I woke up in my bed, not entirely sure how I got there.

I vaguely remembered someone picking me up off the couch.

Rolling over, I found my phone on the nightstand.

Flipping it open I saw it was 10am.

I jumped out of bed and threw open my door.

Did the boys eat breakfast?

I ran to the kitchen, sliding on the hardwood floor.

I slid to a stop in front of the table.

I saw a not in the middle of the table next to a cd.

Misun~

Sorry we didn't wake you up, you looked super tired. We've all got schedules today so you're home alone. We ate breakfast so don't worry you just better prepare an awesome dinner. I wouldn't clean the bedrooms yet, Eunhyuk has yet to find a good hiding place for his things. Just unpack your room and that would be great.

Love The boys

P.S. This is our newest album, please listen to it.

I smiled as I read the note.

Placing it back down on the table I picked up the CD.

'Bonamana'

Looks interesting.

I walked back to my room still looking at the CD.

I popped it into the stero that was in there and turned it up.

The first song that came on was the title track. It was awesome and really catchy!

Pretty soon, as I was unpacking, I was singing along with it.

Who knew these kids could actually sing!

I made my way through one box and on to my second one.

It was filled with my dad's books.

I started placing them one by one on the bookshelf in my room.

The song switched to the seventh song since I started the album (It's the repackaged ver. so it would be Coagulation)

I dropped one of dad's books, it was the one he had always read to me, a collection of poems.

I picked it up and placed it on the shelf.

Noticing a white envelope on the ground, I picked it up.

It had my name written on it in dads handwritting.

I opened the envelope and found a letter.

Unfolding it, I began to read:

Dearest Misun,

    If you are reading this then it means something has happened to me. I always wanted to tell you face to face but I could never work up the courage in fear that you would hate your old appa. I love you, your brother and your mother dearly. The three you mean the world to me, always remember that. Something, though, happened long before you were born. I had gotten another woman pregnant around the same time I married your mother. I did not find out until a few years later when the DNA results said he was mine. It was a baby boy with his mother's family name, She had named him Park Jung-Su. Most people now know him as Leeteuk, from Super Junior. He knows I am his father but I asked him not to say anything to you unless it was necessary. I always wanted to be the one to tell you. Please don't hate him, he is a good kid. Your brother also knows of Jung-Su, he never forgave me though and that is partially the reason he moved to America to study. Please understand that I never meant for that to happen, but I wouldn't take it back. He will treat you well, please be kind to your half-brother and try not to hold it against your old appa. I Love you dearly Misun.

Love your loving appa.

Tears rolled down my cheeks as I read his letter to me.

I have a half brother.

I am living with my half brother.

My half brother is famous.

My half brother knows I am his half sister.

Bubby knows about our half brother.

Did daddy know he was going to die?

Did mom know about my half brother?

I looked around for my phone, I needed to talk to Leeteuk.

Dialing his number and placing the phone next to my ear, I waited.

After several rings he answered.

"Misun? What's wrong?" He asked, sounding so much like a brother.

"You are my oppa." I said tears still rolling down my cheeks.

"Y-You found his letter?" he asked stuttering.

"Yes." I said simply.

"D-Do you hate me?" He asked still stuttering.

"How could I hate you? If anything I love you more." I said

"R-Really?"

"Of course! You have always acted like an older brother since I walked through that door."

"Let's meet for lunch, alright? I'm free around 1." He said.

"That works for me oppa!" I said happily.

We said our good byes and hung up.

I can't believe it!

I wouldn't be alone without someone, of blood relation, to take care of me here anymore.

Standing up I quickly finished putting all the books on the shelves.

The Bonamana album was on repeat.

I kept listening and finished unpacking around 12:30.

I grabbed a simple outfit of jeans and a sweater and dressed.

Heading out the door and down stairs.

I was about to have lunch with Leeteuk my oppa.

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