Episode 6 of The Winners Heart♦

Jisoo's POV*

I slam my bedroom door shut and started rampaging the place. 

I knock everything off my tables and start trashing my room in tears and sobs. What the hell was I thinking?! 

He hates me. So does Jungkook and everyone! 

When I was kissing jinyoung all I could think about was Jungkook and how he used to hold me so tight.

I hate him so much but I cant get him out of ny head. Is this torture for the terrible things I did to rose?

"Jisoo what on earth is going on in there?!" My step mother shouts, but I ignore and continue sobbing. 

Thats when I hear the door open and suddenly feel a pair of warm hands on my face. 

She lays my head on her lap and my hair, quietly saying "Im so worried about you sweetheart".

I cry even harder at her words knowing by tomorrow it'll all be same again. 

"I just want so much to get rid of him but its like its never going to end, he's always in my head and its killing me!", I cry onto her as she shushes me reassuring me eveyrhting will be okay.

But I'm not stupid. Nothing chnages with a snap of a finger. 

what's the point anymore? If Jungkook doesnt love me why should I even love myself.

After all I am really a bad person.

Jungkook pov*

"For the last time Jungkook open this damn door!" my older brother shouts at but I dont bother opening it knwing he's going to break the door down any minute now. 

I sip on my last bottlw of soju as I hear the door to my bedroom slam open. 

I feel his hands grip onto my shirts collar, bringign my off the ground and onto my feet.

I could berly move arouns since I was so drunk but I didnt care.

"What the hell is your problem? Youve been acting like this all day, you're not even ing legal are you crazy?!", his loud voice booming in mt ears which pisses me off.

"Can you be any louder!? For sake Sungjin I'm broken here, just let me die drunk in peace", I said back in an irrated tone but I all I earn was a slap.

I fall back onto my bed holding mt cheek. I looked up at sungjin in complete shock. 

He really slapped me. 

"Its no wonder she left, you give up when things start to get hard for you! Get your together Jungkook because this isnt you at all"

With that he leaves my room making sure to shut the door extra hard behind him.

I fell back on my bed due to exhaustion and just stared at the ceiling. Everything Sungjin said was right. I coudln't deny it anymore, I lft because eveyrthing got too complicated. 

I was so stupid to have let Jisoo walk out like that. I should've never kissed Rose. I'm so pathetic.

As all these things went around my head i began to feel dizzy and next thing I known everything went pitch black.