I just find out there’s a page that translated my fanfic - as far as I remember - never ask for my permission. I don’t care if you put full credit to me or whatever. I am very much open if you want to translate it to any language but talk to me first. I don’t think it would be that hard. It would be nice if we respect each other, no? If whoever had done this or about to do thing like this, don’t. There’s a perfectly working private message option in AFF. Click that icon and discuss it with me.

I hope something like this will never happen anymore. 

Does it sound like I’m angry? Lol. No. I am not angry (haven’t reach that point at least, I’m still cool). That’s just the usual me talking.

So, talk up, people! And enjoy the update!

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1 year later.

Taeyeon welcomed by the dark room and silence. She carefully made her way to the common room, turning on the lamp on her way. She glanced at her watch. It was past midnight. Her wife and children were definitely asleep.

With a glass of wine in her hand, Taeyeon sat on the chair in the kitchen. She caressed her temple, hoping it’d ease the tense. She sipped the liquor slowly, letting it washed her dry throat.

Slowly, her research started to find a light. She’d been working day and night in the lab doing the project for more or less a year now. A little more of hard work, she was sure, it was there, she was getting there.

She leaned at her back, eyes wondering around the room. The view of the triplet’s photo on the fridge constricted her chest a bit. She missed them. When was the last time she spent time with them? Two weeks ago? Last month? When? What did they do? What was the last story she read for them before sleep? Was it The Little Mermaid? Beauty And The Beast? Or was it Donald Duck? She forgot.

Don’t even start on when was the last time she made love to her wife or slept beside her for that matter. It had been ages, she believed.

Instantly, she felt like she was the worst mother and wife on earth. The guilt ate her alive. She quickly shook her head, swallowing her drink in one go and then poured another glass.

She rested her head on the kitchen island as she started to drive off to sleep.

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Something poked her leg. She ignored it as she adjusted to more comfortable position. Her back, arms and neck were aching but she couldn’t careless. What she needed was sleep.

“Momma!”

The sudden scream jolted her up. Her head throbbed painfully. “What the f–” She stopped herself in time when she saw Aorta and Venous, with the biggest smile on their face was staring at her. “Aorta, what are you doing?” She gave him disapproving look. “Don’t yell at home.”

Those smile faded gradually but Taeyeon didn’t notice that. She had to put the wine back to its place before her kids’ curiosity kicked out.

“Momma home late again? Venous wait long.” The little girl rambled. She was so excited to see her mother.

“I need to make money, Venous.” She answered curtly. Her head felt heavy, she badly needed sleep. Her mood was bad due to rudely awakening. “Otherwise you couldn’t get all those toys and meat.”

“What did you say?” Another voice joined the conversation.

Taeyeon turned to see her wife standing near her kids with obiviously unhappy face while her arms folded in front of her chest. Tiffany squatted down to Aorta and Venous’s level, asking them to wake their brother up. They slowly walked out of the room with dejected heart.

“Their behavior is getting out of my hand.” Taeyeon put the glass in the sink then washed her hands.

“You have no right to talk that way to my children.” Tiffany warned her.

“What?”

“You ask for them, Taeyeon. Not the other way around.” Tiffany gritted her teeth. “They don’t understand what you do. What they want is your time. Only your time. They miss you, we all do.”

“Fany, I have a job-”

“You are not a doctor inside this house, Taeyeon. You’re their mother, you’re my wife. Start act like it. And guess what? Your arrogance is not valid here. You’re tired with your job? Then quit, I can make money, too.” Tiffany said coldly.

“That’s not what I meant-”

“That’s exactly what you meant. That’s exactly what you said to them not a minute ago. You never get to return the time, Taeyeon. They’re growing up. They’re not going to be this small and innocent forever. Set the distance with them now and you’re going to regret it later.” 

“Fany, I’m trying to-”

“Trying to what?”

“…” Taeyeon didn’t have the answer.

“Tae–”

“Look, I’m tired. I’ll make it up to you, all of you, okay? Just be patient a little longer.”

“We’ve been doing nothing but wait, Taeyeon.” Tiffany clenched her jaw, turning out her heels away from her wife.

Taeyeon watched Tiffany’s back disappeared inside the kids’ room. Sighing heavily, she took a long hot shower then getting ready for another stressful work.

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7.26 a.m., Taeyeon stared at the clock, contemplating how many minutes she could s