JIYEON VIEWPOINT

          I can’t do this alone, I can’t live without you Jinwoon, you told me to hold each others hand and we’ll runaway from this place but where are you now? Why did you leaved me?

          I was desperate, I tried to finish my life for the second time so I was here…this night, here at this bridge I wish to take my life and end it. I jumped on the river.

          I thought I was dead when I close my eyes inside the water he’s the only one I can see, his face that keeps smiling at me, our memories that is still running to my mind and it can’t be stop. All the times that we have flashback, I keep on wishing that he’s here, holding my hand and take me with him but why I am helplessly floating here and can’t even move?

Luna: Jiyeon?

Jiyeon: neh?

Luna: I’ll wait for you at the hotel ok?

Jiyeon: neh…

          Time has passed, yesterday I was just lying at the hospital bed and now I’m here at the sea shore thinking about forgetting someone. I really thought I could not recover and forget, though I didn’t totally forget him, it takes some time to move on and start a new things. Thanks to those people who never leaved me and stay with me at my worst especially my friend Luna. My father and I reconcile and start a new life, he started working again and make his life busy of course I understand him after mom died I know that Dad is the only one that is constant to me and I can’t leave him alone. as for Si Yoon oppa, I gave him a chance to be my boyfriend I know I’m going to be selfish because I asked him to be with me coz I know that he’s the only guy that I know now that who can stay there in good times as well in bad times.

Luna: yah what did you do there?

Jiyeon: neh? Nothing…

Luna: let me guess, you’re thinking of him again? after you jump into that bridge and your head hit on that rock? I think you’re not totally woke up from that bad dream. Please mah friend…forget it…

Jiyeon: I am…so shut up your mouth, ok?

Luna: yah…since you’re fine now…why no