SHINee won tonight on M Countdown. Key texts me and tells me they are about 30 minuets way and to have a bag ready for tonight. I’m guessing we are having another SHINee gives no F’s sleepover. My guess is right because they have already picked up Amber and Onew is driving. Minho hates it when Amber and I get around each other because we are constantly talking in English. Key doesn't hate it but also isn't fond of it. We talk really fast and get all girly so it is hard for him to keep up. We get back to the dorm and we start to play truth or dare everything escalates pretty quickly because now we are talking about things the members have done in closets at music shows. I lean over to Key and ask if we can leave with out response or hesitation he grabs my hand and we walk out the door. “Where do you want to go babe?” he asks pulling me closer to him. “Somewhere warm.” I say clinging to him. Its not exactly cold out side but I am in a tank top and shorts. We end up at a hotel he walks in first and gets the room number texts it to me and then I go up about 30 minuets later. We do this so that our faces wont be plastered on every fan site tomorrow morning. We lie in bed and watch reruns of dramas and talk. At some point my shirt comes off and we are now kissing. I run my hands threw his hair as he kisses my neck. I’m not sure if I’m ready for this but I don’t want to stop either. I snap back into reality. “Kibum stop I cant not right now I’m not ready.” He seams fine with this he pulls away and grabs my shirt for me. “I’m sorry babe I know.” I start to explain my self and he stops me with a kiss. “Its ok you don’t have any thing to apologize for if your not ready your not ready.” We lay back and fall asleep. In the morning I wake up to a kiss and the sweet smell of Key. I don’t open my eyes right away because I want to just take in the feel of this moment. When I am about to open my eyes I am stopped by Kibum’s lips on my eyelids. “Don’t open your eyes yet.” He whispers. I raise my eyebrows in question but there is no response. In fact the room is dead silent. I feel Kibum move away from me and I am about to sit up and ask him what this is all about when I feel the full weight of Kibum on my legs and his hands are on my stomach tickling me. I do not like being tickled because I get violent. I can’t help this it just happens. Before I know it Kibum is off me and he is on the floor. “Yah, What was the for?” He asks completely dumbfounded. I bust out laughing “You just learned something new about me. I'm not good at being tickled. I get quite violent. I am sorry are you ok?” When I finish Kibum is now on his feet and just staring at me. His eyes are so beautiful. I get off the bed and rap my arms around his waist. I look at him with the best puppy dog eyes I got and tell him I am sorry. What he does next surprises me. I no longer have my feet on the ground. I am in Kibum’s arms and he is kissing me. I pull away from the kiss and he is smiling so big. “What is that smile for?” I ask him because I don’t understand how you can be so happy after being pushed off the bed by your girlfriend. “You.” This is all he says. “Me? What about me?” He sets me down on the edge of the bed and sits in front of me. “I am so glad we met. I am so glad that everyday I get to learn new things about you. I want to keep doing this for a long time.” He leans and kisses me between my eyes. “Kim Kibum why are you so stinking perfect?” I push my self back on the bed and tap the spot beside me summoning him to come sit next to me. He does. “I would like to play a game with you.” I say to him watching close to see if he reacts weird. “What game?” he asks and I can tell he is interested. “It is a game called 20 questions.” He raises his eyebrows and motions for more explanation. “I will go first and ask you a question then you go and ask me a question. It can be anything you want. Nothing is off limits.” When I finish I see a smile spread across his face. “Ok.” Is all he says. He agreed so fast I don’t have a question yet. I guess I can start off simple. “What is your favorite color?” He knows mine but I don’t know his and his response surprises me a little. “Pink.” “Pink? Why pink?” I push on but he shakes his finger. “Only 1 question it is my turn.” Did Kibum really just pull that card on me? “Wow ok, your turn. What is your question?” I say in my annoyed voice. He thinks for a little bit and then asks, “I can’t believe this but I don’t know where you actually live in the states. So that is my question what state are you from?” I laugh I cant believe I really haven’t told him that. I guess it is because I can easily look this kind of stuff up on the internet if I want to know something about him. “I am from a state called Oklahoma and I live in its capital city called Oklahoma City.” He looks at me “Oklahoma City, Oklahoma? Wow that was a real original name.” I laugh at him of course Key would be worried about how original a town name is. I think about my question then ask wanting to get a bit deeper. “So that girl you took to the park who would that be?” For a second he seems confused then answers “Oh that well actually there was no girl I wanted to just make a promise to you that I would confess to the girl I like now.” I turn away because I am probably smiling like an idiot. Kibum grabs my face and makes me look at him. “I don’t want you to look away from me when you are embarrassed.” I can only nod my head yes. Kibum kisses me on the forehead then asks, “How many boyfriends have you had in America?” I would like to say I have had none but I did date a kid in high school. “One in high school. It was dumb, but you do dumb things when you are a freshman.” He looks surprised. “What?” I ask really confused. “You only had 1?” He asks. “Yes. How many girlfriends have you had?” I ask this because I am curious if he feels bad about me only having 1 boyfriend. “I actually haven’t had any girlfriends. I came into training really early so I didn’t have time. I was only surprised at your 1 boyfriend because you are just so damn gorgeous that I don’t understand why the boys weren’t all over you.” There he goes again taking my question and making his answer a compliment to me. “It is your turn again.” He thinks “Did you ever tell that one boy you loved him?” I did but I didn’t mean it. “Yes, but I was only 15 years old and I had no idea what love was. I still don’t know what it is but I feel like I am starting to understand.” Kibum’s eyes are pretty intense so I look away trying to lighten the subject with my next question. “My turn. Was JongKey ever a real thing?” I say this as I wiggle my eyebrows. “No Jjong did have a crush on me in the beginning and I just found out that him and Tae think I am y but no I am straight.” He says this with a laugh and I know I pulled myself out of that weird situation. I want to love Kibum but I don’t know if I do yet. I want to say it when the time is right not while playing some silly game. We continue on asking questions for a little longer when we realize what time it is. “I better get back to the dorm.” Kibum says. “Can I come with? I want to say hi to the others.” We go back to the dorm as soon as we get there the managers are on Key asking where we went and what he thought he was doing taking a girl out like that. He just responds with a shrug of the shoulders and goes to his room. Ailee, Amber and I decide to have a girl’s day. We go to the spa and then out to lunch. We talk about everything but SHINee for the most part. It’s surprising how much we have in common. Amber tells us she is planning an event for Minho but she will need our help she needs to get the others out of the dorm for one night. Obviously we know how we can get Kibum and Jinki out but we are not sure about the other two. We go back to Allies place to watch the boys on Music Bank they win again and they come over and stay at Ailee's. Taemin and Jonghyun take the down stairs bedroom. Onew and Ailee stay in her room. Minho Amber Kibum and I could have our own rooms but we decide to just stay in the living room. This may have been a bad idea because it is right in between the down stairs bedrooms and we can hear everything from both of them. The four of us end up going out for dinner. We can go on double dates like this because Amber and the boys have always been close and since Amber and I hangout a lot everyone just thinks we are friends form when she lived in America. All through dinner I cant keep my eyes off of Kibum he catches me starring once or twice but it doesn't bug him he just gives me a smile and goes back to his previous conversation. When we get back to Ailee's house Kibum pulls me into the bathroom. “Hey is something wrong you kept looking at me all night. Is everything ok are you ok did I do something wrong?” I laugh and kiss his cheek “Nothing is wrong you were just so stunning tonight and I just couldn’t keep my eyes off of you.” I say blushing and turning away. He abruptly grabs my face and makes me look at him. “I told you this morning don’t turn away form me when your embarrassed.” Our faces are so close that I can feel his breath on my nose. I just fall into him. He holds me. “ I just don’t want you to ever hide from me.” He says. Cutting him off fast is a loud nock on the door. “Guys I have to pee please let me in.” we hear Jonghyun yell from the other side of the door. I nod my head and kiss him and we leave. When we get back to the living room Amber and Minho are asleep on the floor. Key and I sit on the couch and do the same thing we always do before bed. We watch reruns of K-Dramas. About half way threw the first one I fall asleep in the warm arms of my precious Kim Kibum.
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