It’s been a year since everything occurred. A year filled with loads of adversities but also unforgettable memories. One year from now, I could never imagine my life to take such a drastic turn. We’ve been through a lot together, haven’t we?

If it wasn’t for you, would I still be alive? I don’t know but you taught me that being different is a good thing, I learned alot from you. Everyday, I explored something new. Can I be more greatful?

It’s funny how we alway fussed about every single thing that crossed our minds but those were the moments I appreciated the most. If I could reverse time, I would go back to the first day we met - the most delightful day in my entire life. I knew even then that you’d turn my world upside down. I couldn’t go a day without thinking about your adorable smile along with those shimmering eyes.

I remember.. I remember how we fought about a girl.. do you remember? You were crazy about her and it was hard for me not to become jealous. I thought if I also joined the game, maybe you would lose interest and see me instead. Yet, you only had eyes for her while I stood there by the side - seeing you loving someone who wasn’t me.

A tear falls down…

That phase was probably the most difficult one to manage. Deep down I knew a guy like you would never have interest for a hermit like me but I couldn’t just give up. I mean you made me feel complete and still it hurt like hell because somehow I knew I was too different, therefore I became invisible for you.

I stayed strong for your sake because she was important to you & made you lucky. I couldn’t help but smile when I saw the happiness in your eyes, e