“You better be careful”

“You better be careful”

What does he mean? I asked myself. That words was lingering in my head over and over again. Did I make a mistake? Did I do something wrong? Continuously I asked myself over and over again. Should I greet him more politely? Should I met him in person to talk or maybe get a coffee time together? I better wait and watch the way he treated me in next meeting for BTOB comeback.

“What are you thinking about this morning uh?” Seokgu asked me after he waved his hand in front of my face. “Oh,,nothing, wanna some coffee?” he nodded as an answers, then sit in the kitchen waiting for his coffee.

“Your stuff might be arrived this noon Jin, had any schedule?” he asked after take the coffee I made.

“Yes I have meeting with VIXX and BTOB in a day, by the way thanks” I sit in front of him to get the bread and put strawberry jam on it “So already told them the password?”

“They eavesdropping me in the phone, so what can I do then baby Jin” he yawned after take a sip of his coffee “The boys going to practice this all day and I already told the receptionist to put your stuff in your room, because we are going to back home around midnight maybe, what else can I help for my sister?” BAP is prepared to filming two music videos in Japan for their Japan debut in October, now they were practicing really hard.

“mmmmhhhhh……” I rolled my eyes “nothing I think, since you guys going to Japan tomorrow, maybe I will arrange my room, ah you got the couch I asked right?” I asked him to order a big couch because the boys will often visited me

“mh hm” he nodded “You will love the color, trust me” he winked

“Since when you become this flirty, are you in love?” teasingly i take his cup, to refill it again

“No, I’m too busy taking care my boys and beloved twin cousins, is she doing well?” he asked about Winnie

“Yes, she’s going to visit me this weekend, Winnie just being Winnie, she’s good” I give him the cup and he ate the bread I just prepared

“I heard she’s in love with your friend” he said while chewing the bread then added “But I also heard this friend of yours often visited you than her” he chuckled

“It’s just because we had being friend for a long time” I packed my stuff into my bag then get up “Tell the boys to warm up the breakfast I made in the table” I pointed him at the table beside the microwave

“Why don’t you tell me first, I’m hungry but you only give me bread?” he shouted out as I walked to the door

“I didn’t give you the bread, you stole them yourself” I laughed as I close the door

  

I stop in one of cake shop to bought a cake for him, Park Jun Di. I will give the cake before meeting with VIXX. I choose the medium size cake with a fruit on it, then wrote I mini letter on the box. I want to make good relationship since we will work together for BTOB comeback, even thought I only compose a song and he’s going to filming the mv, but still we will met each other to talking about the theme.

“What can I help Miss?” the receptionist on his office asked me

“Can you give this cake to director? and if he asked from who, you can tell him it was from Jinnie, Im a composer that going to work with him later so Im going to make a good relationship, a good colleagues” I smiled at her and signed at the guest book

 

“No no no, the style will not suit me, I like my recently hair” Hongbin rejected when his stylist order him to cut his hair with a half long bang

“You have to trust me, it will suit you a lot, and this is only for filming and comeback stage, after that you can get your hair back like now” She showed me the picture of –gonna be hongbin’s hair soon- then she added “What do you think Jin director?”

“I don’t think so it’s bad, beside you will going to wear a soft lens I think it will suit the concept” I told him

“Really? If you say so then it’s okay” said hongbin nodded like an obey child

“See that Jinnie? He only follow what you said, tsk!” Ravi said and got hit by Hongbin

“And you Ravi you have to come earlier to the location, you will get a tattoos in your body, so body painting for you gonna take hours, and I trust your stylist about your hair because she just told me before you guys came” I already checked them all before

“Tattooooo? It will be cool if manager let me have one, the real tattoo” Ravi said happily and look at his manager who just shooked his head in front of me

“Yeah it will, like Yongguk, he wrote some lyrics of the song he was composed on his upper back” I said without even thinking, this mouth work harder than my brain.

“How do you know that, I don’t even ever saw it before” Ken shocked then he smirked and added “You have affair uuuhhhh?”

“Hahahaha,it’s not like that, me and BAP already being a friend since middle school until now, we just like family, all of them” want it or not, I should tell them because there were a lot of coordi and staff here, they would thought I date him.

“Really? How can we just knew ahh” N said happily and asked “Did you guys went out together? It must be really nice, they were luck having you if I could say ” I nodded “Too often when they had a free time, beside their manager was my cousin” I explained while they glances each other

“Then you ever worked with them?” Leo asked, it’s rare for him to talked

“Their next comeback will be my first, but all this time when Yongguk composed a song, he will asked me to help, just like Ravi did in Hyde era” I flashed smile at him

“I will ask for your help even more right now” he said and nodded

“I will help as long as I can, it’s good for a group had one member who loves compose a song, you know almost all of BAP songs was composed by Yongguk, he worked hard since trainee days” I recalling the memory when he always staying at my place only for composed “Leo how is yours?” I asked him

“I still work on it, but my eyes can’t work at late night like Ravi, I got sleepy easily after schedule” He said cutely. Leo was really coldhearted in the first met, he doesn’t talked a lot and seems to be quiet, but when he get to know each other he will more openly and sometimes he has natural cute side by the things he did and he said, just like now.

“Okay, back to the topic, how if we started to filming after Idolstars Championship?”

“Okay call !” Hyuk said then asked me “But noona, what about the clothes, uniforms and decoration?”

“I already talk to my staff about the decoration and they will work one day before the filming, there will be 3 or 4 set during filming like a jail, a big house with white stairs, here take a look” I hand them the copy of the design for filming and explained “This is where you going to dance, this one is for self shooting, this one for the girl while she play with the voodoo doll”

“There is a doll too?” N asked and I nooded “Yes, voodoo doll, this big “I made the size of the doll with my hand.

 

 

After meeting with VIXX I drive to Park Jun Di office. BTOB cancelled the meeting because of their sudden schedule. I entered the lobby as I saw a receptionist chewing some food and bowed at me when she saw me from the door.

“Did he take the cake?”

“I gave to him but he said to throw it away” her face turned to apologize face then she told me “So I better save it and eat with the staff than to throw it, I’m really sorry Miss”

It sting my heart at the moment, I felt the pain of his rejection, but tried to control my emotion in front of her “Ah, it’s okay, you can eat them all, thank you” I said as I leave the office.

I busied myself with composing at my rooftop. I don’t want a little thing bothered me. I get up from my couch and rest my hand on the barrier and looking at nowhere. I closed my eyes and let the wind hit my skin, it was cold but also freshen.

“Jinnie………” someone called my name but it didn’t make me turned around because I know who it was.

“You were not at the dorm and your phone was off, Seokgu told me you was here” Himchan said and reached me to the barrier to stand beside me “What is that?”

“Nothing” still closed my eyes

He didn’t asked for more and let me stay still “I was looking for you at your room, I thought you was there and look what I’ve found” he hugged the photo album in his chest

“How did you get it? Is the box was open?” I scared if the receptionist saw that album, there was BAP since trainee days with meinside that album

“hahaha, no, I saw the box that had name on it so I try to open and got this” I wrote title in every boxes, no wonder he found it “Ah you know I’m really tired of this long practice, come on” he said and pulled my hand to follow him, he make me sit in the edge of the couch then he lie down with his head on my thigh.

“So why don’t you back home and get some sleep”

“This morning we will flight to Japan, you know I will get dizzy if only sleep for less than 2 hours” I know, he will decided not to sleep other than sleep for only 2 or 3 hours. I look at my watch, it was 03.00 am now.

“Why are you still here then?” he asked while opening the album

“I can’t sleep and choose to came here, composing”

“No, you have something bothering your mind and you decide to lie in front of me, silly” he said while pointed me some photo “Look” it was the picture when Zelo piggyback me on my birthday, we let out a small laughed.

“He was cute back then, still until now” I said

“Then how about me?” he asked with his eyes still on the album

“You become more jerk” I told him as I closed the album but he only laughed and open the album again “ah my head……..I got headache.... here” he pointed as he brought my hand to his head and I start to massage it naturally. Tonight Himchan being really well and calm, maybe because he was tired, so he didn’t asked or even forced me to telling what was just happened. But why he suddenly becoming spoiled, it’s been a long time.

“Here?” I asked him and he nodded as an answers, still looking every photos

“You saw the videos when BAP held Live On Earth concert in Seoul? It was when you still in Italy” I nodded and he continued to telling his story “I lost my weight, because of tired, I don’t even sleep in two days, and Zelo got his eyes hurt during rehearsal, while Yongguk stay at the back stage to sleep, he didn’t sleep in the dorm, it was amazing days, we will held the concert again on 2014, you have to come Jinnie”

“What the reason I have to come?”

“You was number one forever BAP fans” he said, remind me to their debut time, when I promised them I will be number one BAP fans

“Ough Im not baby” I said teasingly still massage his head. BABY was the name of BAP fans

“You are number one baby for me” he winked then I hit his forehead softly

“Aaaaahhh,,it’s hurt” he said

“Saying that cheesy words again I will hit you stronger”

“Okay okay I won’t, but admit it you like it?” he started again and smiled widely

“Kim Himchan !!!!” he laughed and showed me the picture again “Look, it was taken by Yonguk when we eat tteokboki in the streets, your favorite one right?” it was the picture of me with him when our face turned red because of the spiciness, we still wore uniform at the picture

“You forced me and Yongguk to finished them all because you was on diet and my tongue was burnt if you wanna know huh”

I let a laughter, happy laughter when remind those moment and happy because I forgot the cake incident this morning. Himchan is the most stubborn but sometimes he also can always comforting people around him by his act. I was happy spent time here without being alone.

“Look this one” he said and pointed at some photo again “It was when our graduate day, we drunk at your home to celebrate it and get hangover together in the morning”

“hahahaha,,, I hate that feeling when hangover you know, I was vomited over and over again and got sore throat after that” but now I have good tolereance with alcohol

“It was because your first time, you even vomited in my hand when I trying to help you in the toilet” he complained and lift his hand “Now see, the young girl can drink very well uh” he said and make me shy a bit but then laughed because the tone of his voice. I laughed over and over again because he was here.

“Thank you, Himchan, you made my midnight” I ruffled his hair

“Uh see now, who is the one that cheesy” he said and put the album in the floor

“Hahaha,,,” we laughed again together

“Just like that? Thank you is not good enough for me” he get up to kiss my cheek, but because the album was in the floor make him stumbling and it ended in my lips. with his hand on my neck, he kissed me. Right on my lips, and we stay still for a moment, not because we enjoy it, but we were too shocked.

 

LUHAN POV

One hour ago.

“Xiumin let's cycling and get coffee, I will treat you” Luhan said as he pulled Xiumin with him.

After got the coffee he want, he’s going to back home and pass by Jinnie’s office, he noticed the lamps in the rooftop was on and asked Xiumin to back home first, because he want to visited her. Slowly he went upstairs quietly until he was in front of the rooftop’s door but his steps was stop because he heard she laughed with a man. It was himchan. Luhan standing still.

“What the reason I have to come?”

“You was number one forever BAP fans”

“Ough Im not baby”

“You are number one baby for me”

“Aaaaahhh,,it’s hurt”

“Saying that cheesy words again I will hit you stronger”

“Okay okay I won’t, but admit it you like it?”

……………………………………

……………………………………

“Just like that? Thank you is not good enough for me”

He was stumbling at the time, and Jinnie didn’t even start to kiss him. I shook my head. Maybe because of their long relationship, it was usual for them to kissed each other. I said to myself, pretending that he might be want to kiss her cheek but it ended wrongly. I went downstairs to take my bicycle and saw someone with a mask just run away.

Who is that guy?