DAY 11

[JUNG JIYEON]

“Come, let’s take a photo” Jiyong said as he took out his phone

“Send that to me, I want to print out so I can paste it on my wall” taking photos is me and Jiyong’s favourite thing to do, I don’t even know how many photos of us we have took.

“Can I post on Instagram?” NO. I don’t want anymore rumours going on online again. They will soon figure out about me and Junhyung’s break up and they might start questioning him and I really don’t want him to be in any trouble

“How about not? I just broke up with Junhyung and I don’t want you to get questioned as well”

“Jung Jiyeon, I like you and I’m not afraid to show it. I told YG about you. He said as long as I can cope between relationship and work, then it shouldn’t be a problem” Jiyong is so popular internationally, this will sure cause a lot of talking but I didn’t want to upset him

“Fine, I’m mentally prepared for whatever’s coming when we are back” I said and gave him a little smile

It has been only 5 minutes since he posted the photo and the articles came out already. Korean medias are really fast and effective.

[BIG BANG’S GD ON VACATION AT BALI WITH BESTFRIEND, JUNG JIYEON]

[GD AND JUNG JIYEON DATING? JUNYEON NO MORE?]

[KWON JIYONG AND JUNG JIYEON DATING, NOT CONFIRMED]

“Yah Jiyong, 3 articles in 5 minutes” I said and sigh

“Don’t worry about them, there’s nothing wrong. They are reporters and their job is to report articles” he said while I was scrolling down to see other news when I saw another shocking news with my name

“Jiyong ah, see this” I said and passed him my phone

[YONG JUNHYUNG AND GOO HARA SELCA ON BED]

[HIGHLIGHT’S YONG JUNHYUNG CHEATED ON JUNG JIYEON]

[GD AND JIYEON VS YONG JUNHYUNG AND HARA, who do you vote?]

I wonder how’s Junhyung coping with this, he didn’t exactly cheat on me. This happened after the break up. I was wondering if I should text and ask him about this, but I don’t know if he and Hara has got back together. If they are really together, I don’t think I should text him. She might take it the wrong way.

“You are worried for him?” he asked and looked at me

“Maybe I’m just used to being his manager, I’m usually the one dealing this kind of thing for him”

“You quitted, don’t put so much pressure on yourself. Let him handle it himself, he is the one who messed up” Jiyong said but I still couldn’t help it but to think of the consequences he will get from the Korean media since the photo was really intimate

“We are suppose to enjoy this holiday, so can we not think about all those” he asked me and I nodded my head, I didn’t want to spoil this vacation for him since he barely get to go on vacation

“Kwon Jiyong, I’m hungry” I said and I linked my arms with him

“Yahhh, we just ate 2 hours ago” he complaint as I have been eating way too much today

“Please? C’mon let’s go” I said and dragged him and he was complaining along the way

[KWON JIYONG X GD]

We were finally done eating, how can such a small girl eats so much but still doesn’t get fat? We went back to the hotel to rest for a while before I suggested to go the beach for a swim. She agreed and went to change into her bikini. Then she came out with a shirt over her bikini but she wasn’t wearing a short then I felt myself blushing because I haven’t really seen her like that.

“Are you done? Let’s go”

“Y-yeah I’m done let’s go n-now” , why am I stuttering? We made our way to the beach when she suddenly took out her shirt. Holy , I think my face is red now. I swear that the pastel pink bikini really compliments her body really well, I never noticed she has such a good figure. Her tattoos, the ones she got after I got mine. Haven't seen them in a while since I don't get to see her in bikini often, wait what am I even thinking??

“Jiyongie, is the weather here too hot? Your face is so red, do you want some water?” she said and touched my forehead

“Yeah, it’s abit hot here but I’m fine”

“Come, let’s go into the water” she said and hold my hand, SHE HELD MY HAND. Usually I’m the one who hold her first, but she actually took my hand first today

We had a really fun there today even though I was so damn shy looking at her in bikini but I kind of got used to it after a while. She was really confident in that though, she didn’t feel uncomfortable or shy. I know many other celebrities who feels really uncomfortable with their body and it’s not a good thing. I’m just glad she’s not like that, it can be really unhealthy.

“Can’t believe we are going back to Korea tomorrow”

“It’s okay, I’ll bring you here again when I can” I assured her and she nodded before making herself comfortable on the bed

“Sleepy?” I asked as I lie down next to her

“Abit, just scrolling through Instagram” she said as she scrolls down the comment of our photo that I posted

“Is there any unwanted comments?” I asked as I checked my Instagram

“Not really, majority of the comments were okay”

[I SHIP YONGYEON]

[OPPA FINALLY IN LOVE?]

[I KNEW THIS WILL HAPPEN]

[CANT WAIT TO SEE MORE OF THEIR INTERACTION KEKEKE]

[UNNIE AND OPPA ARE BOTH SO GOOD LOOKING AND COMPATIBLE]

“See, they support me too. You should really consider properly before making a decision” I joked with her as she looked at me

“Dates first, remember?” she said and patted my head, I swear whatever she does to me now is sending me butterflies. Is this how it feels when you are spending time with the girl you like?

“Alright fine, go and sleep now if not we won’t be able to wake up on time for the flight” I said and tuck her in before falling asleep

[YONG JUNHYUNG]

All these articles are just making me boil in anger. GD and Jiyeon dating articles?? Why do I feel so annoyed looking at their photo? And I didn’t even cheat on her, it happened after the break up and I did it unknowingly.

This is all really too much for me to handle. I really can’t do this without her, she was always here for me during my ups and downs but today I’m alone. The boys tried to call me but I didn’t answer, I cancelled all the schedules I had today and the next few days. I didn’t even eat anything the whole day.

I miss her, I really do. I just want to see her and say sorry and explain everything to her. I didn’t expect any of these to happen at all, I can’t believe she left me. The office is going to be so quiet from now on, she is usually the talkative one and the happy pill. Now that she’s gone, nothing will be the same anymore.

I was contacted by the media to have a press conference but I haven’t reply their emails yet. I saw the texts Doojoon sent me, he told me it will be better to hold a press conference to explain everything and make it clear to everyone.

I wanted to text Jiyeon, but I didn’t. I didn’t want to ruin her vacation, she is just going to hate me more. I just want to lock myself in the house forever. I don’t even want to go out, I can’t face anyone now.

I went into my Instagram and so many leaving comments on my photo with Jiyeon. So many of them criticising me, and some of my fans backing me up. I sighed as I looked at the photo, her angelic face that I haven’t seen for almost 3 days. Only 3 days and I longed for her already. What am I going to do in the next 3 weeks, 3 months?

Jiyeon was quite known as a capable manager in many other entertainments as they saw the way she worked for me. They did try to hire her but she rejected their offers. Many of my fans know her too as she was always with me during concerts and other events, they really liked her because she always help them to take photo and video of us when we are performing on stage.

I can’t stop thinking about her, I think I’m going to go crazy. I just want to sleep and never wake up, what should I do tomorrow? Thinking as I finished my 6^th bottle of soju.

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