Almost a week had passed and I have not been performing well in work.

 I haven’t even been curling my hair in the morning.

I can’t even look at my stiletto because it reminds me of her.

 Thought I wouldn’t be too affected with our break-up, but I was wrong.

As if somebody important to me passed away.

As if my heart is being stabbed every now and then.

Now I know completely how it is to be brokenhearted.

I was thinking that maybe I made the wrong decision.

But I know that I couldn’t possibly marry her with all these doubts.

I do not want to get to the time where I’ll be blaming her for not reaching my goals for marrying too early.

But if my decision was right, why am I so sad?

Is it because I was expecting her to pursue me again? That she will run after me? That she will reconcile with me and will consider my points? All of my drama? Yes. I was hoping for it.

Hoping that after two days, after cooling off, we will be fixing the argument.

But that didn’t happen.

I didn’t see her again.

I tried calling her phone using a different number but I wasn’t able to contact her.

As if she vanished all of a sudden.

And now I missed her so much. I miss everything about her.

I even miss her taxi. And I think I’m going to crazy!

I haven’t been like this. I can move on easily  but Chaerin is giving me a hard time.

I am the type who would blackmail for a break-up expecting for that person to pursue me again, but Chaerin didn’t do anything. Why?

I was so frustrated the whole week.

To cool down my frustration, I was at the mall everyday.

But the thing is, wherever I’d go, I am always reminded of her. And worse, I felt she’s th