Concept: ANGST & FLUFF & SONG FIC

Taylor swift: Begin again, Everything has changed, Ours, The story of us, The way I loved you, Today was a fairy-tale, Ronan

Jr: Hey, stop thinking so much //Noticing that you’re lost in your own thoughts again during lesson. He taps on your shoulder, trying to stop you from thinking//

A Ra: Ah. I’m sorry. //Shaking your head, trying to get yourself back to your senses//

Jr: It’s okay. I understand. It’s hard. Take it easy on yourself alright. //Smiling ever so sweetly to you//

A Ra: I will.

 Jr: I know it’s hard forgetting him. But you got to try. It’s for the better. And I’m always here for you. //Ever so sincere with his words//

//You smiled back at him, feeling thankful that he was there for you. He was always like this, so kind and sweet to you. So sensible and incredible. Saying all the words you ever need to hear, and you couldn’t ask for anything better from him. Making you feel perfectly fine and comfortable with him. He was also charming and endearing, making all your friends jealous. But he can’t see the smile you're faking. Faking that your heart isn’t breaking. Faking that you’re not feeling anything at all. But he could clearly see that you’re not in love with him, which breaks his heart a whole lot//

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//Class ended for the day, and you were walking out of your last class with Jr. Walking in the hall way, when you saw him. Hwang Min Hyun. The one that you love whole heartily as if your life depends on it. You miss his smile, his eyes, his touch, his warm. How his hand fit just perfectly to yours. Everything about him. How you acted so insane because you love him. Cursing his name at 2am, making all the tables turn. Kissing in the rain. Screaming, crying, breaking down and coming undone, you never knew you could feel that much. It’s frustrating and intoxicating because he was so wild and crazy. Making you come back each time to him in the end, each time you tried to leave. He was a nightmare that dressed like a daydream//

Jr: //Wraps your wrist, pulling you back behind him, as if he was trying to protect you. Shooting death glare at him//

Min Hyun: I need to talk to A Ra.

Jr: She has nothing to talk to you about. //Glaring, he turn to you looking in to your eyes. Pleading you not to go to him//

A Ra: Sorry… //Giving Jr an apologetic smile. You pushed his hand that was gripping on you. You could tell he was hurting, but you did what you have to. You couldn’t bare to lead him on anymore. Walking away with Min Hyun, leaving him there//

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//Standing in the middle of an empty classroom. The tension between both of you were high. There were so many walls up between the both of you that you can’t break through. So many things you wish you knew about and so many miscommunications that lead to the fall out that both of you are having now. Neither of you were speaking, and it’s killing you. You’re dying to know if he feels the same way. You didn’t know when, but since the twist of fate, it was all broke down. And things are looking a lot like a tragedy now. God must have made some mistake in love. So many question in your mind. How did we end up this way? You’re scared to see the ending. You’re losing your mind seeing him here. Both of you held your pride like you should have held each other.

Both of you was nervously pulling at your own clothes, trying to look busy. Avoiding glance, avoiding each other. Pretending like this is nothing. You have never heard silence this loud. And this is looking alot like a contest, of who can act like they care less. But you prefer and liked it better when you were on his side. You’re ready to put your armour down if he said that he would rather love than fight. The battle was in his hands now. But you didn’t know what page he was on. And the story of both of you might be ending soon. The cold came, the dark days creep in to you mind. All the wishful thinking and mindless dreaming came back. Hoping you could go back in time and change it, but you can’t. And this freedom you have recently ain’t nothing but missing him. Wishing you realised it when he was still yours. You just want to turn it all around, making it all right and change his own mind.

He was so perfect, he still is, those eyes that made you lose yourself to him. Asking yourself in your head, if he remember sitting by the beach. With his arms around you for the first time. If he remembers when, everything was slipping right out of both of your hands. You ran out, crying. But he followed you out to the streets. Telling you that he would never leave you. Asking yourself if both of you were going to make it this time. While bracing for the GoodBye. It’s a roller coaster kind of rush. Thinking all love ever does was break and burn in the end//

Min Hyun: I love you……

//He close the gap between both you. Just like how he takes his walls down just for you. Walking up to you, pulling you to his embrace. Capturing you in a long and toxicating kiss. Making the butterflies in your stomach go crazy. Savouring each other with your lips and touch. Trying to make up for all the lost time you both had. Feeling like both of you have missed each other all this time. Braking the kiss eventually, you look at those eyes which made you feel like you’re home. Everything hasn’t change, you’re still his and his is still yours//

A Ra: I love you too.

//Hugging him close to you, while he did the same. None of you wanted to let go. You’re coming off a little shy today. Taking a deep breath, thanking god for him. Thinking you could finally have him to yourself. Thinking you could finally spend all day, looking at him throwing his head back laughing like a little kid at every little thing. Looking at him dancing before bed time, and then seeing him jumping on you, waking you up in the morning. Thinking you could finally whispered nothing but sweet words in each other’s ears. Things that you’ll never get tired of. Because you love him to the moon and back. Thinking you could finally hold him close to you//

Min Hyun: I missed you.

A Ra: I missed you too.

//You didn’t care about all the looks you’ll be getting from all your friends. From getting back and breaking up countless times with Min Hyun. Because, there is always someone who disapproves. And judge you like they know about you and him. But it’s not theirs to speculate if it’s right or wrong. As the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do. You never knew what people have up their sleeves. And life makes love look hard. The stakes are high, and the water is rough, but this love is both of yours. And your choice was always him. Hwang Min Hyun//

Min Hyun: This time. Let’s stay together for good.

A Ra: I would love too.

Min Hyun: Thank you for giving me another chance.

A Ra: Thank you for always coming back.

//He took you by the hand lovingly walking out of the school. Telling you that you looked beautiful when you clearly look like a mess. Making you feel like time always slows down when you’re with him. And giving you that smile that takes you to another planet every time. Every move he made and everything he say feels so right. All you could say is that, things are getting so much clearer than before. And nothing makes sense when he was not around. It must have been the way he saves you, when you used to be a damsel in distress. It must have been the way he kissed you//

Min Hyun: I love you A Ra. I love you so much. I can never leave you. Nothing is ever right when you’re gone. And nothing was ever going well when you’re not here with me.

A Ra: I love you to Min Hyun. I love you so much. I feel the same as you. You’re my love, my life, my drug that I need constantly with me. I could never leave as well.

//Smiling at each other lovingly. Both of you couldn’t take your glance away from each other. The grip on both of your hands holding each other tightens. Neither one of you wants to let go. Neither one of you want to look away from each other. Nothing has ever felt this right. Nothing has ever felt this deep//