-"Jiyeon-ah, you still don't have get it?" Junhyung was standing outside on his balcony looking at the night sky full of stars, his gaze was blank.

Jiyeon was on her van on her way back after WGM recording over, she was back with a lot of memories from this amazing day on the beach she shared with her beloved virtual husband and real love life Myungsoo. Sitting on her seat looking through the windows the road full of lights, the beautiful night views of Seoul streets, she was smiling, alone, nothing could stop her super good mood. 
-"Jiyeon-ah, why are you smiling for?" Her manager noticed and started to be curious as she was quiet yet she was smiling like a fool alone. 
-"Hm? ~ I'm feeling good" She replied still looking through the windows wearing this sweet smile.
-"Is it because of Myungsoo? You know guys that all is virtual huh?.. Anyway if you are happy then that's all matter" Her manager sent her a smile through he would like her to not fall on this virtual game cause for him it's all faking.

Some days have passed.
-"It's been said Jiyeon-shi isn't interesting on handsome idols even thought she is surrounding by them, is it true?" T-ara has been invited on a famous korean show with Love as topic.
-"Hm, like i've said Jiyeonie ideal boyfriend is more like a non idol man, she isn't interesting in these handsome idols who is on the entertainment industry with us even if some are asking for her she would only be friendly and nothing more." Soyeon answered while holding Jiyeon arms who was a little embarrased.
-"Really? Jiyeon-shi i thought you would like them haha, and L-shi is on the same boat so? Just friend?" The MC asked just by hearing Myungsoo name Jiyeon heart started to race she doesn't knew what to reply
-"Huuuh... L oppa is very kind and funny" 
-"So just friend" 
-"Yeah.." Jiyeon answered hesiting if she should lie or not but she thought of Myungsoo sake and his fans and decided to lie.

The next day Jiyeon was free, she was expecting Myungsoo to be free too, but too badly he got a tight schedule for the whole day and said he was sorry to couldn't see her but as it's for work she just could be understanding.
"Noona are you free today?" It was a text from Kai, Jiyeon was happy to see he wasn't mad at her and was still talking to her.
"Yep!" 
"Wanna have some fun??" 
"Sure~" 

-"Myungsoo today there is a reunion party with the staff, director and actors from 'My lovely Girlfriend" do you want to go ?" His manager ask just after checking their schedule
-"Huh... Why not? I'm thankful to them the drama atmosphere was great, it was a good experience so sure why not" and his manager nodded his head

-"Heyy!!" Kai waved at Jiyeon cause he was wearing a disguse to not be discovered  and was worrying she couldn't reconize him. 
-"Oh!!" She saw Kai and went over him
-"Let's going inside!" Kai dragged Jiyeon, they went to see a movie. While the movie Kai were only focus on Jiyeon while Jiyeon was only focus on the movie forgetting Kai presence. they were not many to watch the movie , only 7 peoples so they went over a spot which no one could reconize them.
-"You are so beautiful" Kai whispered to Jiyeon who was eyes widen and slowly turned over Kai, he was smiling like an angel 
-"Yah! .... You.. Just ..-" she starting to be flustered but doesn't got the time to finish her sentence as Kai lean over her and kissed her check. Jiyeon started to feel weird and touched her check while Kai turned his head away pretending to watch the movie. 
Does Jiyeon know she is playing a dangerous game by letting Kai doing these stuffs? 

-"Hello everybody" Myungsoo went over the staff, director and actors while bowing.
-"Ohh Myungsoo you came! We thought you would be too busy! That great! Come and take a seat!" The director dragged Myungsoo and forced Myungsoo to sit at the empty seat beside Krystal from f(x).
-"Hey" Myungsoo bowed to her and she did the same 
-"It's been a while" She replied
-"Hm, how are you doing?" 
-"Fine, busy as always guess you are in the same situation" she was wearing a cute smile Myungsoo couldn't lie he really find Krystal beautiful but not as much as Jiyeon.
-"Rain hyung doesn't come?" 
-"No he is too busy he texted to me earlier"
-"Guess we are alone.." And Krystal nodded as a yes to him 
More the time passed and more they started to talk a lot like they used when they were recording for their drama. They were at a classic restaurant open to everyone but for the afternoon they closed it for the drama production. 

After the movie Jiyeon and Kai went outside and decided to grap some drink, they were walking on the street like nothing. When suddenly.
-"Oh isn't it.." Kai pointted a group of people in front of a restaurant so Jiyeon looked over and noticed too. She doesn't said a words she stopped her step and was watching them. 

-"Oppa it's ok you really doesn't need to. My van it's just there" 
-"Don't be like this, let's just go" he sent her a hugh smile and she did the same, Myungsoo accompanied Krystal over her van once the reunion over. 
-"Thanks you it was a pleasure to see you again, hope we will meet each other more oftently ! Take care oppa" She was still wearing this cute smile that Myungsoo like the most on her.
-"It's nothing, sure, see you next time" and he closed the door van while waving at her. He turned around and started to walk back over the group of people when his eyes cross by Jiyeon figure on the sidewalk looking at him, he got surprised to see her there but then he also noticed Kai presence. Jiyeon saw Myungsoo gaze and looked away, she started to walk again pretending she doesn't have seen anything but by her face Myungsoo could tell she was mad like very mad, maybe because of what she just have seen but of course there was nothing. 
Kai followed Jiyeon while also looking straightly to Myungsoo with a cold glare meaning "Get lost now" 
-"Yah! Where are you going!" Kai grapped Jiyeon arms and found Jiyeon with a cold inexpressif face it was very scaring
-"'.. What's wrong?"
-"Don't pretend you haven't seen anything" 
-"He doesn't deserve you, i've told you since the start so stop being like this, i'm hurt when you are like this.." Kai placed his hand on Jiyeon face. 
-"Is he really faking so..?" Jiyeon mood gone away as well as her smile, slowly her face become dark 
-"I'm here for you.. Let's go" Kai grapped Jiyeon arm and started to go over his van which was waiting for him.
While the way Jiyeon was only looking through the windows blankly when she suddenly got a text from Myungsoo
"There was nothing, trust me" she couldn't bear it anymore so she explosed and replied "You were very busy today such as having time to have some fun with Krystal, hope you've enjoyed it. Maybe people are right i'm too delusional, there's no way for us. Let's forget it, you know what, let's just focus on work from now on. Do your love business on your own and don't ever involve me in."
When Myungsoo read Jiyeon text his heart got ache, he was so surprised by the sudden violence words from her, why does she suddenly explosed as he thought everything was alright.
"Jiyeon-ah what's wrong ?? It was for work i swear ! It was a reunion party! Beside this what were you doing with Kai? I thought you told him clearly you don't love him, does you heart have change? Jiyeon-ah... Think a lot before taking this strong decision, i really care and love you..." 
-"Liar" Jiyeon mumbled to herself but Kai heard it and turned over her, she was looking so deeply on her phone that Kai understood she was explaining herself with Myungsoo, he was worrying for her. It was the first time he's seen her like this. 
-"We are here, see you next time" Kai opened the door and let Jiyeon getting outside 
-"Thanks you for today, let's text" Jiyeon said while getting out but the tone of her voice was cold 

At home Jiyeon got no energy she was lost in her thoughts. 
She lied down on her bed, closed her eyes and tried to think of the situation. What does she really want and what does she has to believe or not. 
"Jiyeon-ah are you at home?" Junhyung sent her a text, she suddenly feel better, Junhyung has always been here for her whenever she feels down and all.
"Hmm come" right after Myungsoo sent another text as Jiyeon didn't reply at his last one
"Jiyeon-ah please... Don't do that... Think back.. I don't know how to make you believe me but just do.. Please you are my everything .. I found you back please don't leave me again.. I love you" Weirdly Jiyeon simply read it and didn't said a words, she does feel something but it was different, what's happen?

*Knock Knock* it was Junhyung right after they decided to hang over Jiyeon garden which is situated on the front of her house. They took a sit and don't knew what to say, why was it suddenly awakward?
-"Is there something wrong oppa?.." Jiyeon broke the silent
-"I don't know" Junhyung was avoiding Jiyeon eyes contact
-"You can tell me everything i'm here for you like you've been for me" She was staring at him sincerely 
-"You.. I mean, are you sure about your feeling toward Myungsoo? Do you really believe him?" Myungsoo who was worrying because Jiyeon doesn't replying him, skipped his schedule and his manager attention to come find Jiyeon but when he reached her house he got them on the garden sitting and talking so he was standing in front of while listening discretly. Then Jiyeon eyes looked down and her face became dark again cause it's bring her back this image of him enjoyed his time with other girls like Krystal.
-"I do like him, but i don't know, i'm confuse.." 
-"Jiyeon-ah..." Junhyung suddenly took her hands and was holding them tightly shocking Jiyeon who looked back at him
-"I think since all these years by your side i've been able to see different part of you, i know the best when you are sad, in love, happy, angry and all. Years after years my heart have change... I grow up, then you have grow up too, we have grown up.. One year, one month, one week or even yesturday maybe even tomorrow things was and still will come to my mind .... And my heart" Junhyung suddenly started to confess 
-"Oppa you are not funny you know.." Jiyeon couldn't believe a word cause for her he is like her bestfriend or second brother 
-"I've also been confuse at first, but why does my heart still feel like this whenever i'm with you..? I know it's weird .. I just feel like that.."
-"What about Hara unnie? You like her ! Not me" 
-"I thought it too, but she lives well now and i want to live well too" Myungsoo who was standing there too was boiling of anger, he was right from the start he thought. They love each other.
-"Oppa.... I don't know what to say... I... You.. I mean.. I-" Jiyeon was flustered she tried to say something, but the way Junhyung was staring at her she couldn't find a properly words. He placed his hands on as a sign for her to stop talking and he slowly get closer to her face, she was lost in his deep stare and he slowly get over her lips, almost touching them, he was getting even more closer! Jiyeon closed her eyes.
*Never ever pogi motaeyo Never ever -* It was Myungsoo phone, his manager was calling him once he noticed Myungsoo wasn't at the place they should have meet to go on his next schedule. He pick up the phone call as the scene was too heartbreaking anyway, so he quickly get away from the front of Jiyeon house and was walking speedly. His heart was breaking, so he thought she must have felt like this when she discovered him with the Apink member but still this pain was filled on his chest, his voice was cracking, tears were escaping discretly.
-"Oh?" Myungsoo answered in a dry tone to make sure his manager doesn't noticed he was having a hard times.
-"WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU! I WAS WORRYING!!!"
-"At least you are the only one to have been worrying for me" Myungsoo said while letting out a sad smile, a tear slowly was flowing on his check
-"Huh??? What are you talking about?! Just come quickly!"
-"Hm, i'm coming" he hang up and was still walking straight in front of him 
"KIM MYUNGSOO!" Myungsoo heard it clearly, it was Jiyeon voice, from far behind him but he just wanted to avoid her and everything, so he speeding his step even more.
When Jiyeon heard her own song she stopped all moves and stood up making Junhyung frusting as he thought he was about to get her and all but it just has been wasted in like three secondes.
-"What's wrong Jiyeon-ah??" Junhyung ask as Jiyeon was walking over her street, he grapped her arm making her stoping her moves.
-"It's him, i have to explain him!" Jiyeon was looking worrying and bad just by her eyes we could feel guilt like she's been caught cheating.
-"But.. I like you and you are not sure of yourself.. look at me... If you are going after him i will take it as a reject but if you stay here with me i will prove you that you won't regret your choice.." Junhyung was staring at Jiyeon with these eyes full of innocent yet so sincere. But Jiyeon couldn't think of anything. So she thought "Listen to your heart not your mind" that's what her mom always telling her.
-"Oppa... I'm sorry .." Jiyeon pushed Junhyung hands away and started to run after Myungsoo. She saw him far away, she reconized his back figure even thought he was far, she was out of breath, she stoped.
-"KIM MYUNGSOO!!!" She yelled yet he didn't turn back so she yelled again, still the same. His figure slowly disapear, and Jiyeon heart too. 
Now she knew she's been foolish. Her heart was full for Myungsoo yet her mind have been full of bad reports like sudden weird acts from him and also from different people making her confused. She is ashamed.
She goes back to her house and found Junhyung waiting for her although she had just rejecting him. Once Junhyung has seen her sad face he knew right away what happened and he suddenly feel sorry because he broke two heart which were supposed to be fating.
-"Jiyeon-ah..." But Jiyeon didn't got the heart to talk 
-"I'm sorry... I've been stupid.. I know now you guys are like soulmates.. As.. I can feel you're hurt.. I can't do anything else only say .. I'm sorry.." But Jiyeon didn't said a words she just did a nood with her head while facing the ground, she then enter in her house and go up to her room. Once there she went on her bed and took her pillow while crying hardly. 

Myungsoo finished his schedule for the day he was on the van while watching some shows without any interest, his mind was away starting from the moment he caught them earlier. He was changing chanel when he bumped into the show that T-ara have recorded. 
-MC :"It's been said Jiyeon-shi isn't interesting on handsome idols even thought she is surrounding by them, is it true?"
-Soyeon:"Hm, like i've said Jiyeonie ideal boyfriend is more like a non idol man, she isn't interesting in these handsome idols who is on the entertainment industry with us even if some are asking for her she would only be friendly but nothing more."
-MC:"Really? Jiyeon-shi i thought you would like them haha, and L-shi is on the same boat so? Just friend?"
-Jiyeon:"Huuuh... L oppa is very kind and funny"
-MC:"So just friend" 
-Jiyeon:"Yeah.." 
"Guess life doesn't has sense now anyway.. " Myungsoo thought. He was blank.

SORRY GUYS I'M SO SORRY... I've been busy and while the past week end i've been invited to some parties so i was not able to upload anything... I will try to upload tomorrow or else.. I will upload next week i don't know but yeah please forgive me and stay here ! Keep enjoying this fic ! 
I love you all! And don't forget ! Today is our amazing and beautiful main vocal Soyeon birthday so wish her a happy birthday with #HappySoyaniDay ~ Have a nice day ^.^