Chap.12

Like Before

Deep stare, loud breath, they have released each other from this wonderful and passionate kiss.
-"Now... What will happen ?" Jiyeon ask with this innocent face, she was now able to look straightly to Myungsoo not scared anymore to cross by his cold gaze, cause it was feeling so familiar yet she still haven't recovered from her amnesia.
-"I will do what you want..... if you want to be with me and forgive me for all i've done i will be by your side althought i won't be able to answer present whenever you will need me to but i will try my best to be here for you.. And.. Finally.. if you want to continue like this, like.. There is nothing.. It will be fine.. I will still stay by your side.. So.. You can also take your time to decide.. But just know that i'm not patient.." Myungsoo replied with this sincere gaze melting Jiyeon heart. Jiyeon simply smiles like a child it was so cute, Myungsoo let out a lovely smile too and pulled Jiyeon into a hug.

-"Oppa? Hmm! Sure! I'm coming !" Jiyeon got a phone call from Junhyung, it's been a while since their last saw each other as they are pretty busy on their own.

-"Jiyeoniiie!" Junhyung was waiting for her in front of the entrance of his dorm, he immediatly stand up as he was sitting on the stairs and went to her with his arms open to give a big hug
-"Oppa~!! I missed you~" They hugged each other strongly, after that they took a seat on the stairs and started to chat.
-"So, how is your head? Still got amnesia?" Junhyung asked
-"Hm.." Jiyeon said pounted while nodded her head.
-"Thanks god you still remembering me!" 
-"Tsh!" She let out a cute smile 
-"Or maybe you should have forget me, like this i would maybe have a chance" Junhyung said misteriously making Jiyeon feeling confuse
-"Oppa.. What do you mean?.." 
-"Nevermind! I've heard you rejected Kai from Exo, i've also heard that he is curently like in love depression, you broke his heart Jiyeonie, it's not kind from you.. Maybe he could have been good for you" Jiyeon doesn't knew about it she begin to feeling bad and bits her lips while shutting off her eyes
-"That's mean you are back with Myungsoo hm? Do you remember now?" Junhyung added as he saw Jiyeon wouldn't answer him anyway
-"A little bit"
-"Hm, ok, i think you should go to see Kai, maybe he will feel better after" Jiyeon doesn't say anything she just nodded her head as a yes, she doesn't wanted to hurt his feeling she just wanted him to know what she feels is not the same as him. Though she has to admit that at first she was admiring him and found some interest on him but after they got to know each other all of that disappeared as she just was seeing him as a friend and nothing more.
-"Oppa, how did you end your relationship with Hara unnie?" Jiyeon suddenly ask, cause yeah it was true she got to know immediatly when they broke up by Junhyung but never got the real reason and not,this pathetic excuse that all stars do with their schedule.
-"It was like more the time passed and more we didn't understand each other, we slowly change on our own, i thought as long as our love was true nothing could break us appart, guess i was wrong. She was seeing some guys on her own and just say to me to do the same if i wanted to, assuring me there were nothing more than friendship. But i'm a man and like all man i get jealous this feeling of being afraid she would meet another guy better than me was hunted me yet for her i was just stupid to think in that way. So to provoke her i did as she told to me, but i went too far. Started from that it became awakward not daring to sent or call or even talking to each other. I've know that i was dump to have done this, i regret all.. but it was her decision so i respected it, guess she lives better now" Junhyung couldn't hide this sad face yet he was managining to smile showing althought that he is fine.
-"Oppa i'm sorry .. You should have told me before , i would have helped you! I'm so stupid to haven't seen anything while i was crying into your arms because of Myungsoo" Jiyeon looked so sorry 
-"Ayy i'm fine! I'm a man!" 
-"Do you still like her?"
-"... Hm.. What i'm sure is that there is something in my heart" 
-"Huh???" Jiyeon was even more confuse but Junhyung didn't reply

"Kai-ah.. Are you ok??" Jiyeon sent a text after she got a talk with Junhyung
"I'm fine" Kai replied coldly as he would usually put many emoticons and all.
"Where are you now?" But Kai stopped to reply frusting Jiyeon -"SBS building?" Jiyeon thought while walking alone in a silent street
Jiyeon sneeking into SBS building, trying to look for Kai. Not sure if he would be there she went to check the daily schedule and found out he was scheduling for a radio show so she went over the studio room and waited for him outside. Once he went out he bumped into Jiyeon and gasped in shock.
-"Why.. You..are here?" He asked
-"Why you didn't reply me?" 
-"I thought it was useless anyway"
-"Please Kai, listen i'm sorry to have hurt your feeling.. But i can't.. I.." She couldn't take it anymore, seeing Kai sad face reminscing her, herself when she was heartbreaking by Myungsoo.
-"Are hungry?" Kai stopped the conversation, it was enough, he just wanted to be with her. So they went to get some foods and eat together like they always do when they are in the same work building.
-"I've heard you've got a lovesick" Jiyeon said while eating her ramens and Kai turned shyly his head to look at her and turned back to his food .
-"Love is something no one can decide or predict, love can be everywhere as long as you get connecting by this feeling, love also can be not connecting at first and live a one side love for a short or long moment until finaly admit this connection, so ... I'm still hoping" Kai answered not daring to look at Jiyeon, yet she felt these sincere words she can't lie and say she didn't feel sensible at his words cause she actually does.
"-Myungsoo : Hope you got your lunch meal, don't eat bad foods it won't be good for your health, smile today it's a shinny day ~ i would love to be with you right now .. Maybe should we? Love you <3" She got the text from Myungsoo accompanied with a picture of him while she was eating and althought what Kai just have said to her she couldn't controle but to smile like a fool. Kai saw it the way she just smiled by seeing a text he felt it. His heart couldn't take it but he faked to not have seen anything and was concentring on his food.

-WGM SET-
Today it's WGM recording , Myungsoo and Jiyeon haven't been able to meet each other in these past few days they've just cross by at work but couldn't have a proper chat so they were kinda exciting for today.  
Today they got to go to the beach like they did before exactly in the same place. Hopefuly Jiyeon would remember something.
-"Can i drive today?~" Jiyeon asked so lively, driving is something she adores 
-"I'm sure you are a bad driver, you will going to destroy the car if we letting you drive~" Myungsoo replied while pulling out his tongue to  
-"Yah! It's not true!" She hit his arms with her cute angry face 
-"Hahahaa ok stop it stop it~ Jiyeon-ah !" But Jiyeon faked to be mad and to went away
-"I'm sorry ~ you can drive!!! Jiyeon-ah??" Myungsoo knew she was faking but he was finding her so cute 
-"Really?! Really?! Thanks you~~ let's go go go!!!" She took the key from Myungsoo hand and run toward the car
While the road Myungsoo was admiring her, he even took some pictures annoying even more Jiyeon.
-"Stop it! I'm driving!" 
-"Oh Oh! T-ara Park Jiyeon getting angry!" He was joking 
-"Ah seriously!" Jiyeon couldn't help she burst in laugh at his childish act.

Once in the beach they play to volleyball, Jiyeon was very good as she always has been good at sport since little surprising Myungsoo who was ashamed to have lose over a girl.
-"Jiyeon-ah come with me!" Myungsoo suddenly took Jiyeon hands a run toward the sea, it was the sunset, so beautiful.
-"Look it's amazing" Myungsoo said while looking at the sun who was going away
-"Wouaaah~" Jiyeon was amazing by this, were wide open. In a few second she felt a pair of arms around her waist and Myungsoo head on her right shoulder, his perfum was smelling so good, so manly. They were smiling like a lovely couple, this image of them were beautiful, even more in screen. 
-"Kyaaaaa!!! MyungYeon pure moment!" An MC commented while the show
-"I'm sure there is really something between them ! It's impossible to look this lovely and perfect couple if they don't !" Another one added 
Myungsoo and Jiyeon got the chance to eat in the beach, they were cooking by themself and were enjoying the fact that they will be able to have a perfect meal in front of the sea. 
*Flashback*
-"Jiyeon-ah show me! Are you ok??" Jiyeon saw Myungsoo rushing by her side while taking her hands, she cut her finger while cooking, it was exactly the same spot, in front of the sea.
-"Like this it won't bleeding anymore, be careful the next time or else my heart won't survive ~" Myungsoo was pressing her finger with his own shirt not caring about it, he was showing this serious face yet she felt his sincere care.
*Flashback Over*
-"Jiyeon-ah are you ok??" Myungsoo saw that Jiyeon was too quiet for like 5 minutes as it was worrying he went to her but only to find her dizzing off while watching at the food. 
-"Huh... Huh.." She get back at her sense
-"Let's eat then~" they took a seat in the table and started to eat hungrily. After eating all of the foods they were full like pigs, they shared personal, funny and silly chat nothing could break this atmosphere, it was really like there were no camera.
After it, Myungsoo took Jiyeon to sit on the sand in front of the beautiful dark night view of the sea.
-"There is many stars tonight" Jiyeon said while looking up
-"There is only one here for me" Myungsoo whispered into Jiyeon ears making Jiyeon smile shyly.
-"Do you want to see something magic?" Myungsoo suddenly ask so Jiyeon turned over him with a confuse gaze
-"Shout out our favorite color" 
-"Black?" 
-"Louder"
-"Black!" 
*BAM ~ BAM* a firework started shocking Jiyeon yet she was surprised and happy so Myungsoo pulled gently Jiyeon head on his shoulder and they were watching the firework together sitting on the sand lovely remembering the same moment they shared at their hotel in HongKong 
-"I've always wanted to watch this with you. Cause that showing exactly the same way as my heart is when i'm with you, it's the same" Jiyeon repeated this sentence that Myungsoo has once said to her when they were together in that balcony at this hotel, Myungsoo got a shock once he heard it, he was like "Omg.. Does she remember ?" He looked deeply at her so she turned her head over him facing his deep stare, she was with this innocent face yet full of love, Myungsoo couldn't believe it she does remember this part. Once the firework over the light goes off as they have specially cutting off all lights of the set for the firework, Jiyeon got scared but she couldn't mind of if any longer cause in like two second her mind have been caught away by the scent of these lips, she felt this sweet pair of lips on hers and knew right away that it was Myungsoo. The kiss have only lenght like 10 secondes but enough to made both of them knowing their real feelings, Myungsoo broke the kiss once the lights goes back, fortunatly no staff or the director caught them it was like a secret moment. The best secret moment. 
-WGM Interview-
"Do you remember something from this day?" 
-"Hm" Jiyeon nodded 
-"I've cut my finger while cooking no? Haha" Jiyeon added and the staff confirmed by showing her the part
-"See i'm going to recover every moment~ hehehe~" Jiyeon said proudly

-"Are you confident?"
-"Of course" 
-"Aren't you afraid of being too deep into the show forgetting you real identity?"
-"I've never wanted to hide my identity nether all my real intention" Myungsoo was wearing this sweet smile while replied
-"Have you ever think about the end of MyungYeon couple in WGM?"
-"Hmmmmm..." Suddenly Myungsoo began to be quiet and tears up yet he forced himself to not cry 
-"I hate these ends" He replied softly while avoiding the camera.

I apologise to my suscribers who were waiting upload from me but it's hard to handle it with my studies.. I'm trying my best.. Sorry again... Thanks for those who still here with me... I love you! Please support T-ara comeback too! Have a good day ~ i missed you!

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_mlxv_
#1
Chapter 33: I would like you to write about about a undercover cop who falls in love
Jesstav #2
Chapter 33: I prefer your Idol life story but you can change to other genres . I am gonna love your new fic anyway. ^^

Hope to read it soon.
kimaray #3
Chapter 33: I'll be waiting for your story...
Idol life again secret relationship of them, i like this genre. Or bad boy and good girl hehe, it would be good too. Well anything i'll keen to read... Fighting
missright76 #4
Chapter 33: Happy Ending
alriah
#5
Chapter 33: Fluff or how about myungyeon starting their family
mayang #6
Chapter 33: romantic comedy... i would love to read this kind of story, with the bubbly and cheerful character of a rich daughter play by jiyeon and some arrogant rich men play by myungsoo.. plus, some drama in the story of course ^^.. btw, i will always read whatever story you write...hehe... update the new story soonnnn!
kyudirection #7
Chapter 32: woaah i just finish reading this story, and it was so great! myungyeon jjang^^
Diypadilla
#8
Chapter 32: Happy ending . . i like it
kimaray #9
Chapter 32: congratulation you have finished this ff. what a great story... happy end, i hope myungyeon also end up together in real life
nickhuntoria
#10
Chapter 32: I'm so touch about this ff keep on surprising us author-nim fighting~!