"I...knew you?" That was the first question that came to my mind. At that moment i was very confused, i couldn't think clearly about what was going on. All this time i thought that i was a stranger for them, someone that they had to protect. But for Himchan it seemed that i was more than that. i was a person that he knew. Why all of the sudden he made that confession? I was trying desperate for a month to learn more about them and he just threw the truth right to my face. That wasn't something Himchan would normaly do. But his face and the way he was looking at me were convincing enough to make me believe me. He was being honest. "Remember that i was in special forces? I had a mission with Yongguk and with my other teamates. You wanted to came with us and we accepted you" "Why would i ever wanted to go with you? I don't understand." I looked at him worrying about the answer he was ready to tell me. Maybe he was just trying to test me or something. But once again he was seemed to be honest. "Let's just say that i was a good friend of you and you didn't want to leave me. Now step back and leave the room. We talked enough" I took two or three steps back so i could give Himchan enough room and then my eyes focused on the floor beneath my feet. I was once friends with Himchan, that was something impossible. We aren't going well now how we were friends in the past? That was kind of ironic. Right now my feelings were a mix of shock and disbelieve and Himchan wasn't capable enough to give me a good explanation of what was going on between us. My gaze again locked with his. "You know hyung, this doesn't make any sense. Why i wanted to follow you? How good friends we were?" Himchan huffed and walked towards me. "Since the time i got you here the only thing you do is asking question. Have you realized that? You are always so suspicious. You are always questioning everything. Haven't we gain your trust yet? What else we are supposed to do? Well the truth is that you knew me in the past. Not only me but all of us. What do you though? That we would put five lifes in risk just to save one man? We were all friends of you and we wanted you safe. That's why we are all here. To bring you back to the organisation safe." He suddenly grabbed my arm and pulled me so closed to him that i could his hot breath touching my face. "I know very well that i am not the most likeable person for you but i am going to risk everything so you can be safe." I was shocked when i heard Himchan saying those words. I felt my heart skipping a beat while my mind was still trying to form a logical aspect of what was happening. Not only the fact that he had embarassed me by saying that i was unfaithfull to them had shocked me but also that he would do everything to keep me safe. That was the nicest thing i never heard from him. In the end Himchan was something more than a cold person and i felt like a jerk for not realizing this sooner. But then a sudden move had snapped me out of my thoughts. Before i even had the time to speak, Himchan just pushed me out of the room and slamed forcefully the door. Without even thinking twice i started banging the door asking him to let me get in. It was late. I heard him locking the door.
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"Am i suspicious?" I asked Youngjae who was sitting next to me. It was late afternoon, and me, Youngjae and Yongguk were at the living room. Yongguk was sitting at the couch opposite of us planning the last details of our way out. Tomorrow we were finally going to leave. As i knew we would delivery the gallons of water we had gathered all this month and then we would go straight to their organization. Yongguk said that the United Government was still trying to find me, so he had to make sure that i was safe. "Well...you kinda are. I mean since the day Himchan hyung brought you here the only thing you do is asking. It's somehow logical, we practically kidnaped you but..as Himchan finally told you we were friends of yours so..yeah" Youngjae huffed and looked away from me. "W-What else did Himchan tell you?" "Nothing. I told you everything we said. Why? There are more? Come on now. I am tired of this, if you want to tell me the truth just tell me the whole truth not some parts of it" "It's not that easy Daehyun" I looked at Yongguk who put his tablet upon his knees and then looked straight at me. "It's very complicated. Yes there are more things that you should know. But be patient" He then looked back at his tablet. "Himchan is right. You indeed are suspicious" Yongguk laughed and at the same time he shrugged his shoulders. 

Some minutes had past and as i was having a conversation i heard a voice coming behind me "Daehyun" I turned my head towards the source of the voice realizing that it belonged to Himchan. After the incident we had this morning i didn't see him. Neither when we were eating nor when Yongguk announced the plan of how we would leave. I was actually shocked when i saw him. I immediatelly stood up from the couch and came towards him. "Hyung, i want to tell you-" Himchan quickly interrupted me "Before saying anything,i will have to tell you that if the next time you do something that you were not supposed to do, i will hit you so hard that you will even forget what your name is. Am i clear?" I didn't expect such an answer from him, he indeed caught me off guard. For a moment, i thought that he would be more gentle like he was at morning but i guess he came back to his usual self. "I..i just wanted to apologize for what happened this morning. I know that you are mad at me, but there is not reason for you to talk to me like that." I sat back at the couch next to Youngjae. The truth is that if Himchan had told me this some days ago i would surely be mad. But this time it was different. I actually felt disappointed and for some reason, i was also sad. I heard someone huffing and some seconds later Himchan was in front of me, handing me something. "This is for you. Don't ask me how i know. We were friends, i knew you" I looked,curious, the thing that he handed me. It was a yellowish box, i read the information that were written and i realized i was holding pills for the anemia that i had. They were surely different from those i was taking before. And then it hit me. The familiar voice i had listen this morning was the voice of my doctor. I looked back at Himchan throwing the little box away. "Why my doctor was here this morning? How did you know him?" At this time everyone was looking at me in shock. Especially Yongguk, who had already came near me. "Didn't we tell you to stay upstairs?" "I asked something! Why did my doctor was here? I am sure you all know that the pills he was giving me were not for anemia. And i am absolutely sure that he was trying to make me not remember my past. Since i stopped taking his pills i started remembering things. Also i don't have nightmares amymore." "Daehyun, relax. It's not how it looks like." I felt Youngjae's hand upon my hand, but quickly i push it away. "No it is how it looks like." I saw Himchan opening his mouth but Yongguk spoke first. "The doctor...is an agent from our organization. We somehow had to make sure that you wouldn't start remembering things." I look with disbelieve at him. "So..your organization is responsible for making me have a memory loss. Not the United Government am i right?" I huffed and abruptly stood up but Himchan's hand pushed me back to the couch. "Stop being stupid Daehyun. Think before you say something like that. Our organization knew that you were inside New Seoul. We somehow had to make sure that you wouldn't remember anything till the day we would bring you back to us. If you would, the United Government would try to kill you. Just right now. We were actually trying to protect you. Just accept it. We are all at your side not against you." I looked everyone and then remained silent for some seconds, trying to connect all the information i had together. But something seemed to be wrong. "Ok. Let's say that i believe that. Then why are you giving me pills? I don't have anemia and that's for sure. Except if you are trying to hide something from me. You see..i am not that stupid."