled at Mir - Mir smiled back, thinking it was really a hidden camera.

But just than Thunders expression changed and he hit Mir hardly on his stomach. Mir groaned and fell down on his knees. He hold his stomach and barely said "w-why?". A tear came out from his eye when everything turned black.

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