Jessica's POV

2 years later

"Let's go home jess, it's getting late already, you might catch a cold" yuri beg

"No! Go away!" I yelled at her.

"C'mon jess don't be such a stubborn woman let's go home please" yuri does'nt want to stop bothering me 

"Are you deaf? I said YOU. GO. AWAY. leave me alone here" 

"Jess, don't be so mean to me like that" i know yuri is hurt

"How long are you going to wait yul? How long???" I asked with a teary eyes

I guess i drank too much alcohol this night. It's already been 2 years. 2 ing years that i'm being miserable. i thought i can live without her. I thought i can be happy even taeyeon is not with me but i'm wrong, ever since i heard the news of tiffany giving birth and their so called family is happy, i started to drink every night at a club when i had a chance i would also go to beach to shout out my hard feelings, to let out the pain in my chest. Just like tonight, and the other nights I'm here again, crying my heart out. 

"How about you jess? How long are you going to make your life miserable and unhappy? How long are you gonna wait for taeyeon?" She asked me feeling irratated with all my dramas

"I LOVE YOU KIM TAEYEON! YOU ARE THE LAST PERSON I AM GOING TO LOVE! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!" I suddenly yell out of nowhere.

I know it will going to hurt yuri, but i just want to let everybody know that i love taeyeon, this is the last thing i could do.

But even if i let others know how i truly feel about taeyeon, nothings gonna change with what is happening now, It's alre