.9. Win & Lose
Breaking Your Heart
- Yoseob's POV -
"Yah," I pat Eunna's head twice. "Are you nervous?"
"What do you think?" Eunna gives me an awkward smile. She tries to fix her fringe, puffing her cheeks. "It's finally the day."
"You'll do perfectly fine," I assure her. "You did perfect during the rehearsal. You just need to focus now. It's your official debut performance."
"I know," she looks at me with a smile. "We will do our best, right?"
"Yes," I return her smile. "Silvearth is going to rule the night!"
"Eunna," Junhyung approaches us. He pats her head softly with a smile on his face. "Come on. It's going to be our turn after this."
Junhyung gives me a slight nod as a sign for me to leave the backstage, getting ready for our performance. Mira and Joonhee are already waiting for us near the stage.
Today is finally the day of Silvearth debut performance. It will be the first time for Eunna and Mira to perform as the artists but I'm sure they will do perfectly good; they are great.
Three days have passed since the moment I agreed with the deal of not falling in love till our training is over with Eunna. And we managed to have a good relationship; no more ignoring and avoiding each other.
I guess this deal is good for both of us.
Even though I thought it is kind of ridiculous deal but I still agreed to it somehow. I don't care if people will laugh at me because of the agreement but, hey, look now, I'm in a good term with Eunna.
I'm not going to fall in love. She is not going to fall in love. And I'm not going to lose.
End of the story.
"This group will start their debut just now, right?" the MC states with excitement. "Let's call Silvearth with their song, Beautiful!"
That's the cue.
Eunna takes a glance at me, flashing me a smile. I give her a peace sign with my fingers and step up to the stage, ready to perform.
Since there are only five members and there are two girls in the group, we changed the lyrics and the parts to suit with us. And I like it for sure since the song is suitable for us.
The music starts when we are already at our positions.
I sing to my microphone,
"Beautiful my girl"
Junhyung raps his part, just like the original part,
"My beautiful my girl and I
So beautiful my girl (In the cube)
Ha ha girl This is my confession
Drop that beat"
I dance the steps with Junhyung and Joonhee while the others stand still; it's my line for this version.
"Oh listen to my heart, nae mam deureo bwabwa
Eotteon mallodo neoreul, pyohyong halsu eobtjiman"
Oh listen to my heart, Listen to my heart
Even though no words can describe you
Eunna and Mira don't move; they shower the audience with their bright smiles as Joonhee sings his lines,
"Geunyang nae Style ro, naemam deullyeo julge
Oh Listen listen listen girl"
I will let you listen to my heart through my own style
oh listen listen listen girl
Now it's my turn to stand still because it's the girls' part now.
"Nothing better than you, sesangeul da jwodo
You you you you, neowa bakkujin mot hae"
Nothing better than you, If someone offfers me the world
You you you you, I can’t trade it for you
I move while Junhyung raps,
"Hey baby girl, mae iri julgeowo, sashil jom duryeowo
nuga mworaedo neon, I want"
Hey baby girl everyday is so fun
Honestly I’m a bit scared, but no matter what anyone says, I want
We stand on our positions, ready to sing the refrain part now, with me as the main vocal and Junhyung for the rap part.
"So beautiful my girl Oh oh girl
Oh oh girl, shigani jinado
Nugu boda naega deo deo deo
Neoreul akkyeo julge My girl, moduda julge
Neo You neo ege You e ege
Nega eodi itdeun dallyeo galsu isseo
I always think about you"
So beautiful my girl Oh oh girl
Oh oh girl Even if time goes by
Compared to anyone else in the world
I will cherish you my girl I will give you my all
You U To you U To
I can run to anywhere you are
I always think about you
I step backward and let Joonhee to step forward, singing his lines,
"Jigeum boda naega deo deo deo Neoreul sarang halge My girl
You you you My girl"
Even more than now I will love you more my girl
You you you my girl
All of us sing together in harmony.
"You Oh beautiful You So beautiful
You My beautiful nothing better than you
Oh beautiful You So beautiful You
My beautiful
Don’t be shy girl"
- Eunna's POV -
I'm really nervous because it's my first time to perform live. I finally debut as an official artist. Even though it's only a cover song but I still can't help myself to feel extremely happy.
Yoseob, Junhyung, Joonhee, and Mira gave me their own support to me and I'm glad that they are my groupmates. Muzix, including Hyori, will perform right after us and I wish them the best as well.
But now all I need to do is focus with my performance.
Now it's my turn. The lyrics start to change here.
"Niga himdeul ttaen eonjena, I’ll be there
Amu ttaena naege wa naye pume angyeo"
When you are having hard times, anytime I’ll be there
Come to me anytime and come into my arms
Mira approaches me and our back leans against each other while she sings her part.
"Geunyang nuneul gamgo naemam deureo bwabwa
Oh Listen listen listen boy"
Just close your eyes and listen to my words
Oh listen listen listen boy
We moves backward as the boys step forward.
"Nothing better than you, amudo mot maga
You you you you, neol hyanghan naye maeum"
Nothing better than you, No one can stop me
You you you you, The way my heart feels towards you
We move along with the melodies, getting ready for the refrain part while Junhyung is rapping his part.
"Haru ye seumul ne shiganeul
Neol wihae sseodo akkabji anheun ge naya
Just take my hand and fly"
I’m the one who wouldn’t regret
Using 24 hours in a day just for you
Just take my hand and fly
Alright, it's my part now with Junhyung's rap to accompany me.
"So wonderful my boy Oh oh boy
Oh oh boy, shigani jinado
Nugu boda naega deo deo deo
Neoreul akkyeo julge My boy, moduda julge
Neo You neo ege You e ege
Nega eodi itdeun dallyeo galsu isseo
I always think about you"
So wonderful my boy Oh oh boy
Oh oh boy Even if time goes by
Compared to anyone else in the world
I will cherish you my boy I will give you my all
You U To you U To
I can run to anywhere you are
I always think about you
Mira steps forward to sing her part. I step to my position, exchanging looks with Yoseob.
"Jigeum boda naega deo deo deo Neoreul sarang halge My girl
You you you My boy"
Even more than now I will love you more my girl
You you you my boy
Junhyung is standing in the center now, making his fans to scream for him.
"You Oh wonderful You So wonderful
You My wonderful nothing better than you
Oh wonderful You So wonderful You
My wonderful"
Yoseob offers his hand to me so I take the position next to him, just like what we always did when we were training but this simple gesture makes the audience to go wild.
"(Beautiful my girl)"
Joonhee, in the other hand, is holding Mira's hand and some girls scream because of him too. Well, he has his own fans anyway.
"Make a love baby
Just make a love
Feeling in my heart, So nice"
As soon as Junhyung finished his rap part and we bowed to the audience, Yoseob lets go of my hand and performs his ad lib, hitting the high notes while we sing teh refrain part.
"So beautiful my girl Oh oh girl
Oh oh girl, shigani jinado
Nugu boda naega deo deo deo
Neoreul akkyeo julge My girl, moduda julge
Neo You neo ege You e ege
Niga molli isseodo deukkil su isseo
I’m always dreaming about you"
So beautiful my girl Oh oh girl
Oh oh girl Even if time goes by
Compared to anyone else in the world
I will cherish you my girl I will give you my all
You U To you U To oh oh
Even though you are far away I can feel you
I’m always dreaming about you
I step forward, singing the last part with a smile on my face; I really hope the audiences will be satisfied with our performance.
"Jigeum boda naega deo deo deo Neoreul sarang halge
My girl You you you My boy"
Even more than now I will love you more
my girl You you you my boy
Each of us stand in a line, singing in unison.
"You Oh beautiful You So beautiful
You My beautiful
Nothing better than you
Nothing better than you
Oh wonderful You So wonderful You
My wonderful"
We spin one time and bow to the audiences,
"Nothing better than you"
The audiences clap with excitement. I take a peek at them and they show us satisfied expressions, the expressions that make me feel that my hard times during the training period was nothing to compare with this happiness of their joy.
I turn to see Yoseob and he flashes me his usual charming smile, as if he is saying that I was doing perfect.
And I give him a smile.
- Yoseob's POV -
We're just done cleaning our make ups, waiting for our manager to pick us. Joonhee is talking with Eunna, telling her that she was dazzling on the stage.
I don't need to cut their conversation because I can see that Junhyung is approaching Eunna, ready to stop their conversation willingly.
"How do you feel?" Junhyung smiles to Eunna while Joonhee gives him a glare, totally unhappy that Junhyung appears from nowhere. "We finally debuted."
"Great," Eunna gives a wide smile. "And Muzix is amazing. Hyori is doing good under your training, isn't she?"
Yes, Muzix performed pretty good after us. They have left the studio now, back to CUBE Entertaiment building to discuss about their MV since they haven't started their filming yet.
Which means I'm going to accompany Eunna again tonight since Hyori is still busy with her group.
I know that we must wait for our manager to come but it's late and I don't want Eunna to return by herself. Or with Joonhee.
"Home," I mumble calmly to Eunna, receiving attention from the others. I put my hands in my pocket, waiting for her reaction.
"I'm going first," Eunna smiles to the others. "See you tomorrow then."
She steps closer to me, giving me her cute smile. I can't help myself to smile because of her expression but suddenly a hand grips my wrist.
Junhyung.
"Wait a minute, Eunna," Junhyung says to her. "A minute."
Junhyung drags me farther from Eunna and the others, whispering, "I remember you said that you and Eunna are just senior and junior."
"I remember I did say that I don't plan to fall in love," I raise my eyebrow, examining his unpredictable exprsssion. "No worry, Junhyung. If you want to hit on her, go ahead."
Junhyung whistles, "So Yoseob has a confidence to win over Eunna's heart?"
"Yah! It's not that!" I start to sound panic. "I mean you can try! It's not like she is going to lose easily."
"Lose?" it's Junhyung's turn to raise his eyebrow because of my statement. "What do you mean?"
"Nothing," I grin awkwardly. Ah, it almost slipped out from my mouth. "Talk later. It's late and she need to return now."
Without waiting for his respond, I drag Eunna out, heading to the bus stop. Following the route, we take the bus twice until we reach the usual bus stop till her apartment.
We talk about our performance, about Muzix, about our plan for next week, about our next training session, about works.
When we finally reach her apartment, I was going to bid her goodbye but then she suddenly blurts out a question, "Are we doing good with the deal?"
"Sure," I laugh, wondering why she suddenly asked it. "None of us is in disadvantage. Why? Are you losing?"
"No way," she scoffs with disbelief smile. "I'm not going to lose for a deal I made."
"I"m not going to lose as well," I smirk. Hey, I have a pride to fight for here. "Be careful not to lose by falling for me."
It is a joke. I'm just teasing her but I can see her cheeks turn to flushed pink all of a sudden.
"Don't be too cocky, Yoseob," she says, trying to hide her blushed cheeks. "You may lose somehow."
I laugh for no reason. I bid her good night and head back to my apartment with a smile.
There is no way I'm going to lose for this deal. I know it's nothing serious but, hey, I'm a man and there is no chance I will lose.
I'm going to win the deal, one or another way.
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