Jessica's POV

I can only stare and talk to my self at the mirror.

look at yourself Jessica, I am pretty right? I still look young right? My skin still looks so bright right? Then why does it seems like i don't deserve to be loved? I never did something bad to anyone, why do i feel like I am being punished by the Gods?

"all i ever wanted is Kim Taeyeon" i breakout. I slam my table and throw away all my make-ups

"all i ever did was love her, love her with all my heart! Does she really need to hurt me like this?"

i continued sobbing like a cry baby. I wonder when will the time comes that i will not cry everyday of my life.

"i want to stop loving you Kim Taeyeon! I want to stop crying every day and night! But how?! How?!" i asked myself in the mirror.

"I can always help you sica"

there she goes again, Kwon Yuri

"I can and I will always help you forget about her" Yuri said as she enters my room with a boquet of flowers.

"Don't come near me! I'm warning you Kwon Yuri!"  I don't know what makes yuri think that i will still talk to her like nothing happened. After all her lies to Taeyeon.

"and please don't do this to me sica" yuri stared in my eyes with full of guilt and i can say with full of love.

i can see my self in her when it comes to loving the person that doesn't want to love you and the person that always hurting.

"do yo