{Chapter 20: Jerk{

Insensible <3

“You can’t drink though, you’re still not eighteen” Hani said walking with Hyunjin as he made a face.

“I am 18, thus, I, Hwang Hyunjin is eligible to drink” Hyunjin said as Hani rolled her eyes when

“Oh, there’s the place” Hyunjin said pointing at the soju bar as Hani looked at him

“Let’s get drunk tonight, I don’t feel too good” she sighed as Hyunjin grabbed her hand

“Kajja” he chuckled walking with Hani.

Hani and Hyunjin walked inside as they scanned the place when Hani suddenly let go of Hyunjin’s hand

“What’s—”

“Changbin” Hani muttered as Hyunjin looked at the trainee duo eating meat and drinking soju together

“Now don’t tell me they have nothing going on in between” Hani muttered as Hyunjin looked at Hani

“Hani-yah, it must be all a misunderstand—”

“Let’s go” Hani said grabbing Hyunjin’s hand and dragging him away.

Hani swung back and forth in the swing as Hyunjin sighed, getting up and going behind her, giving her light pushes from the back

“Today was a bad day” Hani sighed as her shoes swung at the sand

“I got mad at appa and said things I shouldn’t have…I was told to break up with Changbin…and this” Hani said in a small voice as Hyunjin continued to swing her.

“I only have you…” Hani smiled as she played with her finger ring

“…And for that I am thankful” Hani smiled a bit as her tears threatened to fall.

“Hani-ah…” Hyunjin called as Hani sighed

“Mwooo~ Am I that pathetic?” she chuckled a bit

“No matter how many people shut their door at you, you know I will never turn my back to you right?” Hyunjin asked as Hani paused before nodding

“…won’t that be enough?” he asked as Hani stopped swinging as she turned back at Hyunjin

“…yeah” she smiled as she leaned her head on the chain of the swing

“Things will get better so just…chill okay?” Hyunjin said as Hani sighed

“Nothing heals, nothing gets better. Things just go from bad to worse in reality…”

“…So don’t tell me time heals everything; just tell me something that actually works…” Hani muttered as Hyunjin sighed sitting in front of her.

“Want me to tell you something?” he asked placing his hands on Hani’s lap

“From now on, can you just be deaf to whatever others tell you and follow your heart?” Hyunjin asked as Hani looked at him

“Follow what your heart tells you to. If it says –‘Yang Hani, go and be with him’ do that, if it says –“You don’t deserve this, leave it’, then do it” Hyunjin asid taking Hani’s tiny hands.

“…And if your heart don’t know either, you have Hwang Hyunjin” he smiled as Hani looked at him

“Don’t be sad” he smiled cupping her cheeks as tears streamed down Hani’s face

“Smile” he muttered as Hani stared at him.

Hyunjin slowly leaned in and kissed Hani as she sat there, confused of the whole situation, blinking.

Hyunjin slowly pulled away as he looked at her
“I-I’m sorry” he muttered when

“Hwang Hyunjin” a voice called as Hani and Hyunjin both turned back to find Changbin standing there with Ryujin

“How dare you” Changbin spat clenching his fist as he glared at Hyunjin, who stood up and faced his hyung

“So annoying” Changbin muttered as he punched Hyunjin on the face.

“OPPA!” Ryujin shouted shocked as Hani looked at the two guys beating each other up as she clenched her fist, tears streaming down.

“GEUMANHAE RAGO!’ she shouted standing up as the two paused, looking at her.

“Changbin, what gives you the right to do that?!” Hani shouted as she dragged the two apart

“You think I didn’t saw what happened?” Changbin asked, annoyed
“And what about me? Do you think I haven’t been seeing you with your new girlfriend for the past few weeks?!” Hani shouted as Changbin looked at her

“Do you really think I have a girlfriend?” Changbin asked as Hani sobbed, wiping her tears away with the sleeve of her cardigan

“I’m tired already Changbin-ah…oh?”

“This is not a Korean drama where I have to manage my life which is barely making through, this is not a drama where I don’t have a mom and a dad and when coping with all those…”

“I don’t have a freaking single minute to waste on the pretty girl in the kdramas with whom I compete to win you over!”

“My life is hard enough, instead of being with me and helping me out, don’t make yourself another battle I have to fight…please” Hani said, crying as Changbin put his hand forward to cup her cheeks

“No, please” Hani said taking a step backwards
“So go…don’t come back” Hani cried as she turned to walk away

“Did you only trust me that much?!” Changbin shouted as Hani turned back and walked back to him

“We’re done” Hani said taking out her finger ring and placing it in Changbin’s hand.

“…Hani” Changbin called as she looked at him, his eyes already b with tears

“Let’s not meet anymore” she said before walking away.

Changbin shouted frustrated as he threw the ring away, getting down on his knees as he cried.

“Yang Hani”