Jiyeon quickly step on the backstage thinking there would be Myungsoo around, she needed to talk to him she needed to hear the truth. She looked around again and again, staff were glaring at her weirdly cause she was here for some minutes already and she just was looking around. 
-"Jiyeon-ah you are here! It's your turn !! Check your mic with the sound technicien right now!!" Her manager yelled at her so she did as he told her. 
-"Jiyeon-shi on stage please" a staff said and Jiyeon went on stage.
-"You worked hard x7" it was Infinite, Jiyeon didn't know it was them who were performing she just was focus on who were around and not who were on the stage she suddenly felt stupid. Infinite were all bowing 90° to the crew staff politly passing by Jiyeon. Myungsoo lift up his head once he lastly bowed and faced Jiyeon. They eyes crossed by but Myungsoo quickly looked away, after all he understood Jiyeon says and did like she told him to.
-"Myungsoo...-" Jiyeon just got the time to call his name 
-"Jiyeon-shi on stage please" the same staff repeated so Jiyeon looked back at the staff and went back to face Myungsoo but it was too late he was already gone. She felt irriting like she really wanted to talk to him about it yet she got cut.

As it was her comeback performance she had to prerecord and record the performance she was so tired at the end.
She quickly step off the stage and went over these waiting room as there were only Infinite and herself to do their comeback it was kinda empty so she walked around looking for Infinite waiting room. Yet it was empty no Infinite name. After turning around and around for like five minutes she gave up and started to walk back to her waiting room. Until she felt that hand.
-"You were looking for me?" It was Myungsoo, Jiyeon could felt her heart beating like hella crazily as she was so surprised yet happy but in other side curious and careful as she doesn't wanted to be fooled again.
-"Huh?... Why are you saying that? Who told you that? I mean why should i anyway !!" Jiyeon was flustered she tried to hide her nervousness by being harsh 
-"Ok.. Then have a nice day" Myungsoo looked at her strangely and he released her hand about to turn his back. 
-"W-Wait!" Jiyeon said so Myungsoo rised his eyebrows in sign of curiousity 
-"Let's have a talk" Jiyeon said and turned around to walk over her waiting room and of course Myungsoo followed her.
Once in her waiting room Jiyeon sate on the couch while Myungsoo were still standing in front of her like a little kiddo lost. 
-"So..." Myungsoo said 
-"Do you .. I mean ... What is your relation with Krystal?" Jiyeon said no daring to look directly at him. Myungsoo posed for like a second looking blankly.
-"I thought you don't wanted to know, so now why do you want to know?" Myungsoo said calmly
-"Are you serious?" Jiyeon said in a bitter tone
-"I told you, there is nothing between her and I, i've never cheated on you with Krystal i swear... But you don't believe me anyway" Myungsoo replied
-"So what was it in the waiting room that day of Gayo Daejun?" Jiyeon added
-"She... I've promised to not say anything ... It's hard .." Myungsoo hesited to say it or no
-"Ok then protect her well." Jiyeon said with a cold tone like she was jealous
-"Cool, how Ryan Gosling is doing these days?" Myungsoo also took part at her childish game of jealousy
-"Perfectly well i got a call from him yesturday" Jiyeon answered proudly
-"Then the next time ask him to kiss you again" Myungsoo replied
-"Don't worry, i won't miss this opportunity" Jiyeon said making Myungsoo to smirk of jealousy it was so funny to look at
-"Ah.. American guys are so better in kissing than korean guys if you see what i mean" Jiyeon added 
-"Did you guys went more far than a kiss?" Myungsoo started to get a litte bit pissed off
-"Maybe.." Jiyeon replied teasing him even more, Myungsoo was boiling of anger
-"Cool for ya." Myungsoo then started to be quiet, there were a moment of silent.
-"You've broke her heart that's why she has a heart disseas now?" Jiyeon suddenly asked still looking away while Myungsoo quickly glared at her like she discovered everything he was shocking
-"You...you.. Knew..?" He was speechless
-"Hm.. Just heard it earlier.. I'm sorry for her" Jiyeon said softly 
-"Jiyeon-ah...." Myungsoo took a step closer 
-"Don't misunderstand.. I'm sorry for her.. Not to you" Jiyeon said still looking away so Myungsoo crouch down to be able to face her, he then hold her hands gently
-"I know, i should be the one to apologise.. I'm sorry.. For all.. I didn't know you were there while i was talking with Krystal at this Gayo Daejun.. I should have seen there was something wrong .. I should have told you at first i should have hold on you tightly ... there is so many things i should have done to avoid all of this.." Myungsoo said while looking sweetly at Jiyeon who at first was uncomfortable and tried to avoid his gaze yet at the end she cross his eyes and couldn't take it off, her heart was beating, she still loves him she admit it but there is something stuck on her making to her impossible to make a move or to think about a future for them. 
-"Yeah... But it's too late now, you know it too" Jiyeon said straightly to him, shocking Myungsoo 
-"Why?" Myungsoo replied but Jiyeon bits her lips and didn't answer 
-"Tell me why!" Myungsoo harshly asked
-"It's been three years already !" Jiyeon replied
-"And? Why is that a problem?" He answered back
-"I'm not sure about my feelings for you anymore, i've been too hurt i was living like you have cheated on my again and again so yeah i was hating you all this way how do you want me to like you like before? To do like there had been nothing since three years?" Jiyeon said 
-"Great! I've been enlisted in military thinking i could show a better image of me and become and true man! I've waited for you three years ! There wasn't a single day on which i never thought of you because you are always here! You are always ing here Jiyeon-ah! You are stuck here since so many years, and what i'm sure about is my feelings for you! But to know that i've wasted these years for nothing, thinking of you every boring days of these past years but you.. You were just hated me .. ok.. i'm just so speechless... If only you would ask me the truth or maybe just have a phone call, but no you changed your phone number! Since the start what was you truth intention huh? Girls said man are always the same we are simply coward and all... But girls aren't better at all." Myungsoo said while patting his chest and then stood up and turned around about to walk over the door no facing Jiyeon anymore
-"How important Krystal is for you? Huh? To the point you can't even say to me what truly happened? And i know you wouldn't even tell me until i find it myself ! How am i supposed to love someone who keeps lying and hide things to me! 
Let's me ask you, what you would have done if you were me? Have you ever think about it?" Jiyeon harshly replied
-"It's calling friendship! You know friends ! These people on which there is nothing more than friendship! And i was the first one to who she said that she's been diagnosing a heart disseas so i couldn't say it to anyone! She was alone and she thought she could die she was so scared so yeah i couldn't tell you!" Myungsoo replied
-"Whatever. You always do things you think is better without thinking of consequences there could be." Jiyeon said
-"Tsh say what you want as there won't be any consequences from now on as you wish. Congratulation Park Jiyeon, you've just lose the one who could have died for you." Myungsoo lastly said before getting out of Jiyeon waiting room. 
 Jiyeon closed her eyes and sigh heavily, her heart was hurting so much like she's been stabing. The last sentence Myungsoo said was so hurtful, Jiyeon couldn't get her mind off from these says.   

Few minutes after Jiyeon manager came in. 
-"Jiyeonie, your next schedule is Radio Star.. So yeah.. Try to stay professional don't be too open about your life they might want you to go deeper into your private life after so.. No to not make a scandal follow this ok? Fighting!" Her manager said but Jiyeon didn't answer
-"Jiyeon-ah are you alright?" He added as he noticed her sad face 
-"Ok... Also.. They changed the cast as at first it was supposed to be you, ZE:A Kwanghee, Narsha and 2PM Jun.K, but Kwanghee and Jun.K won't be able to attend because they have an event in overseas you know this Music Bank in Bangkok .. So it will be Infinite L and Woohyun who gonna take their place... Hum..." Her manager knew for Jiyeon and Myungsoo so he felt a little bit sorry for her to announce that as he thought there will be a war while the recording.
Jiyeon get surprised right after her manager said Myungsoo name, she was even more nervous.
-"Oppa.. Can't i be simply natural?" Jiyeon said with her blank face making her manager a bit worried
-"Huh?... Sure you can..But.. You know if you say something innapropriate CEO-nim will be angry..hum.." He said
-"It's ok" Jiyeon lastly said
-"Then.. Let's pack our staff.. Also i got your ticket plane for tomorrow, CEO-nim already sent the paper with his signature so don't worry.. Ah so lucky you.. Ryan Gosling.. Alala.." Her manager said trying to cheer up her mood 
-"Oppa .. Are you jealous? Perhaps .. Are you gay..?" Jiyeon smiled, she felt that he just was trying to make her smile so she forced herself.
-"Mouaha.. Ayyy you know that i have a wife~" He felt less worried after seeing Jiyeon smile.

-"Hyung where are we going?" Sungyeol asked with annoying tone, he was so tired he wanted to get back at his home
-"Myungsoo and Woohyun have a schedule at MBC radio station so we are going there and stop whining !" The manager replied
-"We have a schedule? Since when??" Woohyun was surprised as they weren't aware
-"Yeah i just got a call from CEO-nim you guys are going to Radio Star they needed idols cause two of the original cast couldn't attend due to overseas activities." He replied
-"Radio star? Cool, ok" Woohyun said.
Myungsoo didn't give much interest for him it was like a normal schedule going there and there etc... His mind was just thinking about this quarrel he had with Jiyeon earlier.
They reached MBC station and headed to the studio. Myungsoo and Woohyun bowed politly to the director.
-"Oh you guys are here! Thanks you very much to have came .. Please wait a little bit, the entier cast still not here completly and we have to check some cameras so rest a little bit or eat something.. There is a waiting room there" the director pointted the room so Myungsoo and Woohyun went in and took sat in the couch while turning on the TV.

Few minutes after Jiyeon reached the studio too. She went over the director and the staff while bowing.
-"Jiyeon-ah aigoo! It's been a while! How are you?" The director was happy to see her
-"I'm fine how about you director-nim.. You look so tired! Ah..! I've bought something !" Jiyeon specially bought many energy drinks for the staff and director she gave one to each staff even to stylist and all. 
-"Thanks you Jiyeon-ah .. You are so kind.. Alala.. We aren't ready yet so yeah take some rest on the waiting room i will call you after" the director said so Jiyeon nodded. She turned back while taking out her phone and started to walk over the waiting room. She was texting to Narsha, they are friends as they get to know while Heroes and oftently meet at broadcast station. "Unnie, when will you come? I'm so alone ㅋㅋㅋ" Jiyeon send and right in the moment she step in the waiting room and felt some heavy gaze on her so she thought it would only be some staff so she pulled down her phone and bowed without looking but when she lift up her head she found out that it was Myungsoo and Woohyun.
-"Hello" Woohyun stood up and bowed back while Myungsoo was just shocking to stood up he was only focus on her like he was dreaming.
-"Oh you guys are here..." Jiyeon started to feel nervous by the way Myungsoo was glaring at her yet she just took a sat on the couch which where in the opposite of where Myungsoo was sitting to avoid his gaze.
Few second after Narsha came in Jiyeon felt less nervous it´s been a while since she last saw her so she was happy.
-"Oh hello! Looks like i'm always the last one to arrive haha" Narsha said while giggling
-"Oh Jiyeonie!!!" She then rush by Jiyeon side to hug her
-"It's been a while omo!! You became even more prettier !!!" She added
-"Ayy unnie is more pretty!" Jiyeon replied
-"Really? You are maybe right.." Narsha was joking, Jiyeon burst in laugh
-"Looks like it's a couple reunion! You guys were dating no??" Narsha turned her head over Myungsoo the atmosphere became awkward
-"Noona.. Hum.. Talk about something else.." Woohyun whispered to Narsha 
-"Aaaah..Ahahaah.. Yeah.. Hum.. Wow today the weather is great.. Right?" She tried to make this atmosphere less awkward.
Right in the moment Jiyeon looked at her left and she cross Myungsoo eyes, they share an eye contact for like 30 seconds before a staff came and told them to take place. 

-"Jiyeon-shi.. How was it.. Ryan Gosling?" An MC asked Jiyeon smiled shyly 
-"He is someone very kind and professional, even though at first i couldn't speak properly english he tried no matter what to make me understand though gesture and all" Jiyeon replied calmly
-"So you two are close now?" The MC added
-"Yeah we are friend" she answer back. Myungsoo was boiling of anger, he doesn't like the fact that Ryan and Jiyeon are close because Ryan is handsome and very popular
-"L-shi, are you alright?" Another MC talked, noticing Myungsoo wasn't paying attention like he was mad or something
-"Yeah i am haha" Myungsoo tried to smile like there were nothing
-"Are you jealous?" The MC added
-"Ah that's right you two were once married for We Got Married, do you guys still in contact ? Oh once the show over you turned stranger ?" Another MC asked
Myungsoo and Jiyeon were a little bit uncomfortable with this question both didn't know what to answer.
-"We.." Myungsoo said while turning his head to look over Jiyeon, she looked back at him and they share an intense look like that without being able to say something
-"Tell us if we disturb your moment .." After few second an MC said making the cast laugh 
-"As i went in USA for my movie and for about 3 years.. Well we couldn't communicate properly and also with the time difference etc.." Jiyeon answer but Myungsoo simply smirked because it was a lie she never tried to communicate with him
-"oh! Why do you smirk?" An MC noticed Myungsoo smirked, Jiyeon started to feel nervous that Myungsoo could reveal everything
-"Nothing, it's remember me another friend that said the same but the truth was the opposite" Myungsoo said 
-"But i was curious on something.. Why haven't you record your last WGM episod?" An MC asked
-"Huh..." Both didn't know what to answer 
-"I had to go to the USA at this time.." Jiyeon said softly
-"And i was in a scandal period so yeah.." Myungsoo added
-"L-shi, i know many people keeps asking you about that but yeah.. Why did you chose to do your military service earlier?" 
-"Truly speaking hm... Because at that time i was having hard time.. So i wanted to be more brave and become a true man so i chose to go earlier.." He replied
-"Why were you having hard time?" 
-"I've lost someone that was precious for me" Myungsoo replied 
-"oh.. I see.." MC felt that Myungsoo doesn't wanted to go deeper about this so they stopped. Jiyeon knew he was talking about her, she felt sorry she doesn't know why she just feel a pain in her heart, like she really destroyed his life with her selfish decision.
-"Jiyeon-shi how was the USA?" 
-"An amazing country people are kind too but they are also some who are bad" she replied
-"Why??" 
-"Huh.. Once i was in a café i got the permission to rest for an hour so i went in a café then there were a guy who was keeping glaring at me while smiling it was strange i was uncomfortable then he came in my table and sat next to me he said "hey baby are you alone?" So i faked to not understand a word like i was a tourist he added "If you want.. You can come with me" he then pulled his hand down on my legs i was so shocking that i stood up and slapped him hard on his face so right after he started to curse at me i was so shocking that  i went back with the staff crew since that i never went into a cafe alone" Jiyeon told her story the cast were so into her story they were shocking, mostly Myungsoo he wanted to punch this guy.
-"I see .. So there were also some hard times though that" an MC asked
-"There will always be hard times in your life.. You just need to go over them.. But i have to admit i got some there... I missed badly my parents.. And also i've quarreled with someone before going in USA so i suffered a lot thinking about this person.. Well when you quarrel with someone you always think this person is wrong and that you did nothing but more you will think like that more you will suffering" Jiyeon said before lastly sent a glare to Myungsoo, Myungsoo turned his head over her, he could feel her sincere gaze. 
-"Oh... I see... Is this person is a celebrety ??" The MC added
-"Secret hahaha" Jiyeon replied
-"Then did you guys have remind in good term now??" The MC was so curious
-"I don't know.. It's been so long that i don't know how we could ill these scars.. But what i'm sure is i never forget about this person but right now i don't know what we are" Jiyeon answered, Myungsoo anger of earlier went away..  What Jiyeon couldn't tell him directly have been told here, she couldn't tell him cause she simply don't knew how and Myungsoo know that. What he just heard from her finally made him believe there maybe is a way for them. 
-"Omo.. This story is kinda sad.." A MC added
-"This person really should look back for you! Even more when you are Park Jiyeon !" Another MC said making Jiyeon laugh cutely

The record finally ended. It was 9PM. Jiyeon manager directly came to fetch her as she is scheduling for another radio show and that the next day she is departuring for the USA. 
-"Unnie .. I'm going..." Jiyeon doesn't wanted to leave Narsha, they were in the middle of staff crew who were packing cameras etc.
-"No.. Then.. Maybe should i visit you tomorrow at music broadcast station?" Narsha added
-"I'm going back to the USA tomorrow" Jiyeon said. Myungsoo who were behind her not that far heard it. He felt like an electric shock. She was finally back why does she want to go back there? After what she said while the record Myungsoo couldn't understand, but he doesn't wanted her to leave again. He was so frustrated.
-"Ah that's right.. I will miss you heol.." Narsha lastly said while pulling Jiyeon into a hug. Myungsoo couldn't take it so he left and went into his van.
-"Ayy it's just a photoshoot i will be back!" They released from the hug 
-"Still... Be careful ok?" And Jiyeon nodded.

Myungsoo was at his appartement, like always he was standing in front of this big windows looking at Seoul street with these big light and cars. He was still thinking about Jiyeon says and the fact that she will going back to the USA. He was so frustrated he didn't know what he should do. Should he still be mad, or try to stop her to leave again? What will happen after? What are they going to be after? Does she even still love him? 
These thoughts were all over Myungsoo mind all the night. Slowly the sun appared. He looked his watch, it was 7AM. Right after he got a text and read it "Yah rascal, just go to find her" it was Woohyun, they talked about that yesturday in the van, Woohyun know how much Jiyeon and Myungsoo suffered from all these sh*t they went through. 
Myungsoo smirked at Woohyun message, he was sitting on the floor with his back against the big windows, he haven't eat something since yesturday and neither he had change his clothes. He sigh heavily
-"Kim Myungsoo... Let's do it" He lastly said. 

What Myungsoo will going to do? 

New upload ! Sorry yesturday i fell alseep i'm so tired by school stuff and all, sorry guys..
Thanks you to still reading this fic .. I will end it soonly i think .. My inspiration isn't here anymore i'm writting sh*t i'm feeling so sorry..
Anyway have a nice day i love you! And let's get ready for Little Apple release!! T-ara fighting !!!