Chap.10

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-"It wasn't something big. Hopefuly. Still we have to examine her when she will wake up" the doctor said to the korean translator who were there for WGM and immediatly translate to Jiyeon manager as he was also here accompaning her, Myungsoo too was present.
Myungsoo felt relief, as soon as she was unconscious he call for secours while praying.
Jiyeon got hit by the sticker iron on her back head, the shock has been rough as her head got opened and she was bleeding. 
Myungsoo stayed by her side the whole night holding her hands hoping she will opens her eyes.
The next morning was calm, Myungsoo didn't sleep a bit he wanted to be here when Jiyeon will wake up. 
Her manager as well as WGM director knocked at the door and came in.
-"Myungsoo-ah take a rest, we will gonna stay with her now" The director said
-"It's ok i'm not tired" he replied without paying attention 
-"As soon as she will wake up and be discharging we will going back to korea" Her manager told him and Myungsoo nodded suddenly the door knocked again and it was the translator man with cops as they wanted his testimony for the investigation to arrest these two guys. So Myungsoo went outside with them and told everything. While that Jiyeon woke up slowly.
-"Jiyeonie! Do you hear me???" Her manager rush by her side as well as the director. Jiyeon slowly opened her eyes and took out the mask she was wearing, she was looking around like she was lost. She turned over her manager with a blank expression.
-"Oppa..? Where am i?" She said hardly while breathing 
-"Wait!" The director took some water and gave it to her, she drank it calmly
-"thanks you... But may i ask you why are you here?" She asked to the director.
-"Jiyeon-ah.. We were here to record WGM the special episode for your honeymoon.." The director as well as her manager got shocking
-"WGM? Me?" Jiyeon looked so serious it was so worrying 
-"Call the doctor right now!" Her manager yelled to the director 
-"Jiyeon-ah do you remember which day we are today?" 
-"No.. Yesturday it was Friday no? We are in October " She got it wrong they were in March exactly in 2015, she lost a part of her memory and on the same time Myungsoo get back at her room and once he saw she was awake he run by her side while hugging her tightly, Jiyeon was eyes widen.
-"Jiyeon-ah!!! You are awake! I was so scared!!" But Jiyeon pushed him away
-"Yah ! What do you think you are doing! Get lost!" She sent him a serious glare shocking Myungsoo
-"Jiyeon-ah.. What's wrong???" Then her manager forcing him to go outside of the room and on the same time the doctor came in rto examine her.
-"I think she lost a part of her memory, she thinks we are in October 2014" her manager told to Myungsoo who was immediatly down, he couldn't realised. The doctor came out and went over them.
-"It's just amnesia, she can get back the memory she lost causing from the shock but also can decide whether to not get back them, it's her own body, brain and her own decision" 
-"Ok, thanks you, is there something else important? When will she be able to be discharging?" The manager asked and the translator translate to the doctor
-"She has to be cautious, she must sleep a lot, not be too much exhausting and stressing, take the pillule i've prescibe her or else she also can lose the view meaning she will have to wait for a donor and have a surgery. Cause the shock have also touched a part of her brain who is connected with her eyes. She seems to be fine i think she can be discharging tomorow, she still have to pass some exams before" the doctor said. 
Myungsoo felt guilty if only he wouldn't act cold everything would be fine, if only he wasn't stubborn and let her be with him again if only he would have accompanied her to the public restroom, if only he would simply have stay with her the whole day he just felt like a looser once again. He got her like this, he felt the need to be blame but people just cheers him saying it wasn't his fault that he did all he could do but what they don't knew is that they really are in love.

Myungsoo knocked lightly at the door and came in with the head facing the ground. Jiyeon saw him, she noticed also that he was feeling not pretty well. Her manager told her everything she was aware now that she got some amnesia making her hard to remember anything before October 2014. So for her, Myungsoo was still the jerk who dumped her and flirt with girls but there is a part of her heart which is beating everytime she see him. She was wondering why but her mind was the same as before they remind together once again, she was still showing her hate to him.
-"What do you want? Do you feel sorry? It's not your fault." She said coldly 
-"Jiyeon-ah..." His voice was cracking while he was getting near to her 
-"I'm the worst guy in the world, you all should blame me, hate me.." 
-"Hmm it's a good option too" She doesn't gave a things of what he was saying for her he was lying like he did before he dumped her.
-"If only i wasn't stupid... I should have realised before.. Now.." Tears were rolling on his cheeks he looked away while bitting his lips. Jiyeon looked at him, she felt a lights pain on her chest, like she wanted to comfort him and doesn't wanted him to be hurt, but it was weird as she recall herself that she is supposed to hate him.
-"Yah.. Man doesn't cry don't you know that?" Making Myungsoo smile as she already said that sentence to him before, it remind him a good memories too badly now he made her like this, he thought.
-"You should.. Ask nurses for these.. Hum.. Your bruises seems to be hurt" she pointed his face as yesturday he fought against these two guys he got some punches. He touched his face and nodded lightly.
-"You can go now that you've seen i'm doing well." She said while turning her head away looking at the windows.
-"Maybe that you mind still doesn't remember but you heart still do remember everything" Myungsoo said making Jiyeon looking back at him. Yes he was right, deep inside her she loves him it's only her mind but she still couldn't know it so she giggled.
-"And whether you like it or not, i won't ever leave you again" He added making Jiyeon not insensible at this.

Korean media was slowly awared of Jiyeon accident while the recording of WGM in New Caledonia. People were shocking while reading the news and was commenting "Hope she is fine now, god bless Myungsoo!" "Shhh these two bastard have to be arrest!" "Omg Jiyeon unnie :(((" "MyungYeon fighting!" 
Of course T-ara member was going crazy they were even about to go there to check on her but Jiyeon called to reassure them. 
For the whole day Myungsoo stayed by Jiyeon side even for exams until the night. A nurse went in the room saying visit are over now but he lied to her saying he was her husband so the nurse let him stay for the unpleasure of Jiyeon who seemed to be annoying by it.
-"Are you that obsessive with me?" 
-"Hm" Myungsoo nodded while reading his book 
-"Just go away now! See i'm fine! We are not relating anymore, just go away you are so annoying!" She was pissed of and yelled at him so Myungsoo stopped to read his book and went over Jiyeon with this cold glare making her freeze in place.
-"Stop saying what you heart don't even feel, you know it too" he was looking straight into her eyes, he was getting closer so Jiyeon slowly stepping back
-"Crazy,jerk, bastard! Yah!!" She tried to push him away as he grapped her arms
-"Like before" he said it and pulled her into a forcing embrace althought Jiyeon was still trying to push him away he was too strong for her.
-"I'm sorry, oppa will be here now" Jiyeon doesn't understood a words of what he was saying but she just let him, it was useless to try to push him away.

-Back at Korea-
Jiyeon were still distante with Myungsoo though he tried no matter how to have a chat or to help her. She just couldn't as all she remember was that he is jerk who dumped her. 
She got some days of rest while them, Myungsoo went to see her everydays even if she would simply ignoring and let him be outside of the door he was still here. He came even when he was busy as hell cause he simply doesn't wanted to let her alone.
The last day she opened the door, Myungsoo was outside sitting like these pass few days, he was eyes widen when he saw the door opening.
-"I will re start my schedule tomorrow, i'm very fine now so stop feeling so guilty and do your own business" 
-"Then see you at work" He gave a smile but she simply did a grin on her face and closed the door
Days following they cross by everywhere they were going simply because Myungsoo did it on purpose. He wanted to see if she was ok.

-"Jiyeon-ah do you remember that you have a boyfriend?" Eunjung asked
-"Hm i know" Jiyeon nodded 
-"Seriously?"
-"But it's just faking so well"
-"You guys were faking? Ooh.. I thought it was real.. But it's weird.." Eunjung added 
-"You talk about WGM no?" Jiyeon was concentring as she was sending some text
-"Yes also... But-" 
-"We are here girls!" T-ara manager opened the door van and the girls get out to do their schedule. 
"Hello Jiyeonie, be cautious today i've seen it will rain, don't get a cold and eat well. Today i have to train for our tour i'm so tired these day.. Hope you will have a great and happy day, love you." It was a text from Myungsoo, he always sent her text like  this every morning to start the day, it's became like a daily things Jiyeon used to see them but usually doesn't replied though inside she was happy every times she read them.
Jiyeon was scheduling for a radio show along with Eunjung and Qri with also some EXO member.
-"I heard that Exo Kai is Jiyeon-shi favorite member" the MC said making Jiyeon laugh in embarassment
-"Why are you laughing? You are shy? Is it because he is here too? Say it to him that he is you favorite!" The MC added, Kai too was shy he didn't say anything he was just smiling 
At the end of the show Kai went to see Jiyeon.
-"Hello... Thanks you to have said i was your favorite member.. You too Jiyeon sunbaenim is my favorite.." Kai said shyly while cratching his head
-"Haha... Yeah.. I see thanks you.. So you gonna make a concert as i heard..? Congratulation!" She gave him a sweet smile
-"Yeah.. Do you want to... Come?" Kai asked shyly
-"Euh..l don't know if i will be able.. "
-"Then.. Could i have your number phone..??" He was so cute that Jiyeon couldn't refuse to him
-"Have you an interest on me? Hahaha" 
-"Who doesn't try, doesn't see~"
-"Hmm.. Then give me your phone.." And he handed to her, Jiyeon gave him her number and since then they started to text. 
Sometimes they were seen together in SBS building. One days Myungsoo caught them, it was hurtful. 
-"Noona, have you eat?? I've made something for you!!!" Kai was smiling so,brightly that we would seen all his teeths
-"Really?? Then i'm hungry again~" she did an aegyo, Myungsoo was just in front of them as there were like 10 meters separating so he heard all. He wanted to grap this guy away, but Jiyeon seemed so happy that he just watching them from a far. His heart was sinking of pain
-"it's like that so to be taking away the person you love", he grapped his chest it was so painful. That day Myungsoo wasn't in his mood, even the next day he doesn't dared to sent her a text as he usually does cause he thought she found someone else now and that she will not want to regain her lost memories. But as long as she was happy Myungsoo just take all inside him, he was enough selfish now he wanted to do something good. 
-"No text today..?.. It's already 11:30AM.. Is he busy..?" Jiyeon mumbled to herself 
-"Jiyeon-ah MBC want you to get back at your activity now that you are fine, for WGM" her manager told her while driving
-"When?" 
-"Tomorrow the director said he was going to do a meeting and that he wanted you to come as well" and Jiyeon just nodded. Really that day Myungsoo didn't send anything though she didn't show it inside she was sad and worrying. All she have done today was texting with Kai althought they became close for her he was like her little brother. She doesn't have any interest on him. But for him was it the same?

The next day, still no text from him, she reached the MBC building and went in the room for the meeting when she enter in, she noticed Myungsoo already seating and he seemed tired but he manage to bowed to her politly.
-"So Jiyeonie is here! Let's start" the director said
-"Well so i know that you have amnesia that you don't remember about WGM at all.. Have you seen your episodes?" The director added while looking at her
-"Not yet.."
-"Hmm.. So i wanted to ask if you guys want to continue with a new perspective or want to leave..I will accept your decision" The director turned over Myungsoo. Jiyeon looked at him, she wanted him to say he wanted to keep recording though she doesn't have any memory of their record but her heart was just feeling the need of staying with him. 
-"I think it will be better if we stop here, anyway Jiyeon-shi doesn't remember any of our record and i think rest for her would be better, as it would be tired else, so... I think we should stop." Myungsoo said straightly while looking at the director, Jiyeon felt also this light pain in her heart "Jiyeon-shi" like now they were stranger, the way he said he wanted to stop it all she doesn't wanted it to.
-"How about you Jiyeonie?" The director as well as everybody turned over her, she was blank no one where talking they were all looking at her, there were a long silente, what should she say? Tell she want to keep doing it or tell that she also doesn't want to continue though she does want to keep recording with him,but well she supposed to hate him so she doesn't understood her heart right in the moment.
*Sudden Flashback*
-"Can i watch the movie along with you ?" Myungsoo asked with this cute and shy smile, this grin on his face, they were in a plane.
*Second Flashback*
-"It's you who i was missing" she felt a pair of hands brushing her hair, this scent as it was warm and this voice, she knew this voice, it was his voice.
*Flashback over*
-"Jiyeon-ah????" The director called her as it was like 2 minutes she was blank
-"Hm?" She looked up to him.
-"So .. You wanna stop or you wanna keep recording?" Myungsoo were looking deeply straight at her she felt this tense look from him this sad way he was sending she felt it again, her heartbeat.

What Jiyeon will answered?? Stay turned!

Sorry guys i was quiet busy! I don't know when i will upload again! Sorry... 
TODAY IT'S T-ARA COMEBACK LET GET READY GUYS!!!! SO EXCITING!! 
Anyway! So sorry again... Keep read and love it please ~ love you all! Have a nice day~ 

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_mlxv_
#1
Chapter 33: I would like you to write about about a undercover cop who falls in love
Jesstav #2
Chapter 33: I prefer your Idol life story but you can change to other genres . I am gonna love your new fic anyway. ^^

Hope to read it soon.
kimaray #3
Chapter 33: I'll be waiting for your story...
Idol life again secret relationship of them, i like this genre. Or bad boy and good girl hehe, it would be good too. Well anything i'll keen to read... Fighting
missright76 #4
Chapter 33: Happy Ending
alriah
#5
Chapter 33: Fluff or how about myungyeon starting their family
mayang #6
Chapter 33: romantic comedy... i would love to read this kind of story, with the bubbly and cheerful character of a rich daughter play by jiyeon and some arrogant rich men play by myungsoo.. plus, some drama in the story of course ^^.. btw, i will always read whatever story you write...hehe... update the new story soonnnn!
kyudirection #7
Chapter 32: woaah i just finish reading this story, and it was so great! myungyeon jjang^^
Diypadilla
#8
Chapter 32: Happy ending . . i like it
kimaray #9
Chapter 32: congratulation you have finished this ff. what a great story... happy end, i hope myungyeon also end up together in real life
nickhuntoria
#10
Chapter 32: I'm so touch about this ff keep on surprising us author-nim fighting~!