With You

Love is deaf

Wonwoo's father was absent for the most of his childhood. He was a travelling engineer and was almost always on a plane to some foriegn country or alone in his hotel room wishing to see his family after months of silent distance. When Wonwoo lost his hearing his father was in France repairing a dangerous machine in a factory. He never called when he was working, he had no time, so he didn't  found out about Wonwoo's unfortunate event until he came home. His father arrived back in South Korea late at night long after Wonwoo's bedtime. Wonwoo had been waiting eagerly for many hours but never heard him enter through the front door or climb the stairs to his bedroom, when he opened the door Wonwoo jumped. His dad asked him how he was but Wonwoo only saw the movement in his lips. He felt cold and empty as if someone had scooped a section of his heart out with an ice cream spoon. He tried hard to listen for his dad's sobs when Wonwoo didn't reply but his ears were too stubborn, he was trapped with the image of guilty tears rolling down his father cheeks. He sat by his bed and Wonwoo patted his head "It's ok Daddy," he said. His hand was miniature compared to the untidy mop on his father's head, it disappeared under a blanket of black when he tried to comfort him. His father tried to smile but a few pats on the head could do nothing for the guilt he felt. He hadn't been there when his son needed him the most. "You have to speak with your hands now. I can't hear you anymore." He said as he felt his stomach knot and writhe. He was hurting too.

Wonwoo didn't get to hear his father one last time before he went deaf. He would give anything to go back in time and somehow change that.

That memory had played on his mind many times since him and Mingyu had broken up. He feared that one day he would meet Mingyu again and he would open his mouth to ask how he was and no sound would come out. He couldn't bear loosing Mingyu's voice and feeling that emptiness all over again.

But now, as Wonwoo stood frozen under a sky of cold rain letting the people around his splash beads of water at his ankles as they passed, he realised something incredible. God, fate, destiny or whatever controlled the happenings of his life was giving him a second chance. He wished he could've heard his father one last time but never got to. At that moment he was being given the opportunity to take back his miracle and save himself from a loss he wouldn't be able to cope with.

"Wonwoo? Is that you?" The low soothing growl ran through the rain and warmed Wonwoo from the inside out. He felt as if his heart was glowing, a tiny fire had been rekindled and flickered between his lungs.

He turned dropping his bags and met the eyes of the voice.

"Mingyu." He breathed, exasperated, and ran straight at his chest. "Never do that to me again."

"I won't," the voice that sounded like honeysuckle and strawberries was muffled by Wonwoo's hair, "I promise."

Mingyu held him tight sending a million apologies through his strong arms. With his cheek in Wonwoo's hair and hands tight around his back Mingyu's sighed, he let out the guilt, the pain, the heartbreak, and the longing that had clogged his airways for months on end into the air. He watched the cloud he breathed fade with the wind and hoped that it would carry it far away, somewhere were he would never come across it again.

"There has not been a single day were I haven't thought about you, Wonwoo."

Wonwoo nodded, "Me too. I'm sorry." He broke the hug but the feelings lingered.

He looked up at Mingyu's cat-like eyes and smiled. He had missed them, the way they turned to crescent moons when he smiled and the iridescent twinkle that never left. He looked to his mouth at the very lips that had told him "sleep well" when he thought he couldn't. Then to the nose that pointed when he smiled. Wonwoo never wanted to spend another day without them.

Three words can mean a million things, fix a thousand heartbreaks and solve a hundred problems. It took an "I forgive you" from Wonwoo which stuck a bandaid on both their hearts and an "I love you" from Mingyu that bandaged them up.

Wonwoo knew as the words danced off his lips that he never wanted to leave Mingyu again.

Love comes in many different forms; love is blind, love is mute, love is deaf. It just takes a miracle to come around and make that love possible.

Wonwoo learnt that not all miracles are perfect. Some make terrible mistakes, some don't stay around for long, some are only subtle and sometimes hard to find. His was an idiot but quite possibly the best part of his life and he would forever love his miracle for as long as he lived.

-End-
 

 

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livvhun
So, I accidently forgot to add chapter 19 when I wrote it so I just added it now. It's called crush. If you havent read it on Wattpad please read it now it's been added to the story. It's kind of very important. oops

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uygnim #1
why cant i save to offline this story :((( it says that the author prohibited it :(((
Callistone
#2
This is a really beautiful story. I really like it. Thank you
JustRoamingAround 11 streak #3
Thank you for writing this beautiful story
JustRoamingAround 11 streak #4
Chapter 4: Poor Wonwoo getting headphones when he is deaf, but it's fine because the intention is more important than the gift
Turellia_Del_Rynn #5
Chapter 29: I really enjoyed reading this story, it was so beautiful!
I send you my love (^_-)-☆
AaronBurr
#6
Chapter 28: My very first comment on this fic still stands. This truly is one of the most beautiful fics I've ever read. Kinda sad to see it end, though.
ireallylikesehun #7
Chapter 11: hi!!! i started reading awhile ago and i've been reading slowly but your fic is super good! i'm only up to chapter 11 so that should give you an idea of where i'm at, but its so good!!! i'm writing a meanie fic right now and i often come to your fic for inspo (i promise i dont steal ur content i just like the way you write) but uh yeah ty for writing this its so good omg im shookth
InfinitExotic
#8
Chapter 29: This was amazing! I’m so sad that it’s over now *ugly sobbing* but it was a great read and I thoroughly enjoyed everything! The part that I liked most was probably the group chat! I loved everyone so much ;-; even Joshua, although he did things he shouldn’t have but poor bb was just hurt. I wouldn’t change a single thing about this amazing book! Well, maybe besides Minghao and Jun’s relationship XD I’m using that word a lot but it truly was and is amazing haha I absolutely loved all the characters and how Wonwoo slowly opened up to Mingyu. Thank you, you beautiful human being for writing this incredible book! I enjoyed reading it a lot!!
dowoonsdrum
#9
Chapter 29: this book was great i loved it so much u g h. i think my favorite part was just the couple hanging out in general and when wonwoo met the guys and they all found a way to communicate with him i found it really cute. my least favorite part was when jOSH would just come out of nowhere and ruin but it carried the plot anyways and the time when mingyu basically ignored wonwoo like wtf gyu. tbh i dont know who my favorite character was bc i loved them all but i think i like seokmin the most cuz he's so clueless at times and he doesn't he even know it it's adorable. i wish seokmin and josh got together in the end so josh could finally get the love he deserves and i also wish that junhao could've possibly become friends irland sht. i wouldnt really change anything i mean the story's great as it is.

thank u for ur talent pls bless us with more ily
dowoonsdrum
#10
Chapter 28: i cri that was beautiful im glad they ended up together in the end i mean we all knew wonwoo couldnt bear to live without gyu so wiE this was beautiful thank u