just to be clear. this is back to jessica's pov and present time.

10:00..

10:30...

11:00.....

11:30.......

30 minutes from now, taeyeon and tiffany will marry each other. should i go?

"unnie! you're looking again in the clock, i told you already don't go to their wedding, you will just hurt yourself there" krystal said to me.

"but krys... i really want to go there" i said

"what?? i will not let you go there you're being stupid unnie" she frowned at me.

"but it really hurts me to think that i'm just only sitting here while the person i love is getting married, someone is taking her away from me" my tears started to fall....

"what are going to do there unnie? you will stop the wedding? that's bull" my sister is really mad right now.

"i just want to go to my 'girlfriend and bestfriend's wedding' that's it" i sarcastically said.

"you're being sarcastic again" krystal said then chuckeled.
i force a smile on my lips while i mentally thanked my sister for being with me always since the day that taeyeon and i broke up.

"please krystal, this is the last time" i begged at her and i know she can't resist me, my sister loves me so much so she just now in agreement.

i decided to call yuri to send to me the church where taeyeon and tiffany will exchange their vows.

after some minutes.. yuri came and i hopped in her car..
while were on the way, no one is talking.. she's not talking to me so i just keep my silent, i don't know what to say to her if she asked me why am i doing this, because all i know is that i want to go that church and stop the wedding i will get my taengoo back to me.. i resisted a tear to fall from my eyes while thinking that, but then i suddenly that were not on the way to the church.

"yah yuri! where are we going? this is not the way to the church!" i was panicking cause the wedding will start at any moment from now.

"stop jessica! i will not let go there, you will just hurt yourself seeing them together, people there might think that you're stupid!" she yelled at me and i was really shocked.

"i will just watch the wedding that's it! i will not bother them i promise" i looked away from  her cause i don't her to see in my eyes that i'm lying. because i will really go there to stop that ing wedding.

"jessica you're being so desperate"