After I got home, it's 1pm, I just watched TV all night because my homework is finished.

Then I brushed my teeth, and went to my room.

I jumped onto the bed, belly first.

I fixed myself, stared at the ceiling and closed my eyes.

When I closed my eyes, I feel like opening in again.

Its a feeling like you want to close your eyes because you are so tired and sleepy but it kept on opening, its like your eyes refuse to close.

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

I can't sleep!

I keep thinking about Heechul and that 'girl'.

Why is she doing this to me?!

What did I do wrong to her??... wait... does she know I like Heechul????

AISH!

Erase them from your mind Sungran!

I want to sleep!

I grabbed my cellphone and looked at the time...WHAT?! Its already 10pm!

I should be asleep at this time.

I WANNA SLEEP!!!!!!

I'M SO TIRED I WANNA SLEEP!!!!!!!!

A few hours later...

I'm STILL staring at the ceiling, doing nothing and STILL thinking about them.

I .

JUST.

CAN'T .

SLEEP.

OK! close your eyes Sungran!...

I place my palms on my eyes.

But STILL ,I can't forget  about them.

Every time I close my eyes I imagine all that what happened earlier.

I removed my hands from my eyes and stood up.

*sigh*.

*ting!!!!*

I got an idea!

I decided to go to my mom's room and sleep with her... maybe if I sleep with her I'll forget about those two.

I got up from my bed and walked out of my room.

My mouth feels dry...

I went to the kitchen to drink water before going to mom's room.

I grabbed my mug and walked towards the refrigirator.

I opened it and took the pitcher and poured the water into my mug.

AISH!

I remmember when that 'girl'

(I just can't say her name...its gives me shivers...ugh)

she took a sip on Heechul's soda.

INDIRECT KISS!

what the HELL!!!!

AAAAHHHHH!!!!!

Forget about them Sungran!

AISH!

This is making me go nuts!

After drinking, I placed my mug on the sink and went to mom's room.

*In front of mom's room*

*Knock, knock*

I held onto the doorknob and twisted it 360 degrees.

Ow, hey its open!

I walked inside the room.

"Omma?" I said.

Mom opened her eyes and furrowed it to get a closer look.

"Sungran, is that you?"

She looked at her clock on the drawer beside her bed.

"It's already 1:00 in the morning and you're still up..." she added.

"Omma, I can't sleep...".

"Oh dear...come here honey..."

She patted the empty space beside her and she arranged her pillows for me to sleep on.

I sat beside her and lay on the bed.

I hugged my mom.

"Thank you, omma...".

"You're very welcome, my dear." she hugged me back.

"Sweety, is there something bothering you?" she asked.

"Is this because of a boy?" she added.

If I tell her yes it is becauce of a boy and that boy is Heechul, she'll explode!

"N-no omma...I just want to sleep with you...I miss your hugs and kisses :)"

I hugged her tight.

"I love you omma...goodnight..." I added.

"I love you more sweetheart...now go to sleep, 'cause we're going to visit appa after breakfast...goodnight my little princess..."

She pulled the blanket and covered my shoulders.

She wrapped her arms around me and tucked me to sleep.

She kissed my forehead and sleep.

I'm  so sorry mom, I don't have the guts to tell you right now...

The next day...

"Sweety, breakfast is ready..." I heard mom.

I opened my eyes and furrowed it.

I looked at the clock on the drawer.

"Omma, it's only 6:30 in the morning..." I yawned.

"Its too early..." I added.

"Go to the kitchen and eat your breakfast, your brother is already there, go join him..." mom ordered.

I just can't complain with my mom's orders. She's really scary when she's mad.

"OK omma." I said in defeat.

I got up from bed and went towards the kitchen.

I saw oppa sitting on the chair with his eyes closed.

Is he sleeping?

His face dumped onto the food......Ow wait, well almost actually...

"Oppa!"

I poked his cheeks.

He still got dried saliva from the corner of his mouth.

"I surrender!" oppa yelled.

"Oppa you're having a nightmare again." I said.

"Whatever." oppa is so embarrassed.

I chuckled.

I sat down on the chair next to oppa.

"AHHHH...I want to sleep..." I yawned while covering my mouth with my hand.

I rested my head on my arms over the table.

"Ahhhhh...I want to go to bed and sleep too..." I heard oppa yawning too.

I heard footsteps going here in the kitchen.

I guess its mom...

UGH duh!

Of course its mom...its not a ghost or anything or maybe it is the lost soul of appa,

no theres no such thing as ghost...

oppa, me and mom were the only people living in this house.

I lifted my head up, I saw oppa holding his spoon but not eating and he's eyes are still closed.

I turned my head to the left and saw mom preparing my food...

thank God it isn't a ghost. (im going nuts right now)

"Leeteuk eat your breakfast." mom ordered.

Oppa put his spoon into his mouth...still, his eyes are closed...

oppa is just so weird.

"Sungran heres your food...go eat..." mom ordered again.

"Omma why aren't you eating?" I asked.

"I already ate. :)" she answered.

A few minutes later...

We finished our food.

I went towards my room and took my towel from the closet.

I walked out of the room same as oppa.

I saw oppa also holding his towel.

He's going to the bathroom too...

I'll race him to the bathroom, let's see who will get there first.

I dashed to the bathroom.

Oppa saw me run while holding my towel.

He also run towards the bathroom but I was faster so I was the first to get inside the bathroom.

"AISH..." I heard oppa.

I giggled inside the bathroom.

10 mins. later...

I'm finished taking a bath.

I wrapped my towel around my body and went to the door.

I opened the door and saw oppa waiting.

"Girls always take long time inside the bathroom..." oppa said while going inside the bathroom.

"pfft. whatever..." I rolled my eyes and chuckled.

I went inside my room and walked towards my closet.

I took the dress I bought yesterday...

Ow I almost forgot the shoes...

I wore the dress and look myself at the mirror...

I took off my huge glasses and placed it beside my black bag...

am I really pretty without this glasses?

ugh duh,

if I took off my glasses and looked at the mirror, I can't still see what I look like.

I took my bag, and I accidentaly pushed my glassed off the table.

I heard a crack sound... "CRAP!"

I quickly picked my glasses and looked for any damages...well I can't see it because its a little blurred.

I went to the door and opened it.

I dashed to oppa's room.

*in front of oppa's room*

*Knock,knock* the door opened.

"What?" oppa said.

"Oppa, my glasses fell onto the ground and I heard a crack sound. Is there any damages? I can't see it cleary..."

Oppa took my glasses from my hand.

"There's a crack on the left lens." oppa answered.

"Is it huge?" worried, I asked.

"Uhm, well it's kinda huge...hmmm I'll buy you another glasses if I have time, OK?"

But I want to buy contact lenses...

"Uhm oppa, instead of buying me another glasses...will you buy me contact lenses?".

"Sure thing. I'll buy you if I received my salary.".

"Thank you oppa...".

I gave him a hug and he hugged back.

"Now you can't wear them today, your glasses are damaged. Can you see little bit clearly?" oppa asked.

"Uhm, well I can see your figure but a liitle bit blurred." I answered.

Well its kinda OK...

I  still can see the path I'm walking on but a liitle vague.

"Sungran, Leeteuk are you done?! If you two are done let's go." mom yelled.

"We're done omma!" oppa and I shouted in unison.

"Let's go." mom ordered.

We went down to the living room and to the front door.

Mom opened the door and we went outside.

Moms holding a bouquet of daffodils...

I remmember Mom telling me the story why mom chose dad...Dad gave a bouquet of daffodils to mom while he's kneeling infront of mom in the center of the campus where everyone's attention are on them. While kneeling, dad said that mom is the only woman he really loved and the only one who changed him, then dad asked mom 'Will you marry me?'.......

Awwwww that's sooooooooo sweet...

I wish there's a sweet guy, sweet as my dad who will do exactly what dad did and asked me to marry him...but Sungran don't get your hopes up.

We went outside the gate, my mom called a cab, the cab went towards us and we went inside of the cab.

"To the cemetery please..." mom said.

An hour later...

We arrived at the cemetery and we went to appa's burial ground.

"Yeobo..so sorry we're late..."

Mom placed the daffodils in front of appa's tombstone.

"Appa, we really missed you..." I said.

This day is appa's first death aniversary...

"Yeobo...we brought you your favorite dish, Bulgogi and rice.".

Oppa and I helped mom prepare the food.

I took my phone from my black bag and looked at the time....It's already 11:56 am, almost time for lunch.

"Yeobo...I wish you can ACTUALLY eat here with us..."

I can see her eyes starting to get teary...

"I really miss you yeobo..."

Tears started falling from her eyes...

I hugged mom tight and tears started to form in my eyes as well.

"Appa...guess what ...I didn't fail in the exams I took while I'm in Japan..." Oppa said...

A few hours later...

We decided to go home...

"Goodbye yeobo..." mom said.

"Bye bye appa." oppa and i said in unison.

We walked out of the cemetery and mom called a cab. The cab stopped in front of us and we all went inside.

After an hour...

We arrived home......

I yawned....

I didn't get much sleep last night so I'll sleep now...

5 hours of sleeping...

I woke up because my phone vibrated.

I noticed I'm still wearing the dress I wore earlier

I grabbed my phone and read the caller....

 

 

 

 

 

 

omg...

 

 

 

 

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ok so here you go =end of chapter 16=

sorry if it took so long :D

 

OK i know its boring......

 

I wonder who's the caller.......