Minho POV

            When the concert is over we all head backstage. Jinki disappears as soon as he gets out of his concert clothes. Jonghyun and Taemin book it back to the dorm and Key goes off with Chloe. I am left alone I have no plans and no one to go to. I decide to go to the practice room for a little bit. I am not going to practice hard core but I do want to work out some of the mistakes I made tonight. I run View like 10 times then I decide I am done for the night. When I am leaving I run into F(x). They are working on their comeback so it makes sense that they are still here. Amber notices me first. “Hey oppa. What are you doing here? Didn’t you guys have a concert tonight?” She asks me. I do have a crush on Amber but I have gotten pretty good at hiding it. “We did have a concert but all the others ran off and I was left alone so I came to practice a bit more before I went to bed.” Honestly I don’t want to go back to the dorm right now because honestly Jjong and Tae are probably having too much fun and I don’t want to hear it. “Why don’t you come celebrate with us tonight we just nailed the first part of our choreography and we were going to have some drinks and seeing how you had successful concert you should join us.” As Amber says this the others shake their heads. When we get to their dorm we go to the living room and all get our own bottle of soju. Once we finish our first we get another and that seems go keep going for a good 2 hours. We at one point decide to play spin the bottle. The girls don’t want to kiss each other so it is pretty much spin the bottle for no reason than kiss Minho. After about my 4^th bottle of soju my memory gets fuzzy. I remember us playing strip poker I think but we could have just been taking off our clothes just because. The members started to slowly disappear and it was just Krystal and I left. We ended up making out and at some point moved to her room. It must have gotten really heated because I woke up with what I was still wearing when I came in the room is now on the floor. Krystal is passed out next to me. What was I thinking? I get up and put my boxers back on then head to the living room and put on the rest of my clothes. Amber is in the kitchen. “Hey Amber good morning” I say hoping she doesn’t know what happened with Krystal. She doesn’t respond and I know that my hope was in vain. I just leave with out a word. When I get back to the dorm everyone is there. I don’t think I look to good because Taemin’s voice sounds concerned when he asks where I was. “The f(x) dorm” I say. Key gets all excited thinking I confessed to Amber. I tell him we got drunk and I ended up in bed with Krystal. I break down and start crying. I ruined everything. This gets Key up and now he is in diva mode, which I am not in the mood to deal with right now. He is insisting we go back to the f(x) dorm. I don’t know if I could show my face there ever again let alone right now but Key will not give up. On the ride over there I try to convince Key to let me go. “You are going to do this now. You made me face Chloe right away so you are going to face Amber.” He says with out any hesitation. “But you didn’t sleep with one of her best friends.” My voice cracks and I start to cry again. We arrive in what seams like seconds. “Kim Kibum I am not ready and I cannot do this right now.” He wont let it go. He pulls me out of the car and drags me inside. Thankfully he listens to my plea and he goes and talks to Amber first. When he comes back he tells me that she is ready to hear what I have to say. I go in all the other members are gone. Amber is sitting on the couch and I go and kneel down in front of her. I lower my head. “I am so sorry Amber.” My voice is still not stable. “For what its not like we were a thing I just thought you liked me but I guess not.” You can hear the hurt in her voice. “Amber I do like you a lot. I know being drunk is no excuse but I don’t know what else to say. I really really like you and have ever since I first meet you. I hope you can forgive me and at least be my friend because it would be to much for me to ask you to be anything more than that.” When I finish we sit in silence. I look up to see what I can read from her face. She slaps me. I deserve that. “Choi Minho I forgive you this time but don’t you ever do that again or we are over do you understand?” When she says this I don’t think I hear it at first. We are over? Wait does that mean we are a thing? “Over?” I ask dazed. “Yes over as in we wont be a thing anymore. We are a thing now so stop sleeping around with other girls do you understand?” She has to look away when she says this because she is embarassed. “We are a couple now?” My mood has switched so fast that I can’t take it and I feel light headed. “Yes we are a couple and don’t forget it.” I hear a high-pitched squeal that could have come from no one else but Kibum. Of course he was listening. “Minho-ah good job! See I told you that you could do it.” Kibum’s voice brings me back to reality. I am now in a relationship with Amber. The Amber I have liked for 5 years now. The beautiful, amazing, unstoppable, incredible rapper Amber. The girl that can rap better then any guy in K-POP she is mine all mine and no one else’s. “I will leave you two alone. I have a girl waiting for me back at my dorm.” Key says taking his leave. We sit in silence for a moment then Amber asks if I want to play some video games. Wow could this girl get anymore attractive. We play her soccer game for a while and then we end up cuddling on the couch. Since we have spent so much time together it dose not take much for us to get comfortable. She shows me the choreography for their comeback. I teach her the dance for View she is a fast learner so she picks it up easily. Then we end up falling asleep on the couch. Around 3 I tell her I have to go and get ready for the concert. She does not want me to leave so I take a shower there. This gives me more time with her. Just as I am about to leave I have a great idea. “You should come chill backstage tonight. You can meet Chloe, that is Key’s American girlfriend.” I tell her. “Someone I can talk to in my first language I am in.” She seams excited. We leave and head to the arena. I am feeling better about tonight’s concert because of all the practice I had yesterday. The concert goes great and this time when it is over I am not alone. Chloe and Amber have bonded and Kibum and I decide to go on a double date. We end up going to the Lee’s house because anywhere in public would just be crazy right now. When we get there we find out that Chloe has some board games. We decide to play couples life. I don’t think this is how the game is supposed to be played but Chloe said lets see how our futures look. We all thought it was a fun idea so we went along with it. In the end Chloe and Key ended up winning. Then we all decided to have a sleepover in the downstairs living room. I lay next to Amber’s warm body all night and it is easy for me to fall asleep tonight unlike the last couple nights. I hold her all night. When we wake up I don’t want to leave I just want to hold her for the rest of the day. I know I must leave. The girls walk us up stairs, Key gives Chloe a kiss and that just makes everything awkward but Amber being Amber brakes the awkwardness and gives me a kiss. When we pull away it makes me want to stay even longer. We hug and Key and I leave to go get ready for the concert. When we get to the concert and before I even get the chance Kibum yells at the other members. ”Guys our precious Minho and Amber have had their first kiss.” The boys run to me and tackle me. It is weird to think that we are all now in relationships. This is the last night and after we have Jjong’s radio show. Our album also comes out tonight. Today is just going to be so eventful. The concert goes by so fast again we don’t even have time to relax before we are rushed off to the radio show. How Jonghyun does this show every week is amazing I am already tired but the energy from the fans keeps us all wake. When our album is released there is amazing response. The radio show goes by in a flash. When it is all done I send Amber a text. Thank you for being with me this weekend you mean the world to me. I send the text and go to sleep. The weekend that started out awful turned out to be on of the best weekends I have ever had.