to fall inlove with someone who does not love you back is the cruelest and most unforgiving heartache i have ever experienced.....

she did not went home last night, i waited for her until midnight but she did not came. eventhough i am not allowed to stay up late because i'm pregnant, i still waited for her, that's how idiot i am.

i thought were doing good with our married relationship now after what happened between me and jessica last time, i thought she already chosen me against jessica, but i guess i'm wrong cause she's not here, i know she's with jessica. taeyeon is with the woman she trully love.

"aunt tiffany! were is my mommy tae?" kyungsan asked, waking me up from my thoughts.
we are eating breakfast, just the two of us ofcourse he will going to ask about taeyeon, what should i answer? that she's probably with jessica... his mommy jessica.

"uhmm, she went out early....for work" i answered.

he just nod, then continued eating his bacon.

he prefered calling jessica as mommy jessica, ofcourse jessi is the one who helped taeyeon in raising kyungsan. they're the parents, I'm just his aunt BUT that was before.. I'm taeyeon's wife now and kyungsan should start calling me 'mommy' as well, i have the right to be called mommy by kyungsan.
i have all the right to be a part of taeyeon and kyungsan's life.

"kyungsan baby, from now on you should start calling me 'mommy tiffany' cause i'll be your mom too, i'll be the one to take care of you from now on" i said flashing eyesmile at the kid.

he looked at me with full of confusion, maybe he's confuse on what i am trying to say to him, maybe he thinks that i am trying to get jessica's part on his life.

"b-but, m-mommy jessica is my-----"

"I'm your mommy from now on, me and taeyeon"

i cut him off, i already know what he is going to say, he will say that jessi is her mommy, that he only want jessi and taetae to be his mommys but that is not going to happen anymore.

he slowy put down his fork and pout while looking at me. kyungsan is really adorable, how i wish that my baby will grow like kyungsan too.

"aunt tiffany, is it true?" asked kyungsan out of nowhere.

"w-what?" i asked i  confusion

he looked away from me before asking the most painful question i have ever heard since the day i married taeyeon.

"is it true that if a person is inlove she will do anything to fight for it eventhough many people will suffer? and even the person you love will going to be hurt for it?" he asked still avoiding eye contact with me. "is love means hurting the one you love?"

PANG

 

his question is like a knife that stab me directly in the heart.

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