I ran away...  I ran away from yuri cause i don't want to hurt her, she's been my very close friend since i was young and i don't want to ruin our friendship just because of love. 
I take a cab and to go home and went straightly to my room.

*flashback*

"I LOVE YOU JESSICA JUNG WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT?"

"I'm sorry yuri, you can't love me... I'm not the one for you" i said then she hold my hand but i immediately pull it away.

"i can't i love you? Is it because of taeyeon? gosh jessica please wake up! Taeyeon is already married... And you're just a mistress.. A fuvckin mistress! Eventhough she love's you, that can't erase the fact that your commiting a sin.. Cause your loving a person who's marrried and will going to a have a baby. You're destroying a family! You're ruining a marriage!"

I slap her....

I know everything she said was right but, it hurts me so much.

"the hell you care!! I know what i'm doing, i know this is wrong but you don't have the right to insult me cause you don't know what i'm feeling! You don't know what i'm getting through right now!" i yelled at her and walked away but she followed me and hugged me from my back.

"i'm sorry, i just don't want you to be hurt, i don't want you to be the second choice.. You deserve much better than this jessica, you deserve to be loved whole heartedly, you deserve someone who will be with you forever.. Please just choose me, let me love you" she said and i feel her tears on my shoulder..
I ran away from her and take a cab to send me home, i'm sorry yuri but... I really love taeyeon, she's the one i will love forever

*end of flashback*

I wiped my tears off, i don't want my sister to see me crying again so i just turn on the tv.

"mommy jessica!"

Someone called me...

Kyungsan??? I saw i child running towards me.. The child who used to be the reason why taeyeon and i once had a fight. But he's also the child that brings happiness in my life and in taeyeon's life.

*flashback*
/junior college/

"taeyeon!!! You already have a son????" i walked over to taeyeon, i barge in her classroom thank god they don't have a class right now cause im burning in anger and glaring at her. How dare she have the guts to court me when she didn't even tell me that she already have a son at a young age!

"uhmmm. Ye---yea--yeahhh, i... Ha...have a... a son..." taeyeon nervously answered me.

"why didn't you tell me? How old are you now? Where is her father or mother?" i asked her in disbelief.. she got pregnant at a young age, or she impregnate a girl? Goshhh!!!

"can we just talk about this later?" she said. Grrrr and now she's trying to ignore this topic!

"No! Let's talk about this now. Right N.O.W!" i said then she pulled me towards the parking lot. And pushed me inside her car. She's so rude!

"kyungsan is not my son" she said while were in her car.

"don't hide your son taeyeon! Be a responsible mother! Why are you saying that he's not your son? Don't hide it anymore, sooyoung and