“Myungsoo.” You thought.

“I love you” he said while his lips on your lips.

You stepped backward and looked down.

You: You shouldn’t have done that.

 L: Do I have to say sorry for that kiss?

You: I didn’t ask you to say sorry for that damn kiss. *looked straight forward at L’s eyes.”

L: what are you trying to say?

You: Myungsoo, you can’t get me with your kisses. If you think I’m an easy gir…

L: is that what you think? Why are you being so complicated?

You: Am I being complicated?

L: I guess yes.

You: is it hard? Is it hard to handle a complicated girl like me?

L; Why can’t you believe me that I love you? Why can’t you believe that on my every “I love you” I mean it? Why?

You: You didn’t answer my question.

L deeply exhaled and placed his hands at his hips.

L: Yes.

You: then stop courting me.

L: you’re just like that because you want me stop. I knew it.

You slowly turned back and started walking very slow.

L; where are you going?

You didn’t answer.

L; JC.

You stopped.

L: Do you love me?

You: I don’t know.

L; It’s not the answer I’m expecting you to say.

You: n-no.

L’s eyes turned wide as you continued walking.

L felt like he lost something big when you said no.

You decided to go home to get some rest while L stayed right where he is watching you disappear as he played your answer to his mind repeatedly.

*

L: Do you love me?

You: I don’t know.

L; It’s not the answer I’m expecting you to say.

You: n-no.

*

You were expecting that he will stop everything after what happened. You felt like it’s the end of everything. He’ll go back to EunJae and you will also go back to your stupid life before. You stopped walking and cried.

“Please don’t believe me Myungsoo. Please.” You thought.

The surroundings were very quiet. No people around. No noise of city. The only thing you can hear is yourself crying. Suddenly…

Sungyeol: I think you need this. *offered a handkerchief*

You slowly looked at him.

You: Sungyeol.

He sadly smiled and wiped your tears.

Sungyeol: Please don’t cry.

*Eleven PM*

You were at your desk reading books and listening to AKDU’s Time and Fallen Leaves. You felt like the song describes what you were feeling. At some point, your tears started to fall. You closed the book and stood up and wiped out your tears.

Myungsoo was already sleeping. You went to the kitchen to drink water when the lights suddenly turned off. You checked the switch but its okay.

You: Black out?

You curiously asked. You checked the hallway outside your room and the lights were on. You went back to your room. You decided to ask for help. Maybe there’s a problem with the main switch. But before that, you checked on Myungsoo.

You: Myungsoo?

Myungsoo was not at his bed.

You: Myungsoo?

You started looking for him.

“Where did he go?” you said.

“How can I look for him without light?” you thought.

Suddenly, someone hugged your back and wrapped his arms around your waist.

You got shocked and were about to shout when he whispered...

“Do you trust me?”

*Twelve AM*

Myungsoo brought you at the hotel’s terrace with your eyes closed.

L: Be careful. *guiding your way*

You: where are we?

L; okay. Here we are. Open your eyes.

You slowly open your eyes and saw the beautiful stars at the sky.

You: Myungsoo. *amazed* It’s so beautiful. *looking up in the evening sky*

L; JC. *called you seriously*

You looked at him.

L: I’m sorry.

You didn’t reply instead you looked down.

L: I’m sorry if I called you a complicated girl. Actually you’re not. I’m sorry for letting you think that you’re an easy girl. And I’m sorry fo…

You: I’m sorry too.

L: JC. If you wouldn’t mind, can I ask you a question?

You: what is it?

L: Do you love me?

There was a moment of silence.

L: uhm I’m sorry for that stupid question. *fake chuckle* I already knew the answer. I’m sor..

You: Yes.

L stopped from talking and looked at you deeply.

L: what?

You: Yes.

L: Yes?

You: You asked me if I love you and I answered yes. *smiled* But that doesn’t mean we’re on.

L was paused of what he heard.

You: Myungsoo?

Suddenly shouted...

“YES! SHE SAID SHE LOVES ME!!!”

You: Myungsoo, calm down. *chuckling*

 After shouting, L stopped in front of you. You suddenly chuckled.

L: It was an epic date today.

You smiled.

L suddenly pulled you and whispered..

“I love you.” And kissed your forehead.

As he kissed your forehead, you closed your eyes and smiled.

You: so you’re the one who turned off the lights?

L: uhhm yeah. *shy*

You: *chuckled*

“I told You she loves me.” L’s thought while looking at the sky.